Lost Time

by Eliot Wilder

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1.
Pull the crease down now And hold a candle to the sky All the travelers move like a primal wave Up and down and low and high You can feel the beating of their wings As they prime themselves to fly Take these steps up to the clouds Don’t lose yourself in the smelly crowds Goodbye, goodbye and hello Hello I must going away Goodbye, goodbye and hello See you ‘round some sunny day Lift your banners high Make them wave like slippery fish The band is playing out of tune And an angel got her wish The campgrounds filled with alabaster And the spoon is spooning with a dish Take these steps up to the stars And play the Bossa on guitars Give yourself over No need to pretend it’s not a lie Have tried the shiokara Or are you waiting For the Lady from Shanghai Whatever you do they can't identify Take these steps up to see God Perhaps he’ll pity this old sod
2.
Sometimes it seems The whole world is against you And there ain't no one No one on your side Well don't lose faith When you're down at the bottom 'Cause you will find, you will find a home Well don't be so gloomy, so down and doomy Better to be cheery and laugh at your fears Lift yourself up Lift yourself up off of the ground Get yourself out Get yourself right out of town And when you do you will see That you are not alone, no, no And you will find You will find a home You will find a home Well don't look so lost, so lost and pathetic I am here right by your side And when it seems you can't go no further Well you are wrong Come and take my hand Well don’t be so dreary, my little deary Better to be hopeful At what tomorrow might bring I can see you I can hear you I just wanna hold you up Hold you up to the sky
3.
Been a long time since I seen you come around Starting to think that you've run away When the going gets tough you get scarce Much to my eternal dismay But somewhere in the back of my mind I hold out hope you might return We’d have a homecoming Just like in the days of old It would give us a fresh start Am I fool to think that you might ever change You know, have a change A change of heart I still work at that old used record store I been sitting 'round collecting dust Sometimes I play something I think that you might like And a feeling blows through me like a gust I keep wishing it’d all work out But you know I’m pretty dumb You used to think I was kinda funny But not funny enough to make you stay Been a long time since I seen you come around Guess that now you’re an absentee These days I’m living with some spooky ol’ ghosts And they spook the hell outta me You know I'd love to chase the blues away But that’s not how this story goes
4.
Radiate 04:43
All those things that you say Circulate around my mind They are with me all day long I can’t leave them far behind They feed my dreams They feed my soul They are the food That makes me whole You radiate With the power of the sun You radiate Your day is never done All those stories that you tell They fill up the pages of my book I keep them close to my heart Inside my every nook They tell me What I can be They are the words That comprise my history I'm a circle around your sun All the love that you give It blows through me like a gale I hold on for dear life Savoring each detail Don’t want you to stop Don’t want you to leave You are my last hope For what I might achieve
5.
Lost Time 04:58
We all dream of being transported To a better day We hope that something good is waiting for us The sound of Santa's sleigh We all pray in our churches We'll be delivered without delay We go wandering through these ancient fields We are seeking a familiar clime We are looking for that precious essence In search of lost time In search of lost time Big decisions get made in boardrooms And we don't have a choice Used to be we had a say in the matter Used to be we had a voice We write novels that tell our stories But they don't get it right We build great statues to our heroes But they cast a strange light We get ourselves ready for takeoff But we never take flight
6.
You say that you love me But I know that you're lying You make such an effort Don't bother trying It's what you do I'm sure you're sincere But haven't you noticed I'm no longer here What I resent You think I should believe What I resent You think you don't deceive What I resent Is that flicker in your eye What I resent Is that it's really all a lie You say that you want me But what do you intend I am flesh and blood I am not pretend I will never fit Your perfect vision I am good and bad Heading for a collision You say that you need me But what do you need If you prick me I will bleed What hurts me most Is that you don't see me You've got no idea What it is to be me
7.
What would it take to end All this fighting What could we do to stop All the war It's been going on Since the very first caveman Since he figured out What a club was for Lay 'em down, lay 'em down, lay 'em down Lay down your arms C'mon and be a soldier of love What would it take to end All this hating What good does it do To pillage and kill Do you think it will solve Any problem Does peace ever come From the blood you spill Let's say that we're done with the fighting Let's say that we'll find a better way Let's say that we'll love one another Let's say it is Armistice Day
8.
Stuck my toe in the water And I pulled out a plum Lassoed me a rainbow But I just sat there dumb Can't you hear me humming Hum, hum, hum We grind and grind Against the lathe of heaven We grind and grind Against the lathe of heaven Grind us all down to dust Unlocked a new dimension Somewhere beyond the stars A door swung wide open And I gripped the handlebars I blew along like cosmic dust And wrote it down in my memoirs Grind, grind if you must Grind, grind down to dust The sun is no more a weak spot In a foul gray sky Aint got no rhyme or reason No what and no why Just like Tommy Westphall It's all in the mind's eye
9.
I write these songs all for you And I mean every single word I know you don’t listen or so you say But I remain undeterred Here is my heart and soul Whaddaya mean you don’t feel nothing You are my rock and my roll Whaddaya mean you don’t feel nothing Whaddaya mean, whaddaya mean Whaddaya mean you don’t feel nothing I’ve built a testment to you As a symbol to your glory You can pretend I’m stone crazy But that won’t change the story You’re the reason I’m alive And I know you resist that obligation If only you would change your mind And tune into this vibration
10.
You just don't get it do you Nothing seems to ever Get through your wall Your fat old wall You just don't get it do you How can I expect us to talk About one true thing Or anything at all Talk, talk, talk It's all talk And none of it matters at all Blab, blab, blab It's all babble babble Rather hear a caterwaul Flake, flake, flake You're such a fake You put the diss in disaffected Yak, yak, yak You gotta yak attack Wish that you could be disconnected Trust, trust, trust You're nonplussed The word for you it has no use Blank, blank, blank You turn the crank Out pops another excuse Jive, jive, jive How do you survive But somehow you do get by Bull, bull, bull It's your choice of tool It makes all your lies fly
11.
River Road 05:55
A green light flickered All down the coast And a voice on the TV said Who loves you the most You awoke that morning And cleaned the crumbs from your bed But when the drugs kicked in You couldn't clean out your head, no, no, no You took a drive down on River Road The sea ate the land down on River Road The dream came true, the world turned blue Down on River Road Down on River Road A siren had sounded Down on Beacon Street The gum ball light swirled And dispensed you a treat You downed it so gladly You awaited a change A revolution of the mind Didn't seem so strange, yeah, yeah, yeah Ooo-ooo the river is rising A taxi is waiting His meter is running He's all out of patience His engine is gunning Won't you hop on aboard Let the world explode Get out while you can Down that river road, yeah, yeah, yeah
12.
It's been such a long time Since this old world it went my way Not much that I can do about it And I don't have much to say It's not for lack of trying But you see I've had lousy luck Some people their lives are perfect While other lives run amok I've seen better days for sure Well I got an ache in me From my head down to my toes And with each passing day The pain just grows and grows I take my medication And I watch just what I eat But that won't stop me aging Or put me in the mercy seat I've seen the darkness And I've seen the rain I've seen a crazy wind Blow over my beaten weathervane I got a dream in me That nothing can quite kill You may try to squash me I know that's where you get your thrill And I am gonna get myself up And shake off these cliches And I will see myself clear Living in better days

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“How happy is the blameless vestal’s lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray’r accepted, and each wish resign’d”
―Alexander Pope, Eloisa to Abelard

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released October 20, 2025

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