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Oh God. Just see. See the great mess this book left me in [image] And the thing is, I knew it was coming. That's the reason why I even picked up this bo Oh God. Just see. See the great mess this book left me in [image] And the thing is, I knew it was coming. That's the reason why I even picked up this book in the first place- because I anticipated the pain. I had heard it was an emotional and affective read. I can't help feeling like I'm stuck in a perpetual state of Déjà vu. Some kind of vicious cycle. I've been in this scene before, with the shameless ugly crying, the snot-filled nose, the puffy red-rimmed eyes- old story. When they told me The Strange and Beautiful Sorrows of Ava Lavender was going to make me cry, I made a headlong dash for it. The same thing happened with On the Jellicoe Road and All the Bright Places. As soon as I heard they were potential tear jerkers, I jumped head first into both of them. And now this. I'm beginning to see the pattern to my madness. But, I swear, I wouldn't have it any other way. This is why I read. To feel like this, to feel the way I do right now. ▶ STORY LINE I drew the world he had created for me, full of wonder and possibility. I let him know a hurt had been mended in a way that he couldn’t have known, and for that alone there would always be a piece of me indebted to him. And as I spoke I knew these would be the most important words I would ever say and that it was important that they were the right words.. Louisa Clark, fondly known as Lou, is an unambitious woman, painfully content in her mediocre existence. After losing her very fulfilling job **insert my very sarcastic tight-lipped smile ** at a Buttered bun tea shop, she goes in search of a new job at a job center, and is dismayed to find out the only workable and acceptable job opportunity available is one which involves caring for invalids: a care assistant. She's not wild about it, but she takes it because a girl has got to eat, and she's out of options. Enter an angry, sarcastic, mean-mouthed Will Traynor aka her job. ▶ I'M SORRY. BUT THIS IS NOT A LOVE STORY. Not to me it's not. The thing is I felt like there was more friendship and companionship in this story than there was romance. We had to trek a long distance, experiencing so much, watching their relationship build steadily, before we even landed at something vaguely reminiscent of romance. It was mildly exhausting. In all honesty, if I'm to capture this story in less than 20 words, I would say that it's an inspirational story of a journey of self discovery and self awareness -yes, inspired by love. The way I see it, both our main characters were paralysed. Will, physically, and Lou, mentally. Remember she's crippled by her uninspiring state of contentment and lack of ambition. I started out so very much in love with Lou's voice, but after some time listening to her got really...annoying. It just got to a point where in my mind, she had me on my knees begging and pleading with her to make a beneficial and impactful decision about something...anything in her life so we could move on. I love stories like this where no one is named hero or saviour. I love stories like this where two people just meet, and are made better by their meeting, better for it. And though, yes, there's a love triangle. But be still- it's not pointlessly distasteful. I actually have to say, I think it was needed to impress on the main themes of the story. ▶ I WASN'T MEANT TO CRY Don't laugh now, I mean it. I was very skeptical about this book. I mean, I didn't know how the author was going to make Will work as an absorbing and exerting character. I hope you keep sending me more songs, dear. ▶ A LIST OF EVERYTHING ELSE I LOVED ☑ I loved the writing. It was sweet and just a bit poetic ☑ I loved the characterization. All the characters-well most of them- were lovable and vibrant. My favourite character was Lou's dad, Bernard. ‘So how messed up is this man, Lou?’ Loose. Like she's a wild animal. I just loved the guy! He was so blunt in his manner of speaking, and sharp with his words. And yet his disparaging remarks weren't malicious at all. They felt so playful and actually very, very humorous. ☑ The moral and inspirational character of the story. To be honest, that's really what earned this book my 4 stars. There's a lot of debate to the moral aspects of some themes in this book. It makes the story feel so essential. ☑ All the feels man. Yes, Jojo, Break me because you can. I can't believe all the emotions I went through with this book alone. It was marvellous and god-awful. I'm not praising you, Jojo, and [image] Of course I'm praising you. ▶ AND FEW QUOTES I LIKED He moved a bit closer, and raised his chair so that he was almost at eye level. ‘That’s why you piss me off, Clark. Because I see all this talent, all this … ’ He shrugged. ‘This energy and brightness, and –’ Go mama Clark. ▶ MOVIE ADAPTATION: A THOUSAND TIMES YES And yayyy!! Emilia Clarke as Louisa Clark. I have to say, they really got Lou's eccentric dressing style. It's just so on point. And scarier than I thought it would look in real life. BUT PLEASE WHO ELSE IS HAVING A HARD TIME RECONCILING THESE: [image] [image] [image] WITH THESE: [image] [image] ME [image] END OF REVIEW SPOILER ALERT!! I SHALL NOT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYONE'S SPOILERING. THIS NEXT PART IS FOR PEOPLE WHO HAVE READ THE BOOK. ▶ I JUST WANT TO SHARE SOME MOMENTS WITH YOU ALL BECAUSE I'M WONDERING WHAT EVERYONE THOUGHT OF THOSE LAST PAGES. THOSE LAST DECISIONS Remember that scene after Louisa arrives in Switzerland, to watch Will Dignitas his life away? And she's all panicky and doesn't know what to do, so she texts Ritchie. And Ritchie advises her. A line in his text struck me. You don’t have to think he’s right. But you do have to be there.-Ritchie I'm sorry, but with all due respect [image] And then there's that scene of them in the Switzerland clinic, on the bed as they held each other. God, Lou -brave girl she is- actually went to say goodbye. And Will said ‘Hey, Clark,’ he said. ‘Tell me something good.’ ME [image] Erhh? Like did he mean right then or at his memorial? I'm just like: HOW ABOUT YOU TELL HER SOMETHING GOOD? IS THAT REALLY ALL YOU CAN SAY? In that situation which YOU put her in, you dare to be so brazen, to ask such a thing of her? Such a bunch of malarkey, I swear. But she obliged him and told him something good, as you already know. And as she did, I couldn't help thinking: Lou is such a good person. This girl is a better person than I am. A bigger person than I am. And if that's what it takes to be big, I'd rather remain small. Thank you very much. I kissed him and let my lips rest against his so that our breath mingled and the tears from my eyes became salt on his skin, and I told myself that, somewhere, tiny particles of him would become tiny particles of me, ingested, swallowed, alive, perpetual. Someone call a doctor. Or a veterinarian. I need a shot of something, I can't breathe. It was just too much mess to handle. All I could think at the end of it all was how much I really wanted to get to Jojo Moyes at that moment [image] And I was broken. This book hurt me so bad. I was still nursing my poor wounds, trying to bear the weight of all my feels, when I saw this: [image] A sequel. A SEQUEL?? WHAT MORE CAN YOU DO TO ME? WHAT MORE CAN YOU DO THAT HASN'T ALREADY BEEN DONE? [image] A shoutout to all my fellow masochists in the house. Because like you, I will read it. ...more |
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3.5/5 stars [image] ▶ Well, you're about to enter the land of the free and the brave ▶ Wear your coat over your arm and look as though you know where you 3.5/5 stars [image] ▶ Well, you're about to enter the land of the free and the brave ▶ Wear your coat over your arm and look as though you know where you're going ▶ Don't look too innocent ▶ Try not to look so frightened ▶ The only thing they can stop you for is if they think you have TB, so don't cough whatever you do ▶ Brooklyn changes every day ▶ New people arrive and they could be Jewish or Irish or Polish or even coloured. Set in the 1950's, in a time after the second world war, this relates the story of Eilis Lacey, a young Irish woman, who with the help of her older sister and a priest gets an opportunity to leave her small Irish town to seek a better life in America. In Brooklyn, New York, Eilis begins her new life as a resident in a boardinghouse owned by Mrs Kehoe. During the day she works at a department store, and at night, she attends night classes where she studies bookkeeping. It's only a matter of time before homesickness sets in, leaving Eilis feeling sad and depressed. During an Irish dance, Eilis meets Tony, an Italian plumber (don't roll your eyes, it's an honorable job.) and I don't know. I'm still trying to figure that part out. I'll explain later on. MY THOUGHTS The writing: The narrative style uses the third person narrative to relate the story. And you all know, I'm a bit iffy about third person narratives. The writing itself, to be honest, was just serviceable. No grandiosity to it, it wasn't resplendent neither was it awe-inspiring. It was Juuuuust serviceable. It would be paramount to note that this story isn't bubbly, and while the story is centered on romance more than anything else, the tone of the book is really calm. So calm it bordered on gloomy. I felt like the story was very disjointed. The romance was a bit speedy, don't get me wrong though, I did like it. It was sweet. But, the thing is, I watched and loved the movie adaptation SO FREAKING MUCH-and it's not just because of Saoirse Ronan(though I will watch anything she stars in). The interpretation of the book, and portrayal of the story was banshee-screaming-ear-splittingly awesome. I loved how the characters were portrayed, especially the character of Tony. So you see, I had badass expectations because of the movie, so regardless of the disjointedness of the story and serviceable writing, I had a portrait of Tony-and the other characters-to look forward to. And it carried me through the story. THE ROMANCE [image] [image] Like I said, it was sweet. But there was a great misbalance, or at least that's how It felt to me. So to describe Tony's character, the words that come to mind are: boyish, playful, free-spirited, flower child, sweet, cute, and did I say boyish and cute? Well put them both together and you have boyishly cute. What he lacked physically, he compensated greatly for behaviorally. And what about Eilis? Well...to be honest the only word that comes to mind is cold fish. I swear, her character was so hard for me to decipher. IS still hard for me to decipher. I think she wasn't an exerting enough character, I only liked her when she was with Tony. Never as an individual. And that is so wrong. There were so many times when I couldn't even feel her love for Tony at all. It's just like they were in love with each other at different times, and hardly ever at the same time. Hence my indecisiveness about who fell in love with who. But Tony was the one doing most of the loving, in my opinion. [image] MY TONY. THE REAL PLOT IN 7-or more or less-LINES :D It's not all about Tony and Eilis. The truth is there are two guys involved in this story: Two guys, two countries, one girl, one choice. The truth is this story isn't just about romance: It's about finding home, discovering yourself and knowing where the little pieces that make you fit into the messed up puzzle that is life, it's about choices and the consequences of those choices, it's about being human. It's simply about humanity. [image] Sooo about 74% gone into the book, something happens. Something that changed how I looked at Tony a little bit. I won't say what it is, but I'll tell you it has do with...bodily functions. And it left me feeling like Tony wasn't really as