Tension and Release

by Eliot Wilder

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1.
'Twas an interesting conversation One I won't soon forget You said your life's like a puzzle But none of the pieces fit No matter what you do to it These are the lies we tell ourselves They are who we are These are the dreams we dream for ourselves They take us near and far You talked for what seemed like days My ears they started to bleed Your stories took on strange shapes About a girl who had no need A girl who had learned to succeed Can you imagine me here Living life by my wits Can you imagine me here Not ready to call it quits In the end I felt confused Didn't know what to think You made a convincing case Written in indelible ink Never once did I see you blink
2.
Ol' mossback George he had plans Gonna be an architect But every time he turned around his plans got wrecked While everyone got their day in the sun Poor ol' George he got squat While everyone got their story writ Poor ol' George he got no plot Good ol' George, ol’ mossback George He-haw, he-haw, he-haw Ol' George he kept the home-fires lit While his brother got all the glory Ol' George he did his dutiful best But his life it was a dreary story Yeah, all his friends they traveled the world Lived lives so rich and rife Ol' George felt cheated and mistreated He never got no wonderful life Ol' George got stuck with a nagging wife And a mess of screaming brats While all friends they lived uptown Like them uptown aristocrats George was angry and George was bitter Sometimes was downright violent George he took the Lord's name in vain But the Lord just sat there silent
3.
You are over there And I am over here No matter which way I move You're never near You're never near I reach out for your hand Even go for a little kiss But the harder that I try The more you resist The closer I get The farther you are I see you across a room And my heart it skips a beat I hope to catch your warmth But I get no heat But I get no heat You don't know I'm alive Or if you do you just don't care I can tell by your cold gray eyes And how you twirl your hair When I see on the street You look so ill at ease It's like I have the plague Or some strange disease Some strange disease I know I'm a little dim And I don't have a clue But if you just say the word I'll know what to do
4.
An arm reaches out to pull you in You fight back Against your next of kin Why must we always go so far astray Why can't we meet each other halfway Some men go to war And some men make peace It's the push and the tug Between tension and release Look at what a stinkin' bloody mess we've made No one to blame We wound up in the stockade If only we hadn't been dumb enough To get caught But then again why do we bother To fight what we've fought I am on an island Somewhere out in the south seas I am on an island Sitting here under cocoanut trees What will make you happiest of all Keep in mind We're thinking of the long haul And what in heaven's name Do you say to your kid How will you explain All of the bad things that you did
5.
Misery 03:34
Can't say what good you do me The pain it courses through me Hey I just want to let you go Wish that I could damn you Or maybe Son of Sam you And get away from your shadow I call your name Call it right out loud I call it out my chickadee I call your name Call it right out loud I call it misery I feel so broke and weak I can hardly speak I'd like to punch in the guts You flipped on all my switches I am a mass of glitches More than a little bit nuts I remember all the little things we done Can't you see you are my only one Your memory it taunts me Like a ghost it haunts me And it will haunt me to the end I am caught in your spell Living in this living hell Down, down, down I descend
6.
Where is that tiny spot That place I know Where is that rest stop That place I go I need to find it now Find it real quick It is my savior It lights my wick Take me now, take my hand Lead me on to the promised land Knock down the walls Strike up the band Lead me on to the promised land What is that song I hear That tune I sing It hits me in the guts Ring a ding-ding I want to sing it loud From up on the roof I want to stamp and scream I have the proof Where is this world I dream Not so far from here It's just up around the bend A tiny place where I can disappear So say goodbye to me I won't be back You won't remember You stupid amnesiac
7.
Leaving Here 03:19
Don’t wanna stay here no more Not no more, no sir Just wanna get myself gone Gone from here, lickety-split I am leaving, I am leaving, I am leaving here Here I go, I’m on my way I’ll see you ‘round some sunny day Every single face I see is strange Strange to me, strange indeed Nobody ever says hello Let alone look you in the eye Gotta move along, gotta move along Gotta move along, gotta move along Things ‘round here they ain’t so great Downright bad, they suck Packing up my walking shoes Got some snacks, got some gum
8.
All your life you’ve told your lies All your half-truths and alibis Nothing has ever stood in your way It was your way or the highway You never had no empathy It was always me, me, me You burned on through sacred ground Till there was no one around And when it comes down And it will come down It’ll rain down on you like a bitch And you will scream And you will shout They hunted you down like a witch You’re gonna get what you got coming All your life you’ve had your schemes All your various ways and means You lived without any consequence You’re tremendous, yeah you’re immense No one ever got to put you down Shove your face down in the ground But one day karma is gonna find you And we will watch as it unwinds you All your life you’ve got a pass Nothing’s ever bit you on the ass The BS blows through you like a gust While your empire, your empire turns to dust But your time is drawing nigh Your enemies will swat you like a fly And you and yours will be swept away In your very own judgment day
9.
They are driving in their SUV They are driving way ahead of me They are headed down to Disneyland They speak in a tongue I don't understand It's a life A life I will never know It's a place A place I will never go A life I will never know They play videos and toss their chicken bones They look at themselves on their smart phones They got peace sewn signs on their jeans Don't even know what it means I wish just this once I could along for the ride I wish just this once I was by your side They live their lives in the land of the free They don't see what they do as mediocrity They are confident in their worth They are like most people on this earth
10.
A mystery surrounds me Like none I've ever known And I don't know the meaning As it spins 'round like a cyclone I have spent whole my life searching Trying to figure out just why I'm here But try as I may and try as I might I don't think I've ever come near Still you tell me All will be revealed Still you tell me All of my wounds will be healed The dark side has taken over No light will get in here The bad guys they rule the kingdom And they rule it without fear Gotta to know just why they do it Do they get off on their own hate Would they do it Would they do it any other way Or is it down to fate
11.
Sufferin' 03:54
We seen a lot of hard times On that we can all agree We done a lot of terrible stuff It's all through our history Nothing much changes When it comes to causing pain So why we do we always do it Is it that down deep we're insane We're sufferin', sufferin' Sufferin' you and me We suffer together We're sufferin' can't you see We stage our stupid battles For all the good that they do We kill a million people And somehow we ain't through We come home to our families But nothing's ever the same And when we ask who's responsible It's never us who's to blame We wreck our sad little planet From sea to polluted sea We stack up all our cans and boxes And we leave 'em for posterity We say that we mean well But you know about good intent So let's get together and sing this sad lament
12.
Here it comes, blowin' smoke Straight to your town Full of piss, full of steam Gonna run you down Black as hell, big as shit Scary as a beast Never stops, juggernaut This movable feast Shake that chain it's the history train Going down, going down, down Like a hurricane, the history train Going down, going down, down Thunder crack, lightning bolt Makes a big ol' noise Mothers weep, soldiers march Coming in convoys Rappers shout, rabies scream All gone in a wink Pots and pans, arms and legs The whole kitchen sink You can close all your curtains And silence your clocks But outside your window it circles like a hawk Here it comes. It is coming to you Here it comes and there's nothing you can do Angry words in an angry time What will we remember, what will we forget When the story is written just how will it look Will it be a future of regret

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released May 5, 2025

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