Debaran 'kami sedia membantu' @__@

Alhamdulillah..ditempatkan di Melaka...^__^...'kami sedia membantu'- motto kementerian kesihatan malaysia (KKM)...InsyAllah...saya akan buat yang terbaik...harap2 dapat habeskan housemanship selama 2 tahun ini dengan lancar dan cemerlang...i will try my best to serve people...this is just the beginning...hopefully my dream to be a peadiatrician become true...^__^..InsyAllah (dengan izin Allah)~

After almost 3 hours...wahhhh...ini sahaja barang2ku...ok...nak gerak gi melaka dah ni...tata...doakan saya disana...

p/s: bersedia mental dan fizikal...@__@

Happy Birthday, Mom!!!

*16062012*

happy birthday -51, emak sayang!!!!! ~___~ semoga emak sentiasa diberikan kesihatan yang baik dan hidup dalam keberkatan dan rahmat Allah...sayang emak! muaaahhhh2! you are one of the best creation in the world...hehe...*skema*

it took me three days to complete this!!! yeeeehaaaaa~ 100 roses...here you are! a simple card from me, made by my beautiful fingers one by one,k...haha...^___^...is that all? nooooooo! nah~ special choc muffins!!! gigih buat di dapor tadi dengan bantuan emak! yea!

*yummy...yummy!!!*

then, tadi whole family having dinner at azeezah steak house in taman keramat~ mr.farid belanja black pepper lamb chop...wah....makan sakan besday mom ini!!! haha...again...happy birthday, mom!!! ^__^

*sedappppp!*

p/s: tak taw nak bagi ape father's day...huhu...T__T

Friends Outing: Kelantan & Terengganu (Perhentian Island)

last 2weeks, i went out for one week vacation with some of my close friends...^__^

Day1&2: travel to Kerteh by bus...spend 1D1N in ecah's home...breakfast nasi dagang!!! *nyum3* jalan2  & makan2 di kerteh and dungun...*takda masa nak gi kuala terengganu...T_T* stop at rumah kawan2 (intan & thalisa) area dungun...gi pantai kemasik & sebagainya~ kropok lekor and ice jagung kat sini popular cam aaron aziz! ^__^...next day >>> kuala besut jetty by car...*ahaha..masing2 bangun lambat...around 4am baru gerak*

Day 3: at jetty 7.30am...ayah ecah belanja kami nasi lemak...*yuhuuu!* gather ramai2..total 16 peoples kowt~ after masing2 tepek sunblock in 50cent toilet, bot pon datang~ 10.30 arrived at Perhentian Island (kecil)!!! SubhanAllah...yup! sangat cantek!!! ^__^ but becoz of the budget, we decided to live at fisherman village (kampong nelayan) next to their primary school...after lunch >>> taman laut @ perhentian besar~ again sunblock and masing2 gigih snorkeling dan bermandi laut~ malam...hm...lepak2 at the beach staring at the billion shining stars...waaaaa...guess what? i barely saw 2 shooting stars! its meteor! (0_0) *wish2*

*best2!*

Day 4: snorkelling again @ turtle bay, shark point etc...i'm struggling...its 10metres in depth...wah...memang terkapai2 di lautan~ wahahaha...:D nampak cute turtles, beautiful coral! and naseb tak baik...(really?) tak jumpe shark pon...(-__-) heeeee...afternoon-jungle tracking from the village till long beach...bermain sand castle sampai petang~ malam- BBQ!!! \(^__^)/

*coral view @ perhentian besar*

Day 5: last day...mereka snorkel lagi...dan gi kincir angin...but 4 of us saja2 pegi perhentian besar>>> coral view island resort buat sun bathing activities ;p...wahhh...lembut pasir nye...jalan2 &lari2 bermain frisbee, volleyball, layang2...luckily ada pokcik tolong buat teraju tiga...^__^...at 4pm gerak balik ke jeti kuala besut... jalan2 area besut...shopping2 ($__$) few t-shirts, keychain, lekoq for family~ 8pm move to kota bharu...10.30pm sampai daa di rumah cik natasha...*beliau  tak dapat join ke pulau..huhu* wah...she prepared steambot for us...*wink2 (^__0) sayang kau!*

*pasar siti khatijah*

Day 6: next day, jalan2 lagi..hehe...pasar siti khadijah & rantau panjang...lunch at restoran nasi ulam at kg.kraftangan...*sedap sangat..lagi2 kalau orang belanja! haha... ;p* shopping sakan but two hours was not enuf for me... lalala..^__^ ...sambil menikmati special cendol there *mak tasha belanja lagi!*...dinner at home: fried meehon...then packing nak balik key-eLL *sob2 (-_-)* bas pon datang...9.50pm from KB, reach key-eLL at 6am on the next day~

Day 7: konon2 jet lag...friday morning zzzZZzzz~

p/s: bila la nak gi tambun nie...*burn...haha..;p*

makan, makan dan makan...

majlis makan malam graduan MBBS 2012 (^__^) at hotel armada PJ...tetapi tak se-delicious last mpis~ neeway, sume orang sibuk amik gambar...tak heran daa food hotel ni...haha ;p

*last moment with group 10*

*best friend ever*

*medicomaniac*

*with dean of faculty of medicine, Prof Adeeba*

(@__@) she was my examiner during short case exam *fiuhhhh...rheumatoid patient*

next day, Oiso korean traditional cuisine &cafe..*nyum3!* masing2 da merapu hujah korea kat sini...haha...kamsahamida la, geumasimida la...(~__~), overall, food kat sini agak manis, yang spicy pon, mereka kata tak pedas langsung...huhu

*yang kiri mood lapar*

*itadakimasu....? hehe*

*korean chicken stew...!!!*

next stop...iceroom!!!!! main menu is ice-cream!!! (^__^) sedap!!!!! sapa yang ngilu gigi kalau makan benda sejuk, tidak digalakkan ke sini...kekeke...