selfless and considerate as I thought he was. Maybe it's just the way I read it, maybe I read too much into it, maybe other people won't find a problem with that particular part. But I did. I AUTOMATICALLY WENT FROM THIS: #SWOON [image] TO THIS [image] Tony broke my soul. And I just couldn't look at him the same way again. I was mad, I was crushed. Let's leave it at that. [image] THE OTHER CHARACTERS There are secondary characters who, to me, proved very important in this story. The first two are: ☑ The priest ☑ Mrs Kehoe (Eilis's landlady) These two characters would argue the saying that "All faith in humanity is lost". Their great display of kindness and love is so uplifting and inspiring, it can only remind you of a truth, though shadowed, is still true-humans have a great and tremendous capacity to love. Sometimes it's hard to see it, yes, but it's there. We are not unrecoverable, neither are we hopeless. That's why the characters above were the ones to whom I was greatly endeared to. I love everything they stand for, everything they represent, and they added significantly to the little satisfaction I got from this book. OTHER SECONDARY CHARACTERS (BOARDERS LIVING IN THE BOARDINGHOUSE ) Trust me, these characters' stupidity and idiocy were detrimental to the development of the story. So we must applaud them. To being moronic! [image] SEE EVEN THE PEOPLE AT HOGWARTS ARE PLEASED [image] ☑ Sheila and McAdam These girls made me want to hurl. Whenever they opened their mouths, the only things that crossed my mind were [image] [image] AND AGAIN [image] ☑ Patty and Diana: (BLANK SPACE) ☑ Miss Kelly(Eilis's devious former employer in Ireland) [image] DO I REGRET READING THIS? [image] SHOULD YOU READ IT? YES. FORM YOUR OWN OPINION, EXPERIENCE THE BEAUTIFUL AND ONEROUS. BUT DON'T YOU DARE STEAL MY TONY. DONNEVEN. ...more |
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I AM DAMAGED. [image] This is one of those times when I need a shot of something. Someone call a doctor. Or a veterinarian. Any of the two would do. This I AM DAMAGED. [image] This is one of those times when I need a shot of something. Someone call a doctor. Or a veterinarian. Any of the two would do. This book is proof that [image] ✔ RECOMMENDED TO ALL THOSE WHO ARE NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK. Before I go any further, I just want to take a moment to thank the book gods, so far all my reads this year have ranged from good to splendid. I'm especially happy about it. And all you enemies of progress murmur and stage whisper: Well it's only the beginning of the year. What can I say? [image] ▶ THE STORY LINE Goodreads says it a lot better but here GOES... ▶ YOUR PACKAGE COMES COMPLETE WITH ✔ ✔ ✔ ✔ ✔ ✔ ✔ ▶ TO THOSE WHO SUCCEEDED IN BLISSFULLY DELUDING THEMSELVES LIKE ME So, if you somehow read the blurb for the book and managed to convince yourself that this bit from it: And when she rebelled, they took away her hands, too - is really a metaphor and not literal. Ahaha. Let me break it to you, the blurb don't kid, my friend. The blurb is not kidding neither is it being metaphorical. But I told myself it was. Even after reading reviews of the book. And you don't even want to know what I looked like after I realized it wasn't a metaphor. [image] I said you didn't want to know, not that I wouldn't show you. This is one of those stories that starts haunting you from the very first chapter, from the very first line. You'll wonder how, you'll wonder why, images will harass your mind - and sadly, if you're very imaginative like me, the better part of them will be horrific and daunting. But it only serves to build the intrigue, so... just embrace the torture. You know, there are stories that feel like the very beginning when you start reading the first chapter, you feel like you're actually starting out the story with the characters, and you expect everything to build as you all move along the pages. There are some stories that offer such illusions. This is not one of those stories, this one that starts out quite heavy from the onset. It's like the story's been building in unseen pages and has condensed and grown to become what we start out with, what is presented to us as the beginning in the first chapter. Yes, it's that absorbing from the start. ▶ A VOICE LIKE MINNOW'S Minnow's voice is like a siren's call. It's so arresting and so very mature - or rather put, world-weary. It's the kind of voice that leaps at you over and across the table, grabs you by the collar and orders you to listen. And boy does she have lots to say. But I don't know, just to be sure, let me ask again, was it really a 17 year old girl I just read about? Somebody please tell me I read wrong so everything can make sense again. Because skeptical me refuses to believe it. I mean, what did I sound like at 17? It wasn't that long ago, I know, but surely there has to be some marked differences, a bunch of distinctive markers shrouded somewhere in the months between 17 and 18, and 19 and 20. Minnow's voice was one of the best parts of this book for me. Maybe not everyone will take to her voice as passionately as I did, but it doesn't change the truth. Her voice is so bold, so brave, so striking, and so very vibrant and honest. I hurt for Minnow. Can you imagine it? A life without your hands? And living with the ever present memory of how they were so brutally taken away from you. The cruelty of such deprivation of normalcy - the cruelty and gruesomeness of it is just maddening, I swear. There are so many people here that it seems like every mealtime someone is glimpsing me for the first time, gaping as though they’ve never seen anything as bizarre. As though we’re not all missing some pieces. Yes we are, Minnow. ▶ THE WRITING AND EVERYTHING ACCOMPANYING Trust me when I tell you I was overjoyed to see that the writing style uses the first person narrative in it's narration ⬅ And this was probably the only reason I had to smile while reading this book. I can't help it, it's one of the little things that make me happy. I can't help but feel a bit more involved in the story, and more attuned to the characters' feelings when a writing employs the aforementioned narrative style. The chapters in this book were refreshingly short. I don't think I've read a book with chapters as short as this book's. And I'm happy to say I enjoyed the briefness of each one, because though they were really short, they managed to be very potent and meaningful. It made this feel like a fast-paced read without it becoming some kind of weird disorderly sprint. Another thing I really liked was how Minnow narrated the story through a series of flashbacks and reports to officials and people who cared to listen. So, bits and pieces of information from the time before the fire were dropped into the story here and there, drawing us a picture of what life was like as a member of the Community. ▶ SOMETIMES YOU DON'T NEED ADRENALINE FOR IT TO FEEL LIKE A RUSH I'd like to point out that there was not one definitive moment of climax that had me pumping gallons of adrenaline into my bloodstream. This story was a gradual and painful series of revelations which built up and aggregated to make it the resonating tale it was. And I was sick to my stomach. The stark reality of the world Oakes painted, the horror of the world she captured is just that - horrible. I mean, to think that there are people who think like this, people who do such things - I won't lie to you, I had to skip some parts. I couldn't do it. Call me chicken, but it was too unbearable for me. And it didn't help that the writing was so poetic, so evocative and dreadfully graphic. I shivered with disgust everytime I pictured something horrible out of the book. Yes, I know! When it's not evocative, I complain. And when it's evocative, I do the same. Readers are insatiable creatures, what to do about it? But seriously, it was just too much for me to digest - and on an empty stomach mind you, because like i said, chips and cola were not part of the equation. So yeah, something was rushing alright. And it's called bile. If you read through everything stoically, I present you with a golden star. You are brave, my friend. It got to a point where I just wanted to know, I was dying of curiosity. And to Hades with gradualism and whatnot. I was sick with apprehension, and when I wasn't sick I was tired. I wanted that final blow to come, I was practically begging for that moment to arrive. [image] Well, obviously, Sirius had it..a lot rougher than I did. ▶ IF YOU CAN CALL IT ROMANCE People who have read this book, we need to gather together and form a new word for the something that went on in it. I could feel the window through which I viewed the world—no larger than a pinhole back then—broadening somewhere at the back of my mind just by looking at him. I couldn’t open my eyes wide enough. I wanted to stare at him for lifetimes, the perfect pores of him, his high eyebrows serene, like he’d never seen how angry God could be. The romance in here isn't sappy, it's not even romantic or swoon-worthy at all. It didn't give me the warm fuzzies. But it just felt so...vital and sweet. ▶ EVERYONE NEEDS FRIENDS WHO BELIEVE IN THEIR POTENTIAL BADASS BITCHERY “It’s different for you,” I say. “You make them scared.” That's all I'm going to say on the subject. True friends rock. And the portrait of friendship in this story is absolutely beautiful and amazing. I cast my eyes at the other bodies, I see skin tarnished with small holes of cigarette burns and pink puckered knife wounds and white lines like hash marks on forearms. Here, my scars are the only part of me that could be called normal. It seems like every girl here has had their own personal Prophet. I can't tell you how much I loved reading about how Minnow and the girls in the Juvenile centre found healing together. It was heartwarming and heartbreaking at the same time. ▶ THEMES IN THIS STORY AKA THE THINGS THAT CUT AND THOSE THAT BITE. "God is always both alive and dead. His great sorrow is dying, always dying.” ME [image] You are mad, my friend. If you will believe it, I was a bit frightened while reading this book. The way Oakes broached the subjects of religious fanaticism and blind faith was so raw, it only made the truth of it so much more unsettling, and deeply so. I read somewhere that religious fanaticism is not a result of deep faith, but rather a haunting lack of it. And I couldn't agree more. “I guess people can’t be content without answers, even if they’re wrong. We’d rather have a lie than a question that we can never know the answer to.” That need to believe in something, to have an explanation and reason for everything is normal. But the fact that it can become a disease, eating away at the mind of the afflicted and poisoning anyone else in close proximity, man that's scary. And the consequences and manifestations of it are even scarier. That's why I say this book is so brave, it inspires me so. I'm amazed by how aptly it captured the horrors of reality. I mean, it's here. It's everywhere: Followers following "leaders" blindly, people demonstrating their faith so perversely, people so fearful of life that they seek solace in inhumanity, burying themselves in the unsavory. And at times I just wonder about such extreme demonstrations, are you trying to convince me or are you trying to convince yourself? I honestly think I'm going to be thinking about this book for years to come. I'm scarred for life. ▶ SEXISM AT IT'S FINEST Earlier that night, I’d fought with Vivienne, my father’s third wife. I’d dropped a dish during washing, and she stuck out her rigid finger and gave me that tired old lecture about how it was almost time for me to marry and no man would want me if I didn’t arrange myself into the shape of a good woman. “Fine, then I won’t marry!” I said, and she reminded me that the job of a Kevinian woman was to marry. If a woman doesn’t marry, what’s the purpose of her? I threw down my dishrag right then, because I knew everybody else agreed with her. [image] THESE PEOPLE ARE BLOODY HYPOCRITES AND RETARDS. A BUNCH OF NINCOMPOOPS AND SCALLYWAGS. How about you transport yourselves back to the dinosaur age. ▶ ALL I'M SAYING IS... THE PROPHET [image] THE COMMUNITY [image] [image] This is by far the most difficult review I've had to write. I had to slave - not work hard, I get to eat cheese balls and drink cola when I work hard, not this time - to find the words and string them up together to form sentences that truly capture everything this book is, and everything it made me feel. But somehow, I don't think words will ever be enough. I don't think my hands can do anymore, so I'll just go stuff myself with ice cream and eat myself sick and silly. I need it. Read this book my friends [image] ...more |
