Holiday plans

Geez, its already December, and holidays are like 2 weeks over. Nothing much that I accomplished except planning for a lil of this and that. Other than that, been getting myself tiny jobs -  just a week ago, been helping mum with some stuff for a small dinner for PKR party, prepared buffet style, and it was like a warzone out there...worked around 6 hours doing small miscelleneous stuff and earned myself rm50, not a bad deal.

I was actually concerned about my best friend. Well, sort of to say he was missing for the past 2 weeks, and I failed to contact him. Just found out that he came back so I'd be having supper with him and the gang tomorow, any1 wanna join? I can drive *wink*~~

Talking about my driving skills, hmm...seems rarely anyone I know trusts me enough.

Holiday plans :
1) Get my bike fixed - planned to do it since October but never got it done.
2) Read some books - I'll get to the textbook, SOON.
3) Get some cash - I am working, just too lazy to find a constant one.
4) Get ready for next semester - I'll work on it, when next semester is near.

Short post should end here, photos uploaded later, and this was random, for U...yes U...

Dedicated to Qki

Nah, dedicate back to you~ Since this jie jie always like to write about people, I oso return back the favor. 

Since u always say sharing is caring. Okay, have to let other people know some basic info 1st. This girl guy friend of mine is Qki Tan Mei Chi a.k.a  Wormie/worm/perasan queen. She is 17 18 years old. She likes.... pictures, photos, herself and....pictures of herself. Although there are of course other instances where she will drool at the TV showing her korean drama. She has a hubby called Kenneth William Augustin that she always like to kacau in college. Wait, she likes to kacau everyone for that matter. She will automatically turn her leng-zai-sensor on whenever she walks around in college, this is always supported by her almost-100%-glued-to-each-other bestie - Neoh Kar Vern. Of course beside looking and spotting lengzais, they also like to realize how blur xin lei is while she does/say something crazy. She also spends most of her time looking at her phone (No, not sms, she looks at the back) and taking pictures of herself. Yes, a serious case of narcissm. Even more serious than mine. Yeah, quite a short post dedicated to her since she's done I think around 2 for me.

P.S : Qki, enjoy :) and TBH, I like ur long hair better~~

Sick

Sick for a few days now, and since im not too tired and a lil bored, I decided to just do a small post.
About how I got sick? I really don't know. Maybe it was because of the intense chicken wings and steamboat session with my college mates, or maybe it was just because my aunt passed her disease.
Well, I still had a hell of a time. No. Really. It was Hell. Let me explain.
I had :
Cough : which was literally making me feel like I was getting my lungs inside out
Flu : the constant dripping of mucus made me feel like a drug addict
Sore Throat : throat was so dry that i rarely spoke
Vomitting : made me ask for 100plus instead *wink*
Body Ache : felt like I just got down from the boxing ring
Dizzyness : yup, i was sure he hit my head too
Headache : and banged my head onto the wall
Weakness : Geez, Duracells wear off fast. Gotta replace them with Energizers
Fever : By far the worst, nearly hit 40 C, couldnt even sweat, yup, felt like Hell

Well, I'm getting better, hopefully good enough for me to be able to get myself to college.

Me

Sometime ago, a friend told me : Everyone has at least one thing better than you.
I started thinking, really?
Well, I found out, maybe its true.
Some friends are richer than I am, some are more talented, some just has that sense of humour that i dont, some have very good skills, some have very good temper,some have lots of friends, some are just smarter and some are just fitter.

Now I realize, that was the motivation for me to strive to be better, I realized that I must at least try to be better in ways I can control. Therefore, I started to try improve myself. I wasn't the study-then-computer type of person anymore. I started to work out, build a better stamina, go for more sports. I started to focus on my study aims, make sure that I will be the best among my friends. I make sure that I always spare time for friends, help them when they are in need, cause old friends are gold. I also try hard to make new friends and meet more people. I start learning how to control my temper and just accept everything the way it is, I have become happier in some instance. I try to learn new skills so that at least I have something to land on if I fall in the future. I do my best so that at least I will have one thing that I can be proud of when I'm with others, no matter its because I have more friends, a better temper, a better job, a stronger body or just smarter than they are.

But now I've found out, its really not so easy to maintain such many good things in you. I start slacking in college now, dont know whether its because of the environment or the subjects, but I know at least I can have fun with my friends. I stop going for workouts, not sure whether its because of time constraints, or just because im pure lazy. I continue to make friends, but with less enthusiasm, maybe I think that I have enough and is already satisfied with the friends I have now.I've not realized that I started to get tired, started to remain at my current position, started to relax.

Now I realized, theres nothing much to motivate me anymore, I tried but it really seems so hard to get that A+ I always wanted, I tried but it seems so tiring for me to go for a work out, I tried but it seems so hard to make people smile. I tried, but it was all in vain.

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to me~
Happy Birthday to me~~
Happy Birthday to meee~
Happy Birthday to me~~~~~~

Yay I'm officially 18 but I want to wish myself on the last minute and last second of my birthday!

Odd

Feeling odd....
I don't know why, but there was an odd feeling about today's celebration.
I still like to thank those involved for giving me a nice celebration.

