REAL SHIT

by SARN

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1.
FADED 03:16
where my phone at where my bands took a shot of henny from a crystal geyser bottle chase it with a molly and a stale ass hot cheeto what’s the point of this if we don’t hit the spliff? ultra combo, head feels hollow skate past the neighbor bitch deuces i’m outta here tell your mom i'm mad at her hit me up when she outta church i’m livin in a game world using cheat codes i feel invincible i've leveled up to godmode ……glitch, glitch……………. glitch wake him up, sit him up, he’s unconscious turn his head, gonna choke on the vomit bloodshot eyes, rollin back, lookin vacant let’s just leave, let him die, he's a vagrant last i remember i was buzzin at the walmart stuffin similacs in my backpack jackpot, walked out, flipped em in the parking lot met a chick in the parking lot looked like a member of kiss or a punk rocker said i remind her of her absent father and to follow her so i followed her we proceeded to smoke some shit drink some shit mad dog peaches and cream next thing i know we were staring at the sea we were fuckin on the beach fuck, fuckin on the beach next thing i know... wake him up, sit him up, he’s unconscious turn his head, gonna choke on the vomit bloodshot eyes, rollin back, lookin vacant let’s just leave, let him die, he's a vagrant wake him up, sit him up, he’s unconscious turn his head, gonna choke on the vomit bloodshot eyes, rollin back, lookin vacant fuck this dude, let him die, he's a vagrant
2.
FATED 04:36
real shit, this ain’t just a mattress this my makeshift castle gimme a couple days i guarantee it’ll be my casket neighbors outside just laughing, yapping talking about juicing wheat grass and organic radish and i can’t even, right now my phone is always off and damn cops are always knockin “open up, this is just a welfare check” my dad used to come home screaming “you’re not my blood, your mom was cheating. ain’t no pussy ass snowflake with these genes.” waking up is disappointing please once, just let it ride i wanna sleep and live in my dreams where it’s calm… and i have died. real shit this ain’t just a mattress this my makeshift castle gimme a couple days i guarantee it’ll be my casket they said it was harmless romantic obsession cries for attention i could give a fuck if you listen fated it was written, it was written my lights are always off, and damn cops are always knockin “open up, coward. we know you’re still alive.” i’ve found comfort in routine glass of cognac every evening “Either/Or” until i fuckin collapse waking up is disappointing please once, just let it ride i wanna sleep and live in my dreams where it’s calm… and i have died. i cut myself with a razor i jacked from cvs standing christ-like in the shower water pricked like a million shards of repentant glass and now that i say it sounds so pretentious i just laugh there’s no way a few light nicks would be enough to cleanse my past i have access now to things that will make it fast make it just and make it last it’ll be fast…
3.
the cell reception in heaven is a joke it’s hard af to connect and then it’s slow plus there was a mixup smh died with an iPhone but they gave me a Note 1.5 stars writing this as i’m coming back from hell heat wasn’t bad but the smell lol heard that people camped in line for days noped the fuck out when they said it’d take… 8 more hours to reach the gates a friend recommended him for cheap efficient, painless solutions to find peace price range fit my budget to a tee poked me with a needle and i waited with glee no white light still alive scam out of 5
4.
BAITED 03:56
never forget, never forget how we got played we were baited into a race war omg they got us good, 100, 100 of course they would checkmate grade A execution gunner, this is brandon, i’m in the macys parking garage, top level i see something moving, near the 3rd pile, closest to the walgreens looks ethnic smells ethnic sayonara bitch ash rain, peppered air bodies everywhere tripping over limbs i was lying in a burned-out basement, must’ve been 4 or 5 days i was there this particular morning i woke up and it was unusually quiet no gunshots, mortar blasts no screaming nothing so i waited a few hours just to be sure, still nothing i crawled up the stairs and peeked my head into the kitchen what remained of the kitchen, the whole house was just… no walls, just parts of the frame were still standing and i could see straight out into the street i just paused i stayed there and i stared no cars, no people nothing after a few hours i decided to go out... ash rain, peppered air bodies everywhere tripping over limbs til i reached the city square police barricade ahead skinheads to my left alt right on the right, naturally i’m in the middle screaming kill me, please kill me, take my life