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[image] Because this is going to be ONE OF THE LONGEST & GIFIEST RIDES EVER This review absolutely needs it. I need it, for that moment when I decide to [image] Because this is going to be ONE OF THE LONGEST & GIFIEST RIDES EVER This review absolutely needs it. I need it, for that moment when I decide to look back on this series. But in case you have to go eat, or sleep or you just don't care for it, then you can click on this right here➡Go the Distance, and you'll be directed to a song which pretty much summarizes Percy's(and basically every hero's) journey. The song is for Hercules, but like I said it sings for all heroes! It's all about going the distance with these guys. I can't believe I'm saying goodbye to this series, but I am. And I'm going all out! ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Before Olympus, before the gods, there were the titans. They were monstrous and unforgiving, and they wreaked havoc on earth. The titan lord, Kronos ruled with tyranny and cruelty, indulging in cannibalism by eating his own children to prevent them from usurping him. LIKE [image] [image] His three eldest sons-the big It's no secret, even the gods liked to have fun, popping up half-blood children here and there from their many affairs with humans. But the three eldest gods made a pact to stop siring demi-gods because their own children proved to be too powerful. But Poisedon(smart guy he is)broke the deal, cheated, and so came Percy. This is the story of one hero. LET THE ADVENTURE BEGIN... [image] [image] [image] [image] [image] Meet the heroes.. ▶ Percy, son of Poseidon(god of the sea) [image] ▶ Annabeth, daughter of Athena(goddess of wisdom) [image] ▶ Grover erh..goat boy (protector) [image] ▶ Luke, [image] OH SHUT UP ▶ Clarisse, daughter of Ares(god of war) [image] ▶ And Thalia, unfortunate daughter of Zeus turned into a pine tree which now protects the camp. [image] Meet Anklusomas/Riptide(operative word being R.I.P) [image] [image] [image] [image] [image] [image] ▶ The lightning thief Delphi's prophecy for the quest You shall go west to face the god who has turned, You shall find what was stolen and see it safely returned, You shall be betrayed by the one you call friend, And fail to save what matters most in the end. Just when everyone's started getting acquainted, all hell breaks loose --well all heaven in this case. Someone steals Zeus's master bolt and a war begins to brew because Zeus blames Hades and even Poseidon. It's up to Percy to clear his and his father's name. So he journeys to the underworld. Believing that Hades is the mastermind behind the thievery, he sets out to retrieve Zeus's bolt from him. [image] And it turns out slimy Luke's behind it all [image] [image] (well he never really said that but..) But not just by himself. He's ▶ The sea of monsters Delphi's prophecy for the quest You shall sail the iron ship with warriors of bone, You shall find what was stolen and make it your own, But despair for your life entombed within stone, To fail without friends, to fly home alone. Thalia's pine tree which once gave the camp protection has now been poisoned. The tree is dying, camp has lost it's protective walls [image] A quest is in order A quest for the golden fleece which has the power to nourish and give life. [image] Percy gets a baby brother, Tyson! [image] A cyclopes baby brother:- gods + nymph = Cyclopes And at that point I was just like oh Poisedon [image] Together Percy, Annabeth, and Tyson venture out to the sea of monsters to get the fleece from a Cyclopes dwelling. They also happen to save Grover too from the big bully. Over the course of their journey, a little bonding takes place. Because nothing beats family. Hermes shrugged. “Families are messy. Immortal families are eternally messy. Sometimes the best we can do is to remind each other that we’re related, for better or worse … and try to keep the maiming and killing to a minimum" And I mean nothing beats family. There’s one thing I’ve learned over the eons, it’s that you can’t give up on your family, no matter how tempting they make it. It doesn’t matter if they hate you, or embarrass you, or simply don’t appreciate your genius Back at camp, the fleece works well. Just a little bit too well. [image] Thalia comes back to life.. [image] [image] [image] Only to end up joining the eternal maidens(and in case you missed the point of the underline--emphasis rests on the words 'eternal maidens') hunting group, giving up her life as a hero...and her chances of becoming a mother . Pretty good waste of fleece if you ask me. ▶ The titan's curse Delphi's prophecy for the quest Five shall go west to the goddess in chains, One shall be lost in the land without rain, Campers and Hunters combined prevail, The bane of Olympus shows the trail, The titan's curse must one withstand, And one shall perish by parent's hand. [image] Hunters pledged to the goddess, Artemis, team up with campers(Percy, Grover, Thalia), and together they go in search of Artemis and Annabeth who have both been kidnapped. And if you read the prophecy right, you'd know- Somebody did die. Or rather, somebod-ies. ▶ Battle of the labyrinth Delphi's prophecy for the quest You shall dwell in the darkness of the endless maze, The dead, the traitor, and the lost one raise, You shall rise or fall by the ghost king's hand, The child of Athena's final stand, Destroy with a hero's final breath, And lose a love to worse than death Grover is about to be exiled because he hasn't found god pan. Percy and his gang enter into Daelalus's labyrinth in search of god pan and also Daelalus himself before Luke can get to him and use him for all kinds of nefariouness to further his evil plan. Luke is still hung up on stupidity. Would you quit singing the same old song? You're clogging up my ear drums. [image] Okay maybe we should have paid a little more attention to Luke's whining because in the end, Kronos finally wakes up. But not in the way I imagined. [image] ME [image] He's a total cheater! ▶ The last Olympian The great prohecy A child of the eldest gods Shall reach sixteen against all the odds, Shall see the world in endless sleep, A hero's soul, cursed blade shall reap, A single choice shall end his days, Olympus to perserve or raze [image] [image] A war has begun...a test of our heroes' courage and strength... [image] There's chaos in the outside world, in the cities, in the ocean. Chaos everywhere. The risen titans are getting ready to march up to Olympus. All the gods are busy trying to hold up fort. All except the last Olympian. And Percy meets her, the goddess Hestia. ‘I am here because when all else fails, when all the other mighty gods have gone off to war, I am all that’s left. Home. Hearth. I am the last Olympian. You must remember me when you face your final decision.’ She knows of his plan to take up the curse of Achilles by bathing in the river Styx. It's the only way to beat Kronos. So she bids him farewell as he goes on to face Kronos. But facing Kronos is not the end. The journey continues beyond this series. And so Percy Jackson, until soon.. [image] credits to the owners of the gifs! ▶ BOOK 1-The lightning Thief ▶ BOOK 2-Sea of Monsters ▶ BOOK 3-The Titan's Curse ▶ BOOK 4-Battle of the Labyrinth ...more |
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❌ My advice to you: The movie and the book are two very separate and different things. So when you start reading this book, don't compare it with the
❌ My advice to you: The movie and the book are two very separate and different things. So when you start reading this book, don't compare it with the movie. Don't even think about the movie at all while you're reading this. [image] Do that, and you'll enjoy this book immensely. On the day she was born, Ella of Frell was given the gift of obedience by the foolish and careless fairy, Lucinda. Obedience. It was a gift. [image] Well, for starters... Ella, Hold your tongue [image] Kiss me. [image] Erhh...well, that's not such an unpleasant order **coughs** but uhh yeah. You get the point. It was the curse of compulsion. One which couldn't be overcome. Delayed, maybe, but even that came with a high price. Physical side effects, very unpleasant side effects. This was a new spin on one of the most recycled fairy tales that's ever been told. This is not a book to be analyzed. It's just a really great story, and to add to that, it was delivered in a wonderful way, with bold, and engaging writing. JUST ANOTHER CINDERELLA STORY ⏩ An evil step mother ⏩ Butt-ugly deranged and bossy step sisters ⏩ A handsome and wonderful Prince ⏩ Maltreatment, sabotage and trickery ⏩ A ball ⏩ More sabotage and trickery ⏩ A pair of glass slippers ⏩ And some fairy magic THE EXTRAS ❎ A magical book for spying on people. ❎ A diverse and magical land of Ogres, Giants, and Elves. Sorry mouse people. ❎ An established relationship between Cinderella and the Prince before the night of the ball. I'm sorry, but I just never understood it. Cinderella spent one night with a guy and bada-boom boom! Love ⏩ Marriage ⏩ Happily ever after? I'm sorry honey [image] That's why I respect Ariel(well, really, the Disney version of Ariel), Princess Jasmine, and Belle most of all, at least they spent some time with their guys before hitching those rides. Between Ella and Charmont, letters were written, ideas were exchanged, and thoughts were shared. First came friendship, and then came love. All I can say is: How I loved those letters! ❎ Ella's a girl with a little spunk. A heroine to love, admire, and adore. [image] Well she never said that. But she never took an order placidly. And of course, she took her revenge - revenge. Ha! How could I not love her? - whenever she could. After all, it's pure logic: You said get me a drink. You never said don't spit in it. ❎ Lots of adventure and action. This book is looking for someone - people - to share an adventure with. We join Ella as she embarks on a quest, to find a way to get rid of her curse. Take it from me, it was a wonderful experience. ❎ Happily ever after. Let's face the truth. A fairy tale won't be as magical without a happily ever after. I won't even lie. I love it! You do too. [image] [image] ...more |