I just feel odd nowadays.
No enthusiasm, no emotions, just plain lifeless.
Play game? No mood
Study? Too lazy
Exercise? Nobody accompany me
Going to college becomes a matter that doesn't matter anymore.
I just hope AS can go through fine.
As for my 18th birthday's wishes,
1) Get A+ for all my AS subjects
2) Continue and get A+ for A2 subjects too
3) Everyone is happy and healthy
4) Reserve for self :)

Sigh, hopefully someone livens up my day.

Law paper 1 is over

So now I'm moving to paper 2.

Feeling so proud of myself cause I sucessfully predicted the correct chapters~~ Wonder what will happen to the few of my friends that benefited if I decided to be selfish and didn't tell them? Anyways I'm not the kind of person, no matter what happens, if you treat me properly, you can be sure of something in return. To me, nobody gets a free meal for nothing, and being accompanied by a beautiful girl is something. Qki dun zi lian pls.


Hoping for the best in my upcoming examination, RM180 per subject is really a pain in the ass, better score for it before I regret.

可惜

昨天， 有两样很可惜的事情发生了 ：
一）一位年轻有为的少女就这样去世了。我对她了解不多，不过那么年轻去世，也很可惜吧。她这样去世，令我想起两年前的九月，我祖母也是在早上是发现她中风， 然后躺了三天医院就去了，还很记得是在星期五进院，当时的我真的是不知所措，过后的丧礼，更是伤心。不过，这都过去了，希望死者家属可以节哀顺变吧。
二）为了分数，把同学本来因为老师算错拿到的 A， 降去 B。可惜，我不想的，对不起。有时会觉得自己非常自私。只能讲一句，人不为己，天诛地灭。


今天心血来潮，也有点感触，所以用了华语。

Holiday Exams...

Having holidays and exams at the same time.
Actually, it really doesn't matter to me.
Most of the time is holiday for me, but somehow I really can't stop worrying about it.
Worst problem is that I got sick, such a spoiler, most likely was because of the oven-hot Domino pizzas.
Oh well, too bad I can't sue them.
This time, exam is rather depressing.
GP was phail with a big F...
I didn't have enough time to finish law paper1, and paper 2 was killing me.
Accounts was the best, piece of cake.
No feeling towards Econs, nothing too hard, nothing too easy.
I really start thinking whether Law is the thing for me.
Its really getting me working really hard, and its really tough.
Both subjects are very interesting to me, but I'd always prefer to take accounts exam.
Well, I still have another 9 months to think about it.
I'll decide to leave it aside right now.
Focus on AS, keep my scholarship, enjoy life.

Today was a fun day...

Woots, another 18 year old in the class, and thats :

Our 1 and only, Perasan Queen!

Arrived early today, around 6.50a.m (guess what time I left house LOL), then saw her going to canteen 2 so I followed, then we had class at block K, Aaron was late, so this happened,

So cute, purposely sit together~~ only Qki realized

Then we went to Melati Utama's McDonalds, took some pics :

Danny with his gay look~~

Perasan Queen at it again!

Photos, photos and photos...

Then, it was my time to leave to get the cake, it was from wangsa walk secret recipe, look at it :

Well, the words were work of Sue Jenn and Lam

Pfff, and Lam was giving a "it-was-total-mental-suffering-to-sit-Gabriel's-car" look to everyone.

Anyways, today's event was fun, and I also learnt a lesson, so great that I'll express it differently.

但少了一人，
针灸没有火，
现在王灭了,

一撇多一捺，

不用双目想。

For those that can't read, too bad, but I really doubt anybody would find out anyways.

Cheers to Qki and Happy Birthday once more.

Comics

Time to let the comics do the work.

Just don't know why...

Just wondering why?
Realized many of my classmates arent really the sporty type, most of them rather go to some place and hang out, well actually I don't really mind but its not really my thing. I'd prefer something like having exercise together, chat while we sweat, laugh at some funny actions.

Thats what I prefer to do in life, but hey, life aint always the way we want it...

Been Awhile...

Has really been awhile...

Awhile since I last blogged
Awhile since I had my license
Awhile since I started college
Awhile since I met my old friends
Awhile since I went out with my best buddies
Awhile since I was satisfied
Awhile since I had holidays
Awhile since I had exams
Awhile since I touched maths
Awhile since I rode my bike

Life changed, never been the same,

New faces
New subjects
New challenges
New dilemmas
New favourites
New past-times
New experiences
New habits
New car
New life

Really wanted time to stop somewhere when I was having fun, but how often would that happen?

Feelings

Sad- Holidays ending
Anxious- College starting
Worried- Exams coming
Tired- So many things to do
Lazy- Dont wanna do anything
Angry- At myself
Annoyed- of procrastination
Lost- Objectiveless



Sigh....

Finally got Streamyx...

After around 1 week, I finally got online, yay...
Streamyx messing up the connection badly, mus take note to scold them the next time they cause problems.