5.
TALKIN2COPS 02:32
i seen your basic ass the other day what do they call it “normcore?” sitting on the corner sipping your wheat grass and organic radish juice tying your dogs shoes, talking about you paid your dues you paid your dues? bitch you aint done shit in fact you probably the one that snitched narc starterpack is just a picture of your face we been on the block every day this summer you just reappear after the boys got popped, gotta wonder you talking to cops? we all know you got caught on petty shit misdemeanor at most, but police offered to drop it your daddy’s rich and you still suckin your momma’s tit if they found out they’d probably stop cuttin you monthly checks so you singing, singing about some shit you shoulda never seen and i know you flinching at every little sound looking around like a tweaker when you’re walking cuz you’re talking to cops you talking to cops shhhhhhh…
6.
listen up tomorrow at noon, we’ll meet on the west steps of the capitol building there’ll be sandwiches and juice boxes and i advise you to fill up… cuz we’re gonna march we're gonna march real hard from a distance, i couldn’t tell if was you or antifa your pants so tight, you wore all black when the memo said white lmao, lmao, so confused come a little closer let me hear you recite the creed i’m just curious swear there's an accent in your speech lmao, lmao, so confused gather around boys, gather around boys get a hold of this there’s a colored in here
7.
TYTYTY 03:02
thank you for your thoughts and prayers thank you for your thoughts and prayers thank the good lord for you have come along and blessed us with your thoughts and prayers i ain’t had shit good to eat in weeks the water’s gnarly as fuck and it wreaks it’ll stain your teeth, shred your gums til they bleed can i interest you in a drink? well then fuck you, i’ll go die while you retweet thank you for your thoughts and prayers thank you for your thoughts and prayers thank the good lord for you have come along and fed us with your thoughts and prayers age 10 took a shot to the head doctors said her brain is dead and he’s dead, and she’s dead, and she’s dead shooter was a racist, militant white supremacist did it as a bet with some fucking neckbeards on reddit thank you for your thoughts and prayers thank you for your thoughts and prayers thank the good lord for you have come along and healed us with your thoughts and prayers
8.
XXXRATED 02:45
1am i ended my shift and caught a lyft to vive l'amour xxx thru the gated door past a cyberpunk dom walking her sub on all fours skipped the vhs into the crimson room where i grabbed a vr headset and a moist towellete i went to work… heard a foreign sound but i wrote it off seconds passed then a flash and bang i clenched my ass i was standing hunched like gollum with my dick in my hand cameraman and owner they just pointed and laughed i was standing there, slobbering, dick in my hand someone threw a towel, someone threw my pants suicide crossed my mind until i turned and recognized the host from an internet prank show i laughed out loud he got me good said it was live we high-fived
9.
LOVE SHIT 03:59
the world could really use another love song said no one ever but often i think about death and dying whether from drugs, by cops, mass shooting, myself… whatever and all i see is your face your cheesy ass, stupid smiling face i tried my best for you and i know you tried yours too the world could really use another love song said no one ever and i get depressed when i imagine you beautiful in your black funeral dress and me… just laying there and then i hear your laugh your cackling, contagious laugh i tried my best for you and i know you tried yours too when i’m dead, i’ll be there in the falling rain and when i’m dead, i’ll be there with the warming sun

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Discomfort and awkwardness are just some of the emotions rarely
highlighted in music that SARN thrives on. For his fourth album for
Deathbomb Arc, these odd explorations also highlight the insidious
discomfort of contemporary life; economically, politically, and
socially.
"Re-calibrate your expectations" - The WIRE

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released March 20, 2020

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