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| Poseidon,’ I said. Then I whispered, ‘Help me with Nico, and Luke, and Grover’s problem … Problems...problems...problems everywhere. ▶ Nico hates Pe Poseidon,’ I said. Then I whispered, ‘Help me with Nico, and Luke, and Grover’s problem … Problems...problems...problems everywhere. ▶ Nico hates Percy and blames him for his sister's death. Would he pose a new problem? ▶ Grover is about to be exiled by the council of elders because he hasn't found the god Pan. ▶ Luke remains forever the faithful antagonist, who doesn't relent in his vengeful schemes and plans to bring back Kronos, the Titan lord, bring down Olympus and end the reign of gods. ▶ Annabeth is still trying to come to terms with the fact that NOT EVERYONE CAN BE SAVED. Let go honey. Luke is not worth it. ▶ The old gods are stirring, to whom would they pledge allegiance? And what about the minor gods? ▶ And wee...it's about time Percy's hormones started raging. Uh. Not. All these sum up to the need for a quest (of course) which leads Percy, Grover, Annabeth, and my baby Tyson into Daelalus's labyrinth in search of god pan and answers concerning Luke's new scheme. And of course we get our usual dose of adventure and infusion of new characters. My thoughts I never thought I'd be the one to wish an 11year old kid dead, no matter how steadfast they were in the their path, on the wrong side of the road. But I did, I kept wishing Nico(and Luke) would just die already at the beginning of the story. [image] [image] You know how the question of salvation for the lost is always a touchy one, a very hard subject to explore indeed. How far off the deep end does someone have to go before you deem them unredeemable? How broken and lost do they have to be before you finally say to yourself, " I can't do it anymore. You're gone. I give up". This is just a children's book series but the topic keeps popping up as an underlying theme; First with Luke (Percy's antagonist), and for a while with Nico. And I just love how the story impresses the importance of family and friendship too. That's probably what I love most about this series. Well that and the adventurous air about it Annabeth annoyed me so much, she became [image] UGHH JUST STOP The books prior to this, I received as gleeful entertainment, it was all games and fun. I'm pretty sobered up now. The war is finally at the heroes' doorsteps, this book is the final step towards the doom prophesied to take place in the last installment of the series(when Percy turns 16). One last book before the end of the series. I just wish it wouldn't end yet. I've really come to love this series, the characters, their world, and the foundation it's built on;Greek mythology. I really appreciate everything this series offers. It's amazing how imparting books are even when they don't mean to be. If there's one thing I've learned about books it's; Children's books, young adult books, adult books --never discriminate, you can never tell what's waiting on the inside. ...more |
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| I was born to be unpopular. Let me start out this review by painting you pictures. PICTURE 1 Elise Dembowski has always been unpopular, I was born to be unpopular. Let me start out this review by painting you pictures. PICTURE 1 Elise Dembowski has always been unpopular, there was never a moment when it wasn't so, there was no such thing as pinpointing the exact moment which marked her fall from grace. And I hereby submit these quotes as irrefutable evidence: "Don't be special." That's what I would say to my younger self if I could pinpoint the moment when I went astray. But there was no one moment. I was always astray. Elise is sixteen now. And nothing has changed, if anything, things have only gotten worse. The long and short of it? [image] PICTURE 2 We have now been acquainted with Elise's sad and unfortunate fate. Next thing to know is, that all her life, all she ever wanted was to be accepted, to be liked, to not be herself. To not be special. She's so fixated on these thoughts and wishes that whenever a hand of kindness(no matter how glaringly and evidently wolfish and dishonest it is) is extended to her by the most unlikely people, she becomes erroneously gullible and falls prey to their lies. Every single time. She's so broken down and worn out that she can't fight back, can't stand up for herself, not once. So she's been swallowing crap her whole life. The long and short of it? [image] [image] [image] And all the while, I'm rolling around in my bed, yelling: DON'T FREAKING EAT THE POISONED APPLE! DON'T FREAKING EAT IT!!! THE REST OF THE STORY LINE The year before Elise became a sophomore, she pretended to attempt suicide(I promise there are no spoilers at all, it all happens within 8-10% of the book) Attempted meaning - Of course, she failed. So we have our heroine a year later still struggling to keep up with life. Still trying to live, or rather cope. One day she comes across an abandoned warehouse night club named Start, where she meets people who will later on influence her life, people who, like her, know and understand the power of music. MY THOUGHTS I'm going to say, that it pains me greatly to rate this book the way I did. I have a deep and great respect for books(and authors), like this, that address important and crucial subjects which plague the society. Most especially, those that explore pertinent questions pertaining to the topic of rape, sexism, bullying and ostracism. There's just too much emphasis placed nowadays on fitting into a particular image, a mould which society deems as norm, acceptable, and conventional. One of the many manifestations of such pressure on people-teenagers mostly-is bullying. Why most choose to overlook it? Honestly, the "why" of it is something I can't fathom. Is it too complex? Too ugly? Too sensitive? Too unsavory to be discussed? I like books that bring such topics to light, so I'm very sorry I couldn't like this wholly. AND NOW MY REASONS Elise is as judgemental as she is plastic. And it grates me like you wouldn't believe. There's something to be said for reciprocation. If you don't want someone to judge you, start by not judging yourself. Elise bashes circular, popular music and musicians(granted, I'm no fan of circular music too but I am not offensive and mean about my opinions), calls all her classmates Idiots and says a lot more nonsense I won't bother trying to recall. Her voice sounded seriously offensive to me for most part of the book. It's okay to be angry and mad, maybe it's even the right thing to be, but it did not go well at all with the pitiful and dispirited persona she was trying to sell. She just felt too fake and manipulative for me. Is it even logical to complain about not having friends, about never being given a chance, about being made into a persona non grata, while on the side you dismiss the attempts of honest people, insult honest people who try to reach out to you just because you consider them as social pariahs just like-and even worse than- you? How different exactly are you from the people you curse? I needed to understand why was she singled out in 4th grade. Why really? I mean in 4th grade? Just why? It isn't impossible, yes I know, but the way it was presented in this book only came off as absurd to me. Maybe that's the root of it all, the presentation of her case failed me. [image] Another problem I had was I couldn't feel her pain at all. The thing that really didn't sit well with me was her attitude towards suicide: I get that Elise was shooting for humour, but It was just too breezy.
You're joking. [image] And when she very logically meanders through different possible ways to do herself in, ticking several options off, so playfully, like it was a check list with groceries on it. I couldn't help but sing [image] Where are all the heartfelt emotions? Seriously I couldn't take the chick seriously, it was like she was trying too hard for pity, trying too, too hard to get my sympathy. For me, her voice lacked seriousness and the moving emotion which should easily be felt from someone who just decided to snap the thread connecting her to life. Her thoughts sounded more like analytical and experimental musings of a fascinated experimenter, a lot more than it did a broken, dispirited, and unrecoverable teenager. Therefore, I couldn't feel her pain. And then she goes and says this: Again, I knew I could look this up. How long does it take between the time you cut yourself and the time you die? The Internet would know. But I wouldn’t ask, because that made everything seem so clichéd. Another teenage suicide attempt, another cry for attention. It’s all been done before. And it is all I can do to scream [image] [image] But as the book progresses, the story takes shape and she redeems herself a little bit, in my opinion, when she admits "That’s what I discovered about myself on the first day of my sophomore year of high school: I didn’t really want to die. I never had. All I ever wanted was attention". And I could only say: And now I believe you. Let's start all over again. You're Elise, I'm Anne. This could be a good book. And since I slept on it, I woke up feeling like it was a good book, though it never did become as affective as I hoped it would be. I loved the moments, rare as they were, when I connected with Elise, when I felt like I could understand her a little. When she said things like this: You can’t tell me my feelings are overwrought or absurd. You don’t know. They are my feelings. I let them go. And then I leaned my head against the window and I cried. Does this seem weak to you? Could you have done better? Fine, by all means, do better. But you don’t understand this: sometimes when you are worn down, day after day, relentlessly, with no reprieve for years piled on years, sometimes you lose everything but the ability to cry. But I had no one who was really mine. I loved her fervent love for music, I shared the moments of Joy music brought her.In general it's a good story, it's the specifics that keep biting me. But I don't regret reading it one bit, and I'd recommend it to anyone who wants to read a book that explores such subjects: bullying, the power of music, the beauty and warmth of unexpected friendships, self discovery, romance and something like love(don't ask) . It's the truth, it's a good story with a sound message. Can we all just take a lesson from this sweet little darling here [image] ...more |
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ME AFTER THIS BOOK(MY FIRST GILLIAN FLYNN BOOK): Pin cushion pins. Pin cushion pins everywhere in my brain. [image] If such things really do happen in r ME AFTER THIS BOOK(MY FIRST GILLIAN FLYNN BOOK): Pin cushion pins. Pin cushion pins everywhere in my brain. [image] If such things really do happen in real life, then [image] ▶ REVIEW So uhhh...this is going to be an Addams family gif-themed review. So I'll just say I'm sorry in advance, I don't know what get's into my head sometimes **Flashes her winning smile** ▶ STORYLINE It's Amy and Nick's fifth wedding anniversary. Their morning starts out just fine: Breakfast, icy good morning greetings and whatnot. Nick never expected to find Amy gone when he came home from the bar(which he owns with his sister) that afternoon. And he sure as hell never expected to become the prime suspect in the case of his wife's disappearance, and possible murder. Over the course of the story, we learn through both Amy and Nick about all the steps that led them to where they are now. This is a psychological thriller which uses marriage as it's stage and playfield. You're plunged into a world of deceit, artful scheming, half-truths and blatant lies, all in a bid to arrive at the truth. No, you don't have a choice. This book will book-slap you left and right. ▶ HONESTLY... I'll be honest, I didn't really feel comfortable writing this review. It's just marriage is a subject I can't approach without the feeling of inexperience and inadequacy. This book posed a lot of moral questions that I'm definitely not equipped to answer. I only know for sure what's right and wrong. What shouldn't and can't be done, not just to your spouse, but to another human being in general. I'm not married, I'm not on the inside, I'll never understand the mechanics of the relationship, really, because truth be told, there are some things that need experiencing to be fully comprehended. I just believe marriage is one of those things. I won't even pretend that I know what I'm saying in this review. I feel quite incompetent right now, but I'll just put my two cents in. So here goes.. ▶ THINGS TO KNOW Well, you know I love painting pictures - because pictures make the world go round - so that's what I'm going to do. Here are some pictures for you. PICTURE 1: ▶ THE PERFECTIONIST MANIPULATOR AND HER GOOD BOY LYING HUSBAND. Amy is a dedicated, supportive and romantic wife - or so she likes to believe. She's a brilliant schemer, manipulating her way through the story expertly. This woman continuously slapped me in the face with appalling revelations of the truth of her character. She was so good at buying my sympathy, and it took me [image] What she's really like: [image] Nick is presented as an aloof and calm character with buckets of rage brewing inside him that he's too controlled and careful to let loose and let out. He likes people to believe he's the good guy, the nice guy, the loving husband, the doting son and son in-law. He's the one who put effort into the marriage and tried to hold them together. He's such a pro at keeping up appearances. His sister, Go, even tells him at one point that he'd lie, cheat, steal and even kill, just to prove to people that he's a good guy. What he would like you to believe [image] [image] What he's really like: [image] PICTURE 2 Amy and Nick's marriage is on the rocks. It may even be lying somewhere at the bottom of the cliff - It all depends on how a reader grades it in severity. They're both horrible to each other. Unhappy and horrible. Shoving lies and deceits and all kinds of manipulations into the cracks in their marriage:their immensely bitter and very poisonous marriage. The long and short of it: [image] [image] [image] Flynn's writing is delightful. The story is given in dual POV's. With Amy's voice sifting through the past, sharing ▶ I MAY BE THE FIRST MARRIAGE COUNSELOR IN THE WORLD'S HISTORY WHO DOESN'T HAVE AN ACTUAL LICENSE. I don't know how to explain accurately how I felt while reading this book, but I'll give you a clue. I was a marriage counselor - a very successful and high in demand one at that(what? Can't a girl blow her trumpet a little) - who was one awkward, disturbing revelation away from pulling my taser out on my clients A and N during our ▶ WHEN I FIRST KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG Amy didn’t care to know my family, didn’t want to know my birthplace [image] You're joking. You can't cry in front of your husband because it'll make him angry?(And just for clarity, the context doesn't imply romance at all, like he hates seeing his wife cry because he loves her so much or anything like that.) And you, Nick, you don't know your wife's blood group?? O bozhe moу!(Oh my God!). Am I the only one who's seeing everything that's wrong with those sentences? From the first quote above, which Nick made a few pages into the book, I knew something was gravely wrong with their marriage. I mean, how does that even make any sense? And Isn't that something that should be covered during the prior stage of dating?? Aren't you supposed to be naturally curious and eager to know about the place that nurtured your partner? Isn't that something people long to know about their partners? The many curves and edges to them, nooks and crannies, layers and crevices. Aren't you supposed to want to learn it all? But you know what else I got from that that bothered me most, and spiked my already piqued interest? That this **waves hand around gesturing** had been brewing for a long, long time. That it's possible Amy and Nick never truly cared about each other from the very beginning, even before their marriage. I honestly think they started out so wrong. Too wrong. They handled their marriage like it was something to bargain, like they were playing a game of chess complete with strategic plans and maneuvers to ensure their individual victories. What's more, I couldn't understand their obsessive need to not be ordinary couples. I couldn't understand the absurd rules they set to ensure their extraordinariness, and I just couldn't understand their habitual loose promises and non-committal way of life at all. And I just wanted to know, really, how it all went wrong. I did learn, and not learn how. It's something you'll have to read to understand. Something I picked up from both of their narrations was, Nick was an honest to God neglectful husband. Even when he tried to present himself in a good light and seek sympathy, it was still glaringly obvious. ▶ WHO WAS I ROOTING FOR? LIES. LIES. AND MORE LIES. I started out this story feeling a lot of sympathy for Nick. It's his voice that starts out the narration of the story. I thought: This man's wife must be a real evil witch. I pictured Cruella from 101 Dalmatians. And then it was Amy's turn to narrate. I switched trains as fast as you can say LIE. I thought: Poor Amy. Poor, Poor Amy. Nick is an awful excuse for a husband. And then the narration switched back to using Nick's voice. Color me profusely confused, my friends. MORE CONTRADICTORY LIES. At this point I don't even know who to believe, I'm even questioning if the book itself is real. I shake it and hold it against the light just to make sure. And then I feel betrayed. Cheated. Amy and Nick just lie and lie to each other. They lied until they broke. They lie to the people around them, and now they're lying to me. It's one big lying party. [image] I never read about characters who wove a more intricate web of lies in my entire life. ▶ THE QUESTIONS I NEVER GOT ANSWERS TO. AND I PROBABLY NEVER WILL ✔ Who's to blame? Who's at fault? Who started it all? ✔ Was there another way out for Amy and Nick? Were there other ways out? ✔ What exactly went wrong, really? ✔ Can I have a better ending please? Preferably one that doesn't leave my brain noodles hanging out my head. ✔ Were Nick and Amy always that way or did their marriage turn them into horrible monsters? ✔ But isn't this what it's all about? The truth about life and perspective. And how the story can never be absolute. How one tale is really just a collection of different voices, all narrating the same - but not the same story. I don't know, I may be spouting gibberish. Who knows what kind of wires this book has fried in my head. I want to refer to questions #1 and #2: Those are the questions that plague me the most. Questions that repeatedly taunt me with grievous amounts of what ifs and maybes. There's too much clutter and influence of a lot of hopeless factors on Amy and Nick's world, that it's impossible for me to sift through all of it, find an alternative path for the events to follow - or not follow at all. That's the artfulness and brilliance of Flynn at work. She makes it so difficult to find escape routes and hidden doors behind walls, or passages between walls - those kinds of things. You take what she gives, even if it's all lies. And try as you may to shape things to a sensible form, it just won't feel sufficient enough for you. I'm human, I play the blaming game. I need someone to blame sometimes, so not finding one was utterly frustrating. I feel like my journey through this book was futile because of the ending, and the beginning...and the middle. I actually don't know what I took from this story exactly, but I do know it's a really IN CONCLUSION: THIS WHOLE BOOK IS A GREAT ENORMOUS LIE. I KNOW NOW IT WAS ALL A MIRAGE. QUESTION: HAVE YOU READ GONE GIRL BY GILLIAN FLYNN? A)YES. IT WAS SO GOOD! B)NO. BUT I WILL! C)NO. AND FROM WHAT I HEAR I'D LIKE TO KEEP IT THAT WAY. I DON'T CONDONE MIND SCREWING. D)WHAT GIRL? I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. SUCH A THING DOESN'T EXIST. ANSWER: D I bet this was the song they played on Amy and Nick's wedding day:Unwell by Matchbox twenty. If only they had known. ▶ AND JUST BECAUSE I LOVE THE ADDAMS FAMILY :D [image] [image] When I grow up, I want to be juuuust like Morticia Addams. [image] Morticia and Gomez put Amy and Nick to shame. ...more |
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To all my friends: I shall begin disowning all of you now in alphabetical order for not urging me to read this sooner. Excluding those who haven't read To all my friends: I shall begin disowning all of you now in alphabetical order for not urging me to read this sooner. Excluding those who haven't read this yet: Your punishment will be very severe. I feel like going into advertising and marketing just because of this book. [image] [image] [image] Needless to say, all advertising companies would most certainly be out of business if they employed such methods. But anyway... ▶ THE STORYLINE I'll give it to you in the lovely narrator's words: It's just a small story really, about, among other things: * A girl * Some words * An accordionist * Some fanatical Germans * A Jewish fist fighter * And quite a lot of thievery I saw the book thief three times. This is a story about words that formed threads, which wove and linked so many lives together and binding them tightly, carried them through the hell in Nazi Germany. ▶ THE MOMENT I BECAME INEXPLICABLY ENTHRALLED BY THE STORY. Just when you think you couldn't be surprised by a book anymore. You think it's all been done before. I've seen it all is the phrase. Then a book like this comes along and book-slaps all your motor skills out of you. This probably has the most remarkable and unique prose I've read since...well, when I can remember. Last year I guess. And I read so many amazing books last year. Couple such wonderful prose with a most unlikely narrator, and the remarkable scale is stepped up in ways I never thought possible. I don't think I wanted to believe it when I first guessed that death was the narrator of the story. It seemed absurd to me at first. I won't lie. I had to stop. Contemplate. Imagine how the story was going to play out. Exactly how? [image] I just stared for a while, wondering, really, about the possibility of such an oddity. I only had to read to find out. And I read beyond a doubt that it was true. It's not a very hard puzzle to piece together. A story + An atrocious, bloodsoaked time and setting + An official collector of souls/unofficial story narrator = A suspicious audience dragged along for the ride as the collector made his rounds. So do I need to say that throughout this book, I was filled with a nagging and haunting sense of foreboding? Who would be next? With death making a bold, explicit, and firm assertion of his status as the omniscient narrator, it was all I could do to be alert and wary of the ending of this story. To be alert and suspicious with every page I turned. [image] It was always only a question of who would be next. ▶ DEATH IS UNDOUBTEDLY ONE OF THE BEST NARRATORS TO EVER RELATE A STORY Death is a spoilering spoiler with a beautiful, endearing, philosophical and sympathetic voice(perhaps, in reciprocation, I became an immensely sympathetic reader). He divulges quite early in the story that he's not into withholding information, building suspense and creating a mysterious air to sate our needs. He contemplates the contrasting qualities of humanity. It's so clear, timeless and enduring as he is, he can't claim a full understanding of the human race. He's seen it all, and yet he's continually surprised by humanity's inconsistency - and consistency. By our ability to kill and nurture, destroy and build, in the same vein, and hate and love with equal, unwavering passion. I, myself, marveled at it all over again. Of course, it wasn't new information to me, but the way death presented it, it was almost hypnotic. Like another great love song: Same idea, same theme, different lyrics, different melody, and a sure and lasting effect. On me that is. Only it wasn't a love song he sang, it was an ugly war song. The lyrics sang about the futility and tiredness of the business, the violent and disturbing facets of human nature that won't let us stop fighting until there's nothing left to fight for and no one left to fight(as death tells us that that period was not only marked by the bloody 2nd world war, but also by little battles here and there that left an endless supply of souls for collection. Even