*orang belanja haruslah order yang best!*

*mango pamelo snow ice*

*blueberry snow ice*

*fish fillet with thousand island sauce...menu glamour ^__^*

*ada orang tu kata nak diet...tapi makan deep fried durian tempura...hehe*

lalala....kenyang perut, suka hati...huhu..sampai bila nak memanjakan perut ni...ahhh...biarkan! baru holiday 2 weeks je....lalala~ (^__^)

p/s: tetiba teringat abc coklat kat shah alam tu~  (^__^)

Praise to Allah...

selama 5 tahun ni...

macam2 yang berlaku...

macam2 aku belajar...

macam2 aku tempuhi...

memang banyak pengalaman...

banyak cabaran & dugaannya...

tapi Alhamdulillah...

Allah tabahkan hati ini...

Allah sabarkan hati ini...

Alhamdulillah...Thanks to Allah...

mak ayah dengan doa2nya...

terimakasih banyak2...

janji angah pada mak ayah...

alhamdulillah dipermudahkan...

sayang mak ayah!!!!! ^__^

kawan2 esp medicomaniacs...

dan semua yang share susah &senang...

terimakasih kamu semua...

sayang korang...

Alhamdulillah dapat grad sama2! ^__^ 

kawan2 yang xpass...

mungkin ada hikmahnya...

jangan lupa, korang ada Allah...

mintalah padaNya...InsyaAllah~

aku akan belajar...selagi mana yang ku mampu...InsyaAllah~

mohon diberkati perjalanan yang seterusnya...Amiin~

p/s: ^_______________________^

ini kenangan indah~

*Pantai Kelanang 170411*

macam tak percaya je...tinggal kurang sebulan je lagi dapat bersama dengan kawan2~ masa sangat laju...harap persahabatan ini berkekalan... all the best for the coming final exam~

p/s: *good memories...*

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful...

" Ya Allah, aku berlindung pada-Mu dari rasa sedih dan gelisah; dan aku berlindung pada-Mu dari sikap pengecut dan bakhil; dan aku berlindung pada-Mu dari cengkaman hutang dan penindasan orang."

p/s: panics and cuakz overload...hm...

the end of psychiatric posting...:)

last oncall...harap2 tiada lagi new admission esok pagi...*penat* best...best...best! psychiatry /psychological medicine best! all patients have their own stories! ^__^ dramatic, tragic, manic..!

kalau berjaya pujuk patient amik darah apabila orang laen tidak berjaya...itu adalah kejayaan yang besar~ *harharharrr...:D pujuk je?* ofcoz la amik darah itu berjaya juga~...schizo kot...tak berani cucok 2x...*ngeri2*

apabila melayan kerenah patient2 psy, sangat la terhibur...^__^...hilang stress...patient cakap, gelak sorang2...nenek nangis2...badang mengamok...patient meludah...patient desperate...patient karok...*gelak3!*

scene1: schizo...tengah buat mse...tetiba patient senyap...ms:' cik...ok ke?' patient: ' saya rasa saya nampak hantu' ms: 'hah??? mane? mane? *cuak*' patient: 'itu...dia kaler hitam..pegang pistol...' ms: *hantu moden*

scene2: depression...dia smoking, amik margarita, multiple sleeping partners...ms: 'mintak maaf tanya...tapi agama cik masih Islam ke?'...patient: 'well...its just by name, i'm muslim...but i didnt pray, didnt fast...i didnt do all that...it doesnt make a different...lagipun..bukan semua muslim itu baik...' ms: *terkilan*

scene3: manic...'dokter, saya nak pinjam handpon boleh? ade handpon x? handpon ade? saya nak call orang..tanya pasal account saya..da masuk duit ke belom..dokter, money is everything u know...kalau keluar makan, kena ade money..nak laki pon kena ade money..money is everything taw...bla3~ @__@

tapi...jeng..jeng..jeng! saya tak suka psy...sebab tak banyak clinical thingy~ *hoho...poyo* pastu kalau clerk, satu jam pon tak habes...*kepochi* kadang2 rasa borink...bila borink, tak banyak baca...bila tak baca, hah...jadilah macam eop exam hari tu...! terkial dan terpinga2 nak jawab...*sighh~* 

long case dapat MDD? ms: 'auntie masuk sebab ape?' patient: 'saya rasa bila makan cepat kenyang la...'...ms: *early satiety???* patient: 'last time rasa macam ni juga, kena ect' ms: *blurrr*

kesimpulannya, saya tak suka psychiatry but i really happy and enjoyed during the posting~ hope tak dapat la patient psy exam nanti...