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Still Tired
05:27
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I'm Still Tired
Fevers
I still don't know what I'm doing here
The day's go on like distant memories
of dreams of people who never talked in 5 years
Its been a long year for me, too
Do you remember what I used to say?
I want you to know nothing has changed
I'm Still Tired
Still Tired
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2. |
I Could Never
05:05
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I wanted to explode
All these thoughts encased inside my head
All the letters I wrote, All the things I said
I don't think I have the strength to ever tell you
I feel disconnected this month
It feels like every day is just one more to death
(I could never tell you that I loved you)
(I could never tell you that I loved you)
There's so much to do around here
Each day theres something new
I don't have enough time to worry about it all
Once the summer hits I don't know what to do with myself
these heatwaves pass on by like the thoughts I have of you
(I could never tell you that I loved you)
(I could never tell you that I loved you)
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Disappear (Feat. Taniza)
04:57
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Take my hand lets fall away
These precious scenes we can't let go
Waiting by the shore
I saw you in my dream again
Watch me as I fall again
Watch the clouds that sing to me
All the words I’ll never say
Etched out small and burned away
Walking towards the lonely pier
I hear your voice but slowly disappear
It had rained those last few months
The hills were green we’d run to disappear
As I stumbled through the door
A strange breeze came over me
I’ve given up on trying to sleep
It cuts between the memories of you
Watch me as I fall again
Watch the clouds that sing to me
All the words I’ll never say
Etched out small and burned away
Taniza:
And Im tracing my steps all backwards again
The things I never did, words unsaid
I can't just hold onto it anymore
Tear my hands open
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4. |
Faces Ripped
03:23
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I wished I just floating
I see the sun come up over the hill, in my town
Buried deep beneath the rubble
the clouds and chemicals just fall on us for hours a day
I sit and wait for better times to come and wondering what could've been
I still have your photo saved in my locket
Faces ripped on the side of the road, when I saw you laying there I don't know, my body froze
I need to go home and let my head rest
get back In order, before they find me dead
These colds bring the worst of thoughts
Hear the ghostly ring, and all the stupid things I bought
Sink in my bed, hope the voices stop
In my dreams I live with all the things I hope and sought for
These may be the last songs that I ever sing
I play these sounds till my ears endlessly ring
Hope you still know me in 15 years
it feels like I died in 2019
my body led alive by the passage of time did we ever forget to live
presently.....
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5. |
Grey Scale Angle
05:35
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I walked into the noise today
your voice piercing my conscious
These days I've gotten over you
but the smell of your perfume returns
I still remember the things you showed me how
I remember the dry weather and red skies
I walked along the leaf lined road
Thought about the people in my life
I told myself I was in love
but I think that was just a lie
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6. |
Former Halycon
03:43
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The rain outside, like the tears in my eyes
I saw an abstraction of your face in my dream last night
I saw your hands come down from the sky, grab me, pulling me side to side
Pictures of loved ones who died in the flames, they waited and waited till they heard their name
The moment you were gone, I hid myself in shame
I waited for the fog, and I changed to a new name
and you called my phone again
and I just hung up
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7. |
Drift Off (Storm Clouds)
01:43
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8. |
Futuremix 24-25
03:12
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Sitting by the side of the road
Watching the crows
As they hide in the trees
Escaping the breeze that carries smoke and ash
The tragedy up in the sky
The broken whispers and screams that lay inside the broken and burned supporting beams
I gotta get outta this town before it all burns down
Every year is a reminder and a warning tale
But as the time slowly goes on
We seem to forget about the history which made us turn on all the tv screens
Listen for an impact that will never come
I wanted to let you know because I didn't even have another way to go home, a way to home.
Another time, another place, another dream that I let go
I wanted to let you know the things that I thought
The things that I said in my head that I could never let you
But I forgot all the things that you said to me
I wish I could see you again
I could remember that time like it was yesterday
Another flash of numbers on screens
And the orange glow behind
I wish that I could remember you
the face of the loved ones who lost their lives in the flames
take my bones, break my head, break my skull I wanted to go back so bad, before this all happened, all happened
I wanted you so bad but I could never tell you I loved you
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9. |
Still Tired (Live Mix)
05:45
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(You had bright eyes in your head)
You can't pretend that, Everything's alright
cause it isn't
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10. |
Winter Approach
04:05
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I should keep this to myself
and your words may hurt, but I'm so far away
from where I once was
these last few months changed me
and now I'm different then before
I can't tell if it's good or bad
Your head, falls beneath the waves
Its a familiar feeling
like stuffing cotton shirts in backpacks, full of syrups that leap into my hand like ripped pages from the book I never read, even though I said I did.
My thoughts would never fit, the page I tried to write on those cold nights
when I was feeling wise, the words would never matter in a million years
I hope, when the lord takes me, You won't remember me by these songs, or this album, or my face, or my words but his love shown through
I hope
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My weight is gone
his ideas were thrown back
in my head
will see your face as I let go
Hid my feelings now I paying the price
hit the ceiling and fall down onto the floor
walking under the summer skies
the heat will keep me awake these nights
Im talking fall backs
Im talking radio shows
my name will be forgotten in the distant future
and my head will fall back into your arms
just like it always done
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12. |
Remembrance
11:30
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You were told at four years old you were smarter than the rest of pack
They grew your ego, see so from the words you let get all into your head
I was so nervous to sing these songs
another place to fail, another time to go, another way to let down all the people that I know
When the wind blows its a signal
Baring the time to catch me underground
Its been a while since I've seen you in my dreams
when the wind blows it fiction
take your hand and fall back into the water
You thought your cold blood flowed through all of us
nuclear bombs dropped on calm seas
chem trails in the sky
watching and waiting as if something is going to happen, like it always does it always ends...
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lone distance driver San Diego, California
a kid in his bedroom writing music
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