with the many deaths caused by our own hands, we sought for more. Proof of man's determination and relentlessness in the vilest situations). And by the way, I saw many instances where death was referred to in pronoun "he," some are probably going He.He.He.He too, right now. Like I did. It's so easy to adapt the referenced pronoun. He - [image] How do you know death wasn't a woman? It was definitely humanized and personalized, but not genderized. Women can also wear black robes too. Aaaand I'm kidding. Only mildly. I remember when we studied about the world war 2, Hitler's cruelty, Stalingrad and whatnot in class. I quietly stood up and excused myself from the lesson and spent the rest of the period in the toilet. Such cruelty. I didn't care for it at all. I didn't want to hear about it. And I don't think I'll ever truly want to hear about the gravity of Hitler's heinous crimes, there are enough mad people to deal with in this time already and I don't need to visit the 1940's to experience the sadistic blend of cruel and crazy. I'm pigheaded like that. But funnily, I love books like this that allow me snippets of events that marked the time. ▶ DID YOU KNOW ABOUT THE WORDS? The injury of words. Yes, the brutality of words. The beauty of words. The clarity of words. The safety of words. The power of words. I think every reader knows. Liesel knew. And the people whose lives became entwined with hers knew. It's so easy to relate with Liesel because of this. It's so easy to love this story just because of this: it impresses on the efficacy of words, their ability to endorse everything from good to evil. This story shows the two extremes, with words as seeds which could either grow into edible and nutritious fruits or poisonous, suffocating weeds, and even ultimately weapons of mass destruction. It was the loveliest thing to read about Liesel's introduction to the world of books, follow her slow but admirable progress. Though death was the narrator, I could still hear Liesel's - and every other characters' - voice in the story. Clearly. And I loved Liesel's character, even from the early age of ten, it was easy to tell she assumed a lot of presence and with much gusto too. And the words! So many lovely words from so many characters in here. And now I'm getting that feeling again. I want to pluck the words out of the pages of this book and pocket them. I want to carve the words in here on my skin, have them etched deep in me, on skin and soul, forever. A tattoo would be milder but a carving would feel closer, deeper. I feel like this book is a gift to me. A gift to all readers. ▶ A FEW RANDOM BUT MEMORABLE MENTIONS ✔ The characters. Liesel Meminger(the book thief and daughter), Hans(the father and accordionist) and Rosa(the stern but affectionate mother) Hubermann, Max Vandenberg(the Jewish fistfighter turned refugee), Rudy Steiner(hmm...the lemon-haired boy next door) and all the extras. I can't think of a more spirited and lovable set of characters right now. I fell in love with Liesel and Hans over and over again throughout this story. They made the perfect portrait of a phenomenal father-daughter relationship. ✔ Hans Hubermann. Zusak epitomized such simple virtues as selflessness and kindness with Hans' character. And apart from that, his character made me wonder about how one careless swing of events can cause a meandering of fate. A narrow escape from death. With a story like Hans Hubermann's, it's almost easy to believe that you get as much as you give, that the world can sometimes be that generous and fair. ✔ I only picked up all the foul German words in this book. **smiles sheepishly** It seems those are the easiest and first things to grab from a foreign language, for me. I'm properly shamed, no need to tell me. But I'll say one thing in my defense. It's all Rosa Hubermann's fault. ✔ Why The Late Show with Stephen Colbert would be an approved show on my child's watch list. [image] ✔ Even though the sadness was a slow and creeping one, it was a hard and heavy blow when it finally culminated in a climaxing hollowness. Even though I was alert and waiting, I did not expect the ending. Maybe the signs were all there, and others saw it coming. I don't know, I can be blissfully blind like that. MY HOUSEMATE [image] WHAT MY FACE SAID [image] [image] What my lips lied: NO ✔ I already said the writing was beautiful. Astoundingly poetic and beautiful. And I already told you I was surprised by it(and the narrator). It seems there are still some tricks left in that old and crumbling book of surprises and ambushes. Yet another book that restored my withered faith. And I just want to shout it from the rooftop. [image] ✔ I loved Max's short stories so much! ✔ Why are humans condemned to love the dead and not the living? Why do we love more in death? ❎ The only problem with reading a great book like this is when the journey's over, I never quite know what to do next, what to read next. I'm just so lost right now. [image] ▶ SOME QUOTES I LIKED. ALL MADE BY DEATH. He had already cheated me in one world war but would later be put into another (as a perverse kind of reward), where he would somehow manage to avoid me again. SO AM I DEATH. ...more |
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I listened to this on audio. And that was a wrong move because I found it SO hard to catch on with the story. .... I think in order to fully appreciate I listened to this on audio. And that was a wrong move because I found it SO hard to catch on with the story. .... I think in order to fully appreciate the awesomeness of this comic book, a physical copy would definitely be the way to go(especially if like me, you're not used to listening to audiobooks). I had to rewind a lot of times to grasp situations, scenes, and conversations fully. I've listened to audiobooks about twice...or thrice in the past(I'm not sure, it might have been more than that...hmmmm...). But, Locke and key is quite different from the books I listened to in the past because 1) It's a bit tasking, in the sense that it requires the full power of your imagination because there's a lot going on throughout the story 2) The characters in the audiobooks I listened to in the past were played by one narrator; one narrator who assumed the voices of all the different characters in the book. In Locke and Key, different characters were played by different people, hence different voices. I had to learn to identify characters' names with voices. With respect to the story, it was soooo gooood. Once I got comfortable with listening to voices without pictures(or video), I got sucked into the story. And may I just say, Bode Locke is the cutest little boy ever. I think he was a very developed 6 year old for dealing with the strangeness of his life the way he did. He is definitely my best character yet. I have to give a 3 star rating because I struggled with this, more than I enjoyed it. But I'm so curious about what's going to happen next, so on to the next.. ...more |
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| HOT DAMN. HOT DAMN. ..... Soooooooooo, this is a retelling. As the synopsis on the back of the book supplies, the story was inspired by A Thousand and One Nights which is also a retelling of the well known A Thousand and One Arabian Nights. I loved that book when I was younger. It reminds me of a time when I was surrounded by people. I read the story out loud and we laughed, and my little cousin fought to fill up the space next to me. She always did. The Wrath and the Dawn is only a grown up version of A Thousand and One Arabian Nights. And may I say, It grew up gooood. Needless to say I won't be reading this retelling to my little cousin until she's well way taller than our kitchen counter. LET'S GOSSIP ▶ The Narrative Style and Writing : For me, after I read a book synopsis and get a feel for the plot, I begin to form notions about what I expect from the writing and narrative style. It's like this: Sometimes, I expect the words to leave me in a state of emotional wreckage, or make me feel weightless, elated, or reflective. Sometimes i expect the writing to be so whimsical that it provides an out of body experience. Of course, there are times I expect an all of the above situation. With this book, it was all about imagery for me. And truly, the words were very image-evoking. It was like I had a film rolling in my head throughout the whole book. The scenes and moments in turn were well spaced, and the pacing was just perfect; Word after word, scene upon scene, I knew it was leading to something...and I was just dying for the secrets to spill out already. ▶ Setting and World-building : Mesmerizing. I know practically Nothing about Middle Eastern culture except I'd probably get a headache trying to memorize the full length of the names in this book. Oh and the lavash bread! I do love that. Yum Yum. I could clearly picture the world the author described in the story. It was believable, inviting and entertaining living in that world. And the best part is it was consistent. Now, I know I said I know nothing about Middle Eastern culture, but if you've watched the animation Aladdin , you should have an idea of a proposed setting in mind. However inaccurate it is. ▶ The Characters: Shahrazad(Shazi): I'm very literally laughing out loud right now as quotes from the book float around in my head. Let me give an instance: Some obscene bloke who thinks from his down below propositions Shazi, very disrespectfully - in front of her husband. And worse, the fool is relentless and doesn't know when to back down. Shazi says: "I can't say I'm surprised. As for me? I believe I'll leave this set of goods on the rack, as well. I have no interest in tiny....cucumbers" I TUMBLED OUT OF BED LAUGHING. Shazi is the perfect balance of strength, elegance, intellectuality, and feminine charm and softness -which should not be mistaken for weakness. "Don't test me. You mean nothing to me" I HAVE THIS QUOTE ENGRAVED IN MY MEMORY: "Make sure they never forget. You are the calipha of Khorasan, and you have the ear of the king." She bent forward and lowered her voice. "And, most important, you are a fearsome thing to behold in your own right" LET'S NOT FORGET SHE'S ONLY 16 YEARS OLD I've exhausted all my praise on her, so there's nothing left for any other character. But, they are marvellous I promise. Khalid is most definitely my newest and most fancy book boyfriend, Despina, the most brazen handmaiden and affectionate friend, and Jalal, an honorable confidante. I LOVE the characters in this book. They were so elegant, witty and voluble. Their exchanges were brilliant; No immature jabs or senseless retort and none of that exaggerated banter thing which Is common in YA novels. These characters were young but it was a struggle remembering that with every page I turned. ❎ And the romance - I CAN'T even. ❎ Another reason I loved this book was it didn't shed the lessons and moral-oriented base of A Thousand and One Arabian Nights. It didn't lose the voice and reason underlying the pioneer story. It relays, rather arrestingly, the destructive effects and consequences of an unforgiving spirit, of hate and vengeance, and reinforces the sayings; ✔ Look before you leap. ✔ There is more than meets the eye. ✔ What goes around, comes around. ✔ While seeking revenge, dig two graves - one for yourself. The lesson I take can be expressed in Marcus Aurelius's words; "The best revenge is to be unlike him who performed the injury" But, still if "Revenge motivates you, go for it! But the main thing is to set your game in order"-- Viswanathan Anand. Hehehe #Mischievous # I know we'll get to see more magic performed in the sequel. I have so much faith in the sequel. Renee Ahdieh has made a LASTING impression on me, regardless of the future turnout of the next book. BUT ...more |
