most people call it rain

by belleza

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1.
fade away 01:57
I don’t know if it was right I don’t know if it was wrong To spend all of my time wishing I was gone There's not much to say I wish it was easier to wither away Take the bastard son and all his pain And let him decay in vain His days fall into mine and mine into his The cruel hand of fate A twisted mould forced to create Another lonely soul Desperate to feel whole
2.
interlude 01:39
I wish we could sleep And that every time we closed our eyes We weren’t haunted by what could of been And what stands before us Endings never came so easy I never had it in me to say goodbye Despite every chance we had I’m exhausted of mourning a life that never even existed Collapsing under the foundations they tricked us into building This fortress is not our home
3.
Unworthy in the company of others Far removed, divorced from flesh Far from a home not yet discovered Lost at sea without a light A shoreline left uncovered Held onto every every word Like braille to the blind Another life unworthy to find Shape us into nothing Shape us into the vast emptiness And call it home This is the house they built Brick by brick Brick by brick They call it home Shape us into the vast emptiness And call it home
4.
Disarm, dismantle Contorted by humiliation Petty tactics to manipulate the weight Told how to feel, told how to think A tug of the hair, a divorce from truth Acts of admiration Driven by hate Violence shaped language and thrived in the detriment of others Our love displayed with pain and normalised Again and again All this time wasted wishing we were someone else That’s what we were taught Learnt to abandon our beauty for your comfort A constant cycle of survival and collective mourning Their disappointment will no longer serve as the noose around our neck We are reclaiming our existence Even if our looks serve as a trigger for their violence We will die unapologetically us We will die unapologetically us I hope the celebration of our existence Will come before our deaths someday

about

This record is of sadness, of hope, of grief and of longing.

On this record, belleza was:

Dan Mélizan: guitar, drum machine, mix, master
Edie Quinn: bass
Reece Thomas: vocals, lyrics, mix
Connie Wilson: artwork

credits

released December 31, 2023

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