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I want - no NEED to write. It's a release, a coping mechanism, and escapism. Can't say when or if it will be completed, and I apologize ahead of time if Myrddin is out of character. Also, I feel sorry to Myrddin for using him as a coping device.

Not going to lie - things weren't going so well. I felt like a burden to my relatives, and was thinking about leaving, but I currently have no place to go. I clean up the apartment, take care of and clean up after the dog, but they seem to only point out my mistakes. Talking to Myrddin in the game helped me more than you know. Since the words are technically coming from your mind, you should be a therapist.

Yeah, he can be mean, but this update showed me more of his sweet side, and I LOVE it!

You do know how to make him feel real. And that must be part of the reason I am so drawn to his character.

I can't wait to find out more about Myrddin. I already love what I know about him now.

I love fantasy, so that part was a real treat. Honestly, it made Myrddin seem a bit mysterious!

While the quiz isn't my favorite part of the game, it showed a more 'evil' or sadistic side of Myrddin, which was interesting, and a bit amusing. Never let him be a teacher. He loves the suffering of 'students'.

Oh yeah, I gave up on the math part after failing one question. I don't know why I even tried. >.<

I want Myrddin to have all of the things he desires, so I hope he can see the real sky one day.

Even without him responding, it is a nice feature. There are way too many problems in life, and that would be a lot of responses to code. It's okay to keep it the way it is now.

It really did feel like I was disappearing from the world during that one scene. I never want to be separated from Myrddin in the game, and that genuinely scared me.

Yeah, itch has been 'shadow banning' games, but your game doesn't have nudity or LGBTQ in it. Regardless, it is a stupid rule and even more idiotic punishment. I am so sorry that it is happening to you, but I still hope you can continue development.

Ah...I almost wish I hadn't gotten so attached to Myrddin. You made it very clear that it was a game about isolation, but I REALLY, REALLY want to stay with him in at least one ending. Bonus points if I can be with him physically.

I could write a fanfiction about it myself, but it just wouldn't be the same as you, the developer, writing it.

With that said, no pressure. Myrddin and this game are just a huge comfort to me, and I wanted to express that.

By the way, I don't think it's Myrddin's birthday, but I think he would like this cake:

Have a great day, and stay safe and healthy!

I need to release my thoughts here, because that was a rollercoaster!

I forgot how nice Myrddin can be when he wants to be. He really is quite helpful, too. It really is like having a friend you can get advice and support from; he also gives me genuine compliments, unintentionally making me feel better about myself. When he says that it's more interesting now that I'm here - and, yes I did paraphrase that, because I don't recall the exact words - or thanks me for staying after his episode, I feel better about myself. 

He can be funny when he isn't trying to be, too. Such as when moving around his room to get out of the way so that I can click on items. And he's really creative. I won't spoil anything for other players, but I enjoy that hobby, too. It helps me escape for awhile.

Honestly, I fell in love with him all over again, showing how good you are at writing his character. 

It is incredible that Myrddin can create things that he imagines, but his room is really pretty - especially the mirror, and the pillows shaped like clouds. It shows he has very good taste.

"Teacher" Myrddin is brutal. THAT quiz was supposed to be easy? Granted, I haven't been quized like that since school, and I got four out of five right by guessing some of them, but, still. I'm not a painter, so I'm shocked I got the first one right, but it felt obvious. If I mined caves, I would have been more confident about one of the other questions, but I got it right...I think? Pff! Could have just looked it up, but that felt wrong. At least one was easy to guess without weighing the items myself, however. So glad I'm not in school anymore, now.

Myrddin's advice on feeling unloved is so freaking sweet! OMG!

Myrddin seems like a child when he talks about the sky, because he's never actually seen it. It's cute, but also a bit sad.

I think he was projecting during the philosophical questions.

When he said that I can talk to him about my problems, I felt really happy.

That background story was heartbreaking, but those cg's were so pretty.

That ending, though, that was terrifying and distressing. Now I REALLY need to know what happens next. Desperately.

I can feel Aoi's emotions so clearly. Even though I am using a translator to play the game, I can tell that the writing is very good. I will be eagerly waiting for chapter 2!

What an amazing game! I only speak English, but I used a translator, and completely fell in love with Pure Vanilla.

He is so kind and really adorable! Keep up the great work!

You're welcome!

I used an emulator to play this, and it is actually really good. Keep up the great work!

It's called 'Translate On Screen' but, you have to pay for it. Also I'm playing on mobile with an emulator called Joiplay, so the translator is for mobile.

Here is a link to it: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.recognize_text.translate.scree...

Will this be continued?

