i miss my dad so much!

hope the surgery goes well...amin...

i should be there...(-_-')

hopefully able to go back tomorrow~

p/s: its 2012 di...happy new year...

Recap: birthday girl di ambang final exam...

16/12/2011

bangun awal giler...sebab tido awal giler...dapat qiam...and tetiba nangis after solat, after baca birthday card from my bff~ alhamdulillah da hidup 22 tahun...*syukur & muhasabah*...hmm....mmm...mmm...tak taw apa yang sedeh sangat...sampai subuh...mood da ok ckit...pagi2 blur...baru terkial2 nak baca msg...thanks for all the wishes~ ^__^ jawab exam cam nak tak nak je...aii...mane pergi semangat aku nie...-_- balik rumah, semangat teros! haha....\(^__^)/

17/12/2011

seawal 7pagi da teman ayah hantar adik pegi bangi...*apetah, orang nak lepak ngan die...die gi kem pulak da*...ayah bebel pegi balik...la...kata dulu ape pon ok...ni marah la pulak amik hosp seremban...kata beliau...tiada siapa mahu menjaga aku disana~ tetiba die suruh kawen...*what the fish!*....yah...anak ayah ni, bf pon takde...(-__-')

18/12/2011

sakit....sakit sangat...sampai nangis...ni kira pain score 10/10...siap call kaklong kot...kronik...mintak2 la nak dekat2 final ni, takde la macam ni lagi...malam...lepak depan tv dengan mak ayah layan merlin~

19/12/2011

start psychiatric posting...wah..pagi2 patient di ward berkaroke...mereka kelihata gembira...semangat final exam dah kembali...dapat clerk pancreatic tumor post-whipples...auntie itu sangat baik...2 ketol ayam kfc, sebiji burger dan sepotong kek...ye...memang happy...*terharu*...kamu semua...terima kasih...susah2 je~ (Q__Q)

20/12/2011

kesemangatan bersambung...dapat examine and discuss neck swelling bersama2 groupmates...anterior neck swelling globular, 10x5cm, extend from right to left, erythematous, ade punctum, warm, tender, smooth, firm, well defined margin, fluctuant, slip sign -ve, not transiluminate...pdx: neck abscess~ pergi pula antenatal ward...palpate sana sini...(T__T) malam pula past year obs...

today

dapat discuss ortho sikit...take brief history from patient dan dapat examine diabetic foot ulcer, proximal tibia swelling-osteosarcoma...petang pulak dah pening dengan term2 psychy...alahai~

p/s: hm...tido tak berapa lena...mood tak berapa gembira...kadang2 palpitation, sob...hm...

hmm...kenapa hari ni serba tak kena?

semalam, punyelah hebat prepare video untuk present ...tengok2 ade orang carik pasal, so prof teros cancel video presentation class arini...*hadooooiiiiiiiiiiii*

kat ward takde patient sangat arini...but managed to clerk one patient for wardround tomorrow...morbid obesity je pon~ admitted for bariatric surgery...malas2 je clerk tadi...siap ngantok, menguap2 depan patient....*Zzzzzzz...*

patient: 'akak penah masok exam 2x'

ms: 'hah?????'

patient: 'berpeloh2 student tu depan pensyarah!'

-teeeetttttttt-.....obesity masuk exam??? ...ingatkan child obesity je...kalau yang macam ini...adoi, camne nak survive ni.....*alahai...*

malam ni...alhamdulillah dapat dengar ceramah jap...but English + Arab = Pening! tetapi dapat la input sikit~ then sedang syok buat case summary sambil dengar b2st, tibe2 ade dr. msg marah2...*Allah ai...* amenda ni sume??? tak pasal2 kena marah....apekah? bila call balik, tak jawab...abes la esok...

p/s: cuakzzness overload...hmm...*sigh*

Lightless is a bad sign..urgh...

the baby is so tiny and sick...
how i'm gonna to examine him? haish~
the other kid...the boy is crying...
it's painful...when the nurse put in NG tube
his mother looked depress
while putting back the child to sleep
how i'm gonna clerk the case? haish~

p/s: my dreams...it seems like...i'm not gonna be a paediatrician...(-_-')

buncit seketika sahaja tidak mengapa

baru balik dinner kat seoul garden~ sambut birthday group member yang dah tua tuh...*natasha* wah...kenyang tak ingat...macam 20 weeks POG daa...haha...(^_^) harga leh tahan gak...ala...sekali sekala mahal, tidak mengapalah...dan sekali sekala buncit, tidak mengapalah...(-_-')

sekarang ni takde posting ape2...research under spm; 3 weeks...and three words: 'i hate spm'...but, i try my best to do the interview and report...uh~ mane boleh melepaskan batuk di tangga...hope can get along with the new omhs members~

tak sabar nak masuk paeds posting...erm...seriously time's running very very very fast...sekarang sudah hampir di pertengahan bulan enam...ye, bulan Jun 2011...

p/s: breath in...breath out~

urghhhh! cadbury!

even this advertisment cant make me laugh anymore...

[huhu]...~worried~

tomorrow...i will go to UM at 6.30 am...

hm..while waiting for tomorrow

lets watch 'lord of the rings'..[@_@]