Another week gone

Another week wasted, nothing much done this week. I really feel like I'm wasting all my time doing nothing, but I sometimes do wonder, how do I pass time when I'm doing nothing? Maybe I just did them without knowing that I did them. Lifeless eh? I prefer to say that I'm taking my own sweet time and giving myself some time-out. On the other hand, how much time-outs do I really need? That question, is one that will only be answered in time. Next week is time for exams, and my scholarship is at stake now. Must work hard for good grades.

A little summary for each day :
Monday : Totally screwed my event. Got my driving license (finally).
Tuesday : Went to celebrate Luke Tan's birthday, and Wei Yang go bang my dad car.
Wednesday : Drove 1st time with my new license. And sucked at it.
Thursday : Another day wasted. Got my scholarship offer letter from TARC.
Friday : Meet Yee Kang, love his hairstyle. Saw nia Jian and Kar Wai and played squash with them.
Saturday : Spent some time watching Ip-man 2, went to Ampang and had my haircut.
Sunday : Booked a new Myvi for myself. Still need to wait long time for it.

Some Photos :

Monday opening ceremony, which I conveniently screwed up.

Mr Ho drawing on Kenneth's hand.

Look at his sicko-ness.

Caught him in the act of running away.

Luke blowing candle (the rekindling type)

Finally cutting it after extinguishing all candles.

Now she got a taste of her own medicine.

On the way to TARC, must be a fire.

Saturday's scene, took it before going in to watch Ip-man 2.

Before haircut, the stylist right behind me.

After, he did quite a good job.

Well, thats all for now, will try to get more next time.  ^.^ Wish me luck for exams!

Things going Smooth~~

Plenty things went smooth this week.

Except this, I dun understand why it went upside down, but who cares~~

Finally finished my last piece, now moving on to something new.

1 big gang at Sedap

The other side~~

Whole gang, only 1 was looking at me...

YC & YL

Cheau Li

A car that rolled down the hill later on...

Me & Ahilan

Car plate number, 5090. Buy 4d.

Night view of KLCC

OK, so the pictures let you in on some of the things that I have managed to achieve these few days. Happiest of all is to pass my driving test, was longing for this as it spelled FREEDOM for me. At least I dont have to be dependant on others to fetch me around. Getting the license a few days later, just can't wait. Might just go around fetching people for fun. The exam was very scary thou, nearly failed my 3-point turn. All went well for me, not for Ahilan thou. The car plate number is 5090, must buy 4D (reminding self).

1 day before that, I went out with a big bunch of friends, there were 8 of us and we took 2 tables at Sedap. It was very fun, with Wei Yang scarily driving his dad's Pajero. Made a lot of noise there, and almost missed payment. I wonder whether they would know if we walked away. Haha, anyway was fun and should keep doing this often.

Today, I just managed to finish my last piece for the level, typically, I've finished the course already, but there are more to come so I'll just take my time deciding. Anyway, there was rehearsals for next Monday's function, hopefully it will go well on the day.

Since everything so smooth, I'll just put some scenery pics that I took for everyone to enjoy : 

Pictures for viewing

Me & Haikal(He passed!)

Me & Yue Chuen

Me & Stephy

The driving institute.

During Cheng Ming

My grandparents

Luke Tan's baby

Ain't that a happy family?

Ian sleeping

Ouch.

My dinner on the 31st

Thats all for now, will update more later.

Sigh

2 weeks I haven't updated, for a good reason, exam was starting, even driving, which I conviniently failed. Everything was a little haywire these 2 weeks, I haven't been myself lately. Nothing else to say. Moving on.

SPM results

Partly disappointing, partly surprising.

SPM result.

Feeling tired, another big day tomorrow, better sleep early.

Nervousness

SPM results are to be released on the 11th of March, 3 more days, to judgement day. Many may think that I will not be pushed by this, but actually I am quite nervous and worried about it. I keep thinking, what if I didn't get what I wanted, that would really be a downfall for me. I really would be lost if that had happened, no doubt dissapointing many along the way, which is the last thing I would wish for.

Besides being nervous, I really have to apologise to a certain person for a certain thing I have done that I shouldn't have done. I need a release to it. Normally, I tend to keep a lot of things on my mind, even minor ones.

Had to rush to finish my promo clip for SWC today. It was a havoc, couldn't work on it at home, had to get people to get me thier laptop to finish the work. Tough job, had to sneak to finish it in class. Finally finished the clip halfway through break, and the worse part was that I forgot the music ws used during Jan orientation, thsu everybody was asking me to change the song. Well, more work for me then.

Had my haircut 2 days ago, it was quite cool. Some realised and told me, others just kept quiet. I felt quite happy on people commenting on me, whether good or bad. It give me the chance to improve, rather than not letting me know and I would be misrouted or misled. Sometimes I keep thinking why do people have to act that way, can't they just express what they want? To me, maybe it will take away all the fun factor, but all in all, I prefer people to make it clear. Ironic, I know, but nevertheless true.

Some interesting pictures that I took :

 

Mr Ho looking like spiderman~~

 

Before haircut..

 

After haircut..

Nice name

(for those who cant read chinese : the chiese name literally means Silly Mountain)