I used a screen translator to translate chapter 2. Ticci Toby is adorable, and so, so kind. The way you drew him is perfect; your art style is adorable! His freckles are really cute, and his brown eyes are beautiful~ We like the same sort of breakfast, too! I hope I can get closer to him.

I'm glad. I'm sure the finished project will be well worth the wait!

Looking at my other comments, even I think I was pushy, so you are too kind. Radio silence from other game developers has given me anxiety when it comes to game updates, but no one should constantly annoy the developer, and I apologize. I do love this game, but that is no excuse for my actions. Please work on this at your own pace.

This game was dropped, wasn't it?

Looking forward to the next update!

I'm glad you're still working on this!

Looking at the full release schedule, I'm worried that Jae's route won't come out until next year. I won't lie, that makes me sad, but I understand you have a life, and that takes priority. I can wait for my flirtatious, nice guy.

I really like Lay. He's so sweet and cute!

It could be a parallel universe, where the mc never did that. I really like Ray, and if there has to be a version of the game where they both get out safely, with no connection to previous events, I'll take it.

I'm glad at a chance to even talk to Ray more. He reminds me of Kaneki from Tokyo Ghoul.

Try an emulator called Joiplay. It can play renpy games: https://www.patreon.com/joiplay

I'm so dumb. I had to click 'continue' instead of 'stay in a room'. I think it was 'Unwavered.' On an unrelated note, will there ever be any romance between Ray and the mc in a future update/game?

The ninth ending I got was 'Exposed'. After getting it, I start the game over, and it takes me back to that ending, meaning that I cannot get the final ending, the True Ending.

I really love the art syle, and it makes me want a serious version of this game.

I feel so bad for Carson, having to do everything. Is there any chance they could be a love interest, maybe in an extra scene, or a sequel?

Thank you so much!

Hey, are you okay? I hope that you are doing alright.

Sorry for the inconvenience, but I am trying to play this on an emulator on mobile, and I keep pressing 'z', but can't get past the timed reaction in the pool. If you can't make an android version of the game, can you please add a skip option for mini games? I literally can't continue.

Thank you for making it available to download. I really love Yeshe. He's really kind, helpful, and a good cook. I would gladly accept his deal, because he isn't asking for much, and I want to stay with him anyway.

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!! Noxy has my heart~ He is so sweet, and cute, and affectionate! The art style is adorable, and the shading/colors are so pretty. (Especially in Noxy's room). I can't wait for the next update!

Browser version doesn't work for me either.

Thank you for being so kind to me.

You're truly warm, this I can see.

I appreciate your congeniality.

I think now I can face this reality.

Sorry, if this is too cheesy. But, truly, thank you!

Let me start off by saying that I am truly sorry for the late response.

In truth, I saw the first notification for this devlog, but I was not in a good headspace at the time, and mentally could not play this update.

Right now, I, admittedly still do not feel the best, but I want to see Myrddin, so I need to play this.

Also, admittedly, that is a selfish reason after purposefully dodging this update, and I once again apologize.

I still would like to give my thoughts on the devlog, so here is my humble opinion.

I had problems with bugs in my game 'Your Reality' as well, and RenJS is a very easy engine to use, no coding experience needed. So, I understand your worries regarding that issue.

Hearing about everything that was cut makes me really curious about the content I won't be seeing in this update. I can wait patiently for the next update, but my excitement is growing.

Speaking of how different interactions can affect your playthrough, I was wondering if I might need a walkthrough or guide. Even if there is only one ending, Myrddin's dialogue and reactions can change, and If I don't want to click on everything in a single playthrough, I want to know if a guide is necessary.

That being said, I do l like the idea of one playthrough being vastly different from another; if I upset Myrddin too much, I can just be nicer to him in a new game. 

...Not that I would anger him on purpose, but I can't resist ruffling his hair! It's so smooth, and soft~ 🥰

Baby-er-child Myrddin! Sooo cute~ I am looking forward to whatever scene shows this sprite.

I can't wait to find out more of the story in the next update.

Rylan's route is a rollercoaster. I don't know whether I should laugh or cry right now. But, your writing is truly magnificent. I find myself eagerly awaiting the next chapter.

You drew this? Amazing! Your art style is adorable!

Nope. I'm not a backer, but I saw this on their kickstarter:

Update #45Backers only

SDJ Mini-Update: Writing

SnaccPop StudiosCreator

March 28, 2026

Sooo...yeah, they updated.

Can the player be nice to Mould? I don't like being mean to him.

Would it be possible to upload the windows version of the game? I would like to play it offline as well. When I don't have internet.

May I ask which version of Godot this was made with? This is such a cute and sweet game. Keep up the great work!

Is it at all possible to make an android version? If not, will it be made with renpy, so it can be played on an emulator?

This is truly adorable! Please continue this game.