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Anyone who reads this at a go, without stopping to take sentences apart and build relevance from words all over again, without the implication of this
Anyone who reads this at a go, without stopping to take sentences apart and build relevance from words all over again, without the implication of this story pecking and eating through their mind until they become a tumbled mess of emotions, pausing at least once to examine the relationships in their life; without being moved in the least, has got one mighty impressive tin heart. Or maybe mine's just made of purée. ❓ Did you ever have a family? ☑ Yes, the best kind. ❓ Did you ever have a family? ☑ Yes, the worst kind. ❓ Did you ever have a family? ☑ No, don't know what that feels like. ❓ Did you ever have a family? ☑ Yes. "Her answer to June’s question had been yes, but not as a commiseration, or an explanation of fatigue, as it seemed to be for June, but both as an acknowledgment of great fortune and a prayer of thanks." ❓Is this story a masterpiece? ⏩ Define masterpiece, please. Did You Ever Have a Family? The answer to the question may vary. For most, the answer would be yes, because, whether it's the one you happened to be born into or the one you made for yourself from a band of kindred spirits, you'll feel it; If you've ever loved and lost, or just lost at all, this book is like a thousand whispered condolences, a celebration of family and life through death and loss. The story is told through different narrative voices - multiple narrative voices, and I was so impressed at how remarkably the story progressed. Not once did I feel like the story was crowded. There was a time I hated reading books which featured different voices with different POV'S, all narrating the same story, and yet not the same story. Today, right now, I love the concept of different POV's, I appreciate it. Because the truth is there's never one side to any story, not with the way people are linked together, not when everyone and everything is connected and woven into the intricate tapestry that is life. Is there really such a thing as 'the true story'? On what will it quantify? On whose truth? There are just too many and too much involved for the truth of any story to be that simple and monopolistic. I just love everything this book is. I love how beautifully this book portrays the concept of life after death, I love how I got to The writing was simply refreshing, and so incredibly picturesque. The way Clegg uses symbols and the wondrous art of personification - it's really so enchanting and wholesome. There's a filing cabinet in my head with the title of this book at it's label. It's for all the quotes I care to remember, all the words that spoke to me. And God there are so many. This book is what a journey should feel like. In the recesses of the story lies the mystery behind the fire that set the tragedy. The reader is made to wonder who, how, and why. But this isn't an investigative novel. I believe the questions are targeted at providing closure, and giving readers a bit of clarity. And maybe I did gain some understanding, but it sure didn't feel like healing. Maybe that's the strength of the story. Just the title alone makes a commentary on the delicateness of the subject of the book: Did You Ever Have a Family? I just can't think of any other way to describe my feelings in my own words, so I'll use Rebecca's: "I never felt so small, so humbled, by the vastness of the universe and the fragility of life. "...more |
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Keep your pants on people, Leo Stepanovich Demidov is back again! And I love him a little more than I did in the previous book. ....... So where to begi Keep your pants on people, Leo Stepanovich Demidov is back again! And I love him a little more than I did in the previous book. ....... So where to begin? Like I said, Leo's back, with his wife Raisa and his newly adopted daughters--well not newly, it's been 3 years now-- Zoya and Elena(in Russian, that would be pronounced with a "Y"- Yelena). And now it's no longer a matter of political oppression or living a life in constant fear of the 4:00am arrest; Times are changing, powers are being threatened by challenging forces and one woman, one very spiteful and vengeful woman from Leo's past headily rides the messy waves of events which sum up this book. And all it took to set these events in motion was the accidental-not so accidental publication of *Cue in the name of the book* The Secret Speech made by Khrushchev, condemning the Stalinist government. And I'm screaming "Poor Leo!", "Why Leo?", "But he's a changed man!". And so, his slate must be wiped clean? This book says NOT. I acknowledged while reading this book that no matter how times change, in every age we can always find the uglies , and ultimately the concept of life in general is no less threatening. It suffices to say, The Beautiful Years Are Not Yet Born. Tom Rob Smith made me an empathetic mess of a reader. His characters frustrated and agitated me, but in the end, I could pick no sides and justify none of their actions- but don't get me wrong, I did know who the villains were, but I understood the significance of their nefariousness. THE REPRESENTATIVES OF TWO OPPOSING WORLDS. LEO: Never underestimate the retributive justice of Karma. Leo is the poster boy for the saying: You reap what you sow. Now, from page to page, from the first book till now, I love Leo. But I felt like the suffering he endured in this book was crucial to his journey, his search for redemption. I was enthralled by how focused a character he was, so determined in his cause; Even when his efforts were ridiculed and his strength put to test, he never lost face. He's not just a representative of the good, he is a symbol of hope and second chances. With a story like this, it's easy to believe some people are hurt as much as they've hurt. FRAERA: I swear, I need a pill for every time this woman made me feel murderous. Fraera says: "When the police are criminals, the criminals must become the police. The innocent must live underground, in the shit of the city, while the villains live in warm apartments. The world is upside down. I'm merely turning it the right way up". BUT YOU'RE NOT SO INNOCENT NOW FRAERA, ARE YOU? See her idea is, you become beasts in order to fight the beasts, hurting more than they have hurt, condemning more than they have condemned. No problem if innocent people have to die so some misguided lot can make a point. Fraera's actions are ruled by hate, vengeance and selfishness. She couldn't care less about the good of the people and the country that failed her years ago. And In a way, I understood her grief. I gave every character consideration, a benefit of a doubt even, to some. But the contrast between Leo and Fraera couldn't be more appalling. How does one get eaten alive by one's own hate and get spat out, morphed into such a monstrous character? And how does the other reconcile his past with his future, by admitting to the evils he committed and rising above them? It's the easiest thing to say; "You could've just let it go Fraera". Would you have? This book wasn't as bedazzling as the first one, but it embodied all the things that made me love the first book in the first place: ▶ Murder, Mind Games and Mystery "Someone wouldn't let him forget, sending him photographs of men and women taken against a white wall, cropped so that they were just a face" "I had no choice" With those words thousands died not with bullets but with perverse logic and careful reasoning" ▶ Politics and Conspiracy : I swear the concept of politics has never looked so seductive to me. "The system required the consent of everyone even if they consented by doing nothing" "Ideas are more powerful than guns. We would not let our enemies have guns, why let them have ideas" ▶ Just plain old crazy: "I wanted him to. I want him to smash this city to rubble and fill it with dead citizens! I want the world to see the true nature of our country. No more secrets" "The truth is Maxim...I was nothing until I hated you" GIRL YOU NEED A LIFE ▶ And then the feels... "His body fell on top of the fire underneath his son. As they burned together, many in the crowd were already hastening away" "As the roof exploded, fragments of slate burning into her arms and face, she had no doubt her last photograph would be her greatest of all" I really don't know how else to love this book. I love how it ravaged my mind and left it raw. I love how this story was given a setting which had history as a backdrop of it's creativeness. "The price of this story was the audience's innocence" Quote from Child 44. ...more |
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My hands are twitching with what I can only acute as Excitement. I am so giddy writing this review. This book had me like I was on a sugar-induced craz My hands are twitching with what I can only acute as Excitement. I am so giddy writing this review. This book had me like I was on a sugar-induced craze. Firstly, I have to say, I think i went through every possible reflex while reading this book: Shudders, cringes, fist clenches, nose scrunches, eye pops, slackened-jaws, eyebrow dances, heartbeats-turned-rebellious, tingling, stomach flips and churns-- And i say, "Please beloved, would you take on human form? Oh the ways i would love thee" This story calls to the most primal human emotions. Strip away the simplistic entertainment of a story revolving around the heinous politics of the Soviet Union, in the Stalin-ist era, in the year 1953; strip away the thrill of mystery and murder and you're left with more in-depth and plaguing questions: Do we become beasts or are we beasts in dormancy, waiting for opportunity to open way to the justification of our inhumanness? And while we seek atonement and absolution, redemption as a salve for our sins and guilt: Is it to be disregarded just because it is self-serving? Can I truly imagine a state of perpetual fear so demoralizing? "Not even those who kept this machinery of fear ticking could be certain that the system they sustained would not one day swallow them too". I have never--Never read a book which had it's writing bounce back and forth between So Many characters' narrative voices and perspectives. Truly commendable--how such manoeuvring was done without the dialogue and plot coming off as muddled. It was just a circus: Enter character. Exit character. I learned not to form early attachments, as the plot utilizes the element of surprise--or rather ambush--expertly. I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I DROPPED THIS BOOK OUT OF SHOCK AND SHEER PERPLEXITY. Tom Rob Smith did an excellent work of conveyance and portrayal: The emotions of the characters were almost palpable. I think Leo's journey to be one of clarity. He, along with Nesterov and Raisa grew to be such compelling heroes--and heroine. I don't want to champion this book, claiming undying love for it as 2015 has not yet come to an end. But this may very well be MY ONE. ...more |
