Songs From Blood Barn

by Eliot Wilder

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1.
Higher 04:38
A door opens wide Into world I've never known I step on through Like entering a Twilight Zone Nothing seems real Nothing is familiar to me All that I was Is now a pile of debris And I am higher Higher than I've been And I am higher Jumping right out of my skin Don't know who I am Don't recognize my own face The light here is strange It occupies different space Don't got no friends Don't got no family It's like all that I was Has been washed out to sea The world has changed But into what I can't say People greet with how-de-do Not have a nice day I'm a castaway I'm a castaway So hear I am In the middle of God knows where I feel excited And I feel fear Will it be better Or will it be worse Will I be reborn In this brave new universe
2.
Safe in Here 03:38
Here is the house I have built for you With my sweat and imagination Enter anytime you like When you need a strong foundation It's safe in here Here is a spot I have picked for you Sorry if it's not ideal I found it while searching high and low I believe it has a certain appeal It's safe in here I may not be the best dad in the world But I did try to do the right thing This is my way of showing you What can be done on a shoe string Here is the house I have built for you Hope it meets your expectations Think of it as the best of me Above of my obvious limitations It's safe in here
3.
From where I stand People look like tiny specks Worker ants working on an ant hill They buzz about They do their jobs And they do it at someone else's will They toil away They turn the wheels And together they fill up the company till I am so high I can't come down No one can touch me here I am so high I can't come down One day I may disappear From where I live All is at peace As I sit quietly upon my cloud No one can hurt me No one can steal my stuff I am so far from the maddening crowd I drink my chamomile I take a toke on my sacred herb Here there are no bad vibes allowed
4.
Sui Generis 04:06
Never felt nothing like the way Like the way I feel when I feel what I feel about you ‘Cause what I feel is not like nothing No, not like nothing that I’ve ever known Ever known to be true What it is is sui generis, sui generis, sui generis What it is is sui generis, in a class alone What it is is sui generis, sui generis, sui generis What it is is sui generis, full blown How does it feel To be all alone Like a rolling stone Never been quite so looney Quite so looney and looney toony Over some dumb girl’s slender fingers There’s something 'bout the way About the way she holds ‘em In that way she holds ‘em That makes ‘em lingers Never felt so quite so out So quite so out, so way, way out So way, way out of my mind When I think about the pain About the pain I feel It's oh so real It leaves me purblind
5.
I been down more than I can count And when I'm down it's the lowest of lows So I rise up and I climb out Head to the heights were nobody goes I clear out my head And my wings they spread The view from here is pretty grand The view from here is out of sight The view from here will take your breath away Body and soul in full flight I been hurt a million times over Been a victim of people and circumstance Done my best to turn it all around But in the end it plays like a gothic romance That's how the story goes When I'm caught in the throes The view from here it is terrifying The view from here it can't be denied I been wrecked on the shores of oblivion I know how it feels to been down and out I find my footing and I raise myself high Blow myself up like a waterspout It's then I make my stand In this strange and wretched land
6.
You can hide behind masks And put on a brave face But you can't conceal who and what you are You can dance around the truth But it remains unfazed Like the constancy of the Northern Star You can flee from your past But it will seek you out And pounce on you like a jaguar Come along with me, come along with me Follow me wherever I roam Rattle all the locks and smash out all the windows Nobody's home You can have a calling That keeps you up at night You can feel compelled to get up and feed it You can tell a juicy tale And write it all down But no one will read it The may say that it's great They may say that it's brilliant But in the end they just don't need it Knock, knock Who's there Nobody's home You can build yourself a house On the dark side of the moon In the hope that no one will find you You can toss out all your journals And erase your hard drives So there will be nothing to remind you You can stare into the sun Till your eyes are scorched But it's the truth that will blind you
7.
Lucky Star 04:39
I like your face and I like your style I like the way you make me smile You raise me up, you keep me going You get my juices flowing When we connect it’s kinetic When I’m without ya I’m pathetic I'm so grateful you are mine My little shot of adrenaline You are my north and south You are my east and west You are the thing that makes me best Whatever I am, whatever we are You are my lucky star I like your laugh and I like your wit We get each other lickety split I like your smell, it’s like spring rain Makes me act in ways I can’t explain When we connect it’s electric Yeah I guess we’re a bit eccentric But I don’t care what people say You bring sun to a rainy day I like your brain and I like your smarts I’m glad I’m one of your counterparts You give me hope, a reason to be A reason to go on living endlessly I was nothing when you came along You put the ding in my dong Never have I known someone so true Can’t imagine me without you
8.
My Fantasy 04:06
To the ends of the world I would travel for you No there is nothing, nothing I would not do I would commit high crimes I would ravage the land Etch your name on the sky like a tattoo This is my fantasy This is my dream Take you into my heart And into my bloodstream This is my fantasy, my fantasy of you I would hold you in my arms And squeeze you to death Until every ounce of air is wrung out It may seem extreme But seem is all there is From a soul scorched by a lifelong drought Don’t be alarmed Don’t be afraid Just come along with me On this strange escapade I would crawl inside you Burrow deep into your belly Until I am born again like a wonder child And all my hopes and wishes Will come into the light For someone for whom Tthe gods have finally smiled
9.
High Hopes 04:10
Don't be so down Don't be so blue It's just amazing What you can do Wear a smile Yeah wear a grin Being happy Well it ain't no sin Hey, I said, Hey I got high hopes Don't be morose Don't be so glum Things are looking up My good chum Why the long face Why the downturned smile Shake off your blues Spit out your bile Keep your chin up Keep your grin up Don't let nothing bum you out If you lose hope It's a sliding slope Just you stay strong and stout
10.
The clues were there when you think about it As plain as the nose your face But I refused to believe it was true I had only hoped it was the worst case I let you in when I knew I shouldn't But you were quite persuasive in that way You always said what I wanted to hear Like a dutiful child I would obey We came together and we fell apart We knew that would happen From the very start I was dumb and you were smart Should've known it would happen From the very start Should've seen it coming Should've read the signs You're as subtle as a flying ax If knew then what I now now I would've stopped you dead in your tracks When I called you out on all your lies You acted like I was out of my mind You said I misunderstood what you had said You said you didn't like being maligned Now when I look back I could kick myself You really took me for a ride I'm sure you know how to sleep at night But some things can't be denied
11.
Everywhere I go and everyone I see Wants to be famous for the weirdest thing Like taking their pants off over their heads Or pretending to be Xi Jinping Me, I got my picture taken Me, I got my picture taken You and me in a pas de deux Me, I got my picture taken Me, I got my picture taken Me and you in a field of view Everyone I know has got to be a star With people hanging on their every word Just wanna famous for being famous Yeah it's all so completely absurd Here we are on our very first date Standing high atop the Empire State You, you got your brow slightly furled But me, I'm on top of the world I don't care for what other people do It all seems like so much desperation All I want is to be with you You're the only one in this whole nation
12.
Bring me down to the bottom Hold my breath and watch the bubbles I am gulping for air This apparatus gives me troubles How long can I stay down Before I give up and drown I swim with the fishes I live out all my wishes On the bottom of the sea Feeling stoned intoxicated Must be the rapture of the deep Nitrogen narcosis Just want to drift off to sleep I can hear a mermaid singing And a gentle sonar pinging

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I been wrecked on the shores of oblivion
I know how it feels to been down and out
I find my footing and I raise myself high
Blow myself up like a waterspout
It's then I make my stand
In this strange and wretched land

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released March 24, 2025

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