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REREAD : 4TH OF MARCH 2016. RATING AFTER REREAD: COMPLETE 5 GLORIOUS STARS. REREAD IN 7 HOURS. IT'S NO JOKING STUFF. HOW DO I FEEL? GUTTED. EVISCERATED. REREAD : 4TH OF MARCH 2016. RATING AFTER REREAD: COMPLETE 5 GLORIOUS STARS. REREAD IN 7 HOURS. IT'S NO JOKING STUFF. HOW DO I FEEL? GUTTED. EVISCERATED. DEMOLISHED. DESTRUCTION HAS NEVER FELT BETTER. I have nothing to add to my previous review except: DAMN YOU YOU FOUL EXCUSE OF A MAN. YES YOU. First read: 24th December 2015 4.5/5 STARS I AM AWASH WITH FEELS. A GREAT VARIETY OF THEM. Do I attempt purging my feels by screaming at the top my lungs? [image] Or JUMP AROUND like the world is alight in sparkling colors? [image] Or UGLY CRY? [image] Or BECOME a human dynamite? [image] Or REVEL in my TOP OF THE WORLD FEELING [image] DO I WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT? GOD YES. I kid you not, when I say that halfway through this book I had to stop and take a moment-more like several moments- to just hug it, tightly. So tightly. I think I broke the poor baby's spine. I don't know why I'm so emotional. It's not me, it's the Christmas season that has turned me mushy. Damn YOU filthy Christmas air. Damn you Jack Griffith. Damn you Levi Blythe. Damn you John. Triple DAMN YOU Nathaniel. Damn ALL OF YOU. No not YOU I mean them. STORY LINE Fifteen year old Ava Wilhelmina Lavender is something of an aberration. She was born into the world bearing wings. A reality as strange and queer as the family she was born into: A family that has only known sorrow to go hand in hand with love. A family that has known loss and heartbreak, and let it define their lives by regarding their misfortunes as fate - and a burden to be passed down from generation to generation like a family heirloom. The following is the story of my young life as I remember it. It is the truth as I know it. Of the stories and the myths that surrounded my family and my life — some of them thoughtfully scattered by you perhaps — let it be said that, in the end, I found all of them to be strangely, even beautifully, true. Everything about this story was peculiar. From the plot and characters right down to the narrative style. A peculiar story set in an as-realistic-as-could-be world with fantastical characters trying to make their way in it-and of course, living in such a world can only emphasize how strange these characters were. The narrative style is one I can only describe as liberal, and I freaking loved it. It kept bouncing back and forth between first and third person narrative. Half the time, I wasn't even paying attention to who was narrating. Half the time I didn't care. I was that engrossed in it all. Before I go on, I just want to say a little something about the pacing. You asked for a fast pace? Well the words "Be careful what you wish for because you just might get it" come to mind. The pace was FAST. There were times when I felt like this [image] And other times I felt like how I imagine crashing into the whomping willow and getting repeatedly whacked by it would feel. [image] I just didn't even have enough time sometimes to settle down and process some things before I got towel-flogged with more information. I like to think of this story as a testament to love, and everything it is, everything it brings: Joy and happiness, hope, heartbreak, peace, desire, longing- But more than that, she learned how to worry. She, who’d always thought love’s only companion was sorrow, learned that worry came hand in hand with love. I won't lie, I felt like some parts of this book were a bit outlandish, and some exaggerative, but it didn't stop them from being so affective. SO FREAKING CRUEL ON MY EMOTIONS. I want to ask the author how she could do such a thing to readers. How and why would you do such things to people? [image] [image] What baffled me most, were the characters. Their capacity to love and love foolishly was as heartwarming as it was appalling. And the way they fell in and out of it, like it was the easiest thing to do in the world, like moving from one used tissue or handkerchief to another, though alarming it was, is not something I can attack with words. Because that isn't the whole truth of it. Their love wasn't that cavalier or without depth. They loved greatly, fiercely, wholly; they loved unarmored. And they hurt the same way, unarmored, and then with armor. The way they hurt and loved and hurt and loved so rhythmically, you'd think brokenness was some kind of art. Sometimes I felt like this story was glorifying love, and other times I felt like it was underrating and upbraiding it. I don't know how it could do that, but it did. Everything was so complex. I'm sorry. Am I confusing you? I'm pretty confused myself. I write this review hoping to organize my thoughts, hoping it would serve as an outlet for my very jumbled up and ruffled emotions. Reviewing can be so cathartic at times. THE PERSON OF AVA: A lot of pages were given to the history of Ava's progenitors, her ancestry and her heritage. And I have to say, I was so impressed by how the author achieved such heavy download of information without it turning boring and dumpy. The details are, I think, needed for us to understand where Ava's coming from, where she's headed-and maybe even why she had to end up the way she did. But it's because of that same reason I failed to give this a full five star rating. I needed to read more from Ava without everyone else crowding into her space. I loved Ava's voice so much. Though sheltered and forever wondering about her place in the world, Ava's voice sounded hopeful and brave. Her belief that she was fated to a sorrowful existence was so heartbreaking. There it was again. Fate. **SNIFFS ** I JUST WANT TO HUG SOMETHING. And right now I couldn't care less If it were a tree. That ending. Oh my word. I want to hate it, but then I think: How many stories end with butterflies and cuddles in real life? Aren't books supposed to be modeled after life, this wandering and yearning existence we have been condemned to? How many make it out of that rabbit hole and find themselves gifted with the sun and beauty, and meaning? I'm struggling with the ending of this book, with it's meaning. But regardless of the struggle, I love it for it's realism. And besides, sometimes it's all about the journey. The journey matters: The road itself matters and not where it leads. I think that's the case with this book. At least, for me. Another reason I didn't 5-star this was because of the magic. I seriously and honestly couldn't understand it's essence. I saw it's manifestations, but the principle of it eluded me. This book got me wondering about how a person can leave someone they claim to love and then slime their way back to them after years, expecting to continue from where they left off, like time never passed at all, like the person they left behind is a log of wood. Life is a moving scene, yes, but it's not one you can play, fast-forward, or rewind. How can you come back expecting something, expecting anything at all. Like Really? [image] You want her back? YOU FREAKING EARN HER! **takes a deep breath** I am calm. I am calm. The characters annoyed me so much, they were so human, complete with damning flaws, treacherous, avaricious hearts, and steadfast wills that were in an endless war with all the parts of them that screamed practicality. I want to get on my ladder, and climb up to the rooftop and scream out to the world: I LOVE THIS BOOK! I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS BOOK. AND I LOVE HOW IT MADE ME FEEL. If you read through the whole review, I thank you. Now this is the part where I close up and go look for a hole to crawl into and die. Love freaking hurts [image] #FEELSPLOSION IS REAL ...more |
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NOOOOOOO! OMG. WHY IS IT NIGHT TIME NOW? I NEED TO GET THE THIRD BOOK NOW. LIKE RIGHT THIS MOMENT NOW. Hold on...let me go check out the movie before I NOOOOOOO! OMG. WHY IS IT NIGHT TIME NOW? I NEED TO GET THE THIRD BOOK NOW. LIKE RIGHT THIS MOMENT NOW. Hold on...let me go check out the movie before I post my review. ...... I've finished watching the movie, and I just want to scream and cry for everything that got lost and twisted in translation in the movie adaptation. But I get it, movies shouldn't have to adapt a book with exactness. But I stick to my belief-books are almost always better than movies. It's like every movie's adapted from a book. I can't even see a movie now without running in search of the possible book from which it was adapted. Today I saw the movie Jupiter Ascending and I just thought, "This has got to be a book". Next thing I know, I'm asking google for "Jupiter Ascending the book". But alas, it wasn't sooo...shame on me. Anyway... This installment was so sweet, it was like a set-up for a family reunion. And I loved it! Hermes shrugged. “Families are messy. Immortal families are eternally messy. Sometimes the best we can do is to remind each other that we’re related, for better or worse … and try to keep the maiming and killing to a minimum.” Percy goes on another quest, this time in search of something that has the power to save Camp Half-blood which is now under attack due to a breakdown of it's protective barrier. The thing he seeks lies somewhere in the sea of monsters(like the name isn't enough of a warning). And of course, we can expect the many obstacles and hurdles Percy and his companions meet along the way, as well as some sweet family bonding moments. My favorite novel character was Tyson. Gosh, is he the sweetest little-talk about proper irony- brother or what! He was just too adorable. I love him to bits and pieces, I got so warm and emotional while reading his lines. (view spoiler)[And oh, I couldn't help but notice how similar Hagrid's(Harry Potter) situation was to Chiron's. They both were accused of things they didn't do. Things that had fatal consequences on both of their establishments. Hagrid was accused of opening the door to the chamber of secrets in book 2 and Chiron was accused of poisoning Thalia's tree. I don't know, it just popped into my mind while I was reading! (hide spoiler)] I have to say, this book was better than the first. I really appreciated the fact that the plot direction wasn't as predictable as the first book's, granted, the rest of the weaknesses of the first book followed into this story, like;Percy's ever-biting fallibility and tendency to fall fool and victim to every trap; safe in one page, in trouble in the following page, and conveniently saved in the next. I mean really, everything would be perfectly calm and cool, and my eyes would stray away from the pages of the book for one minute and next thing you know he's getting clubbed or pummeled or enchanted by some hideous creature. It gets really hectic. But I'm all for adventure, and in my book there can never be such a thing as enough or too much of adventure . This series I would say, thrives heavily on it, and that's great because that means we're très compatible. I'm an adventure junkie. I thought I was going to end up giving this book a 4 star rating, but nahhhh. With that ending, it's just not possible for me. ...more |
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3.5/5 STARS Honestly, this book was not what I expected. Going into it i had my hopes set along the lines of a tale like Memoirs of a Geisha. I won't s 3.5/5 STARS Honestly, this book was not what I expected. Going into it i had my hopes set along the lines of a tale like Memoirs of a Geisha. I won't say I'm disappointed, but I'm definitely not entranced, or enamored of this. In some ways, both books are similar and yet in other ways they are separated by gapping differences. I'm glad I went into this without proper enlightenment of it's content, otherwise I would have been reluctant to read it. The story is recounted in voices of a mother and daughter who are American citizens, but of Chinese decent. Ruth, the daughter, is a 46 year old woman in search of her true herself. Her mother, LuLing, is superstitious and burdened by the weight of a past-life in her small village in China. These two women are descendants of a famous "Bonesetter". We, as well as Ruth, learn of her heritage and secrets of her ancestry through memories relayed to her by her mother in written pages of a journal. WHAT DO I THINK? I do adore this book. I really love how the strenuous character of a mother-daughter relationship is portrayed. And with the mix-in of a little bit of filial affection, filial duty and devotion--this book would have been perfect. Themes featured: Chinese culture, family, ancestry and genealogy, heritage and legacy, ghosts, curses and superstitions, love, self discovery and guilt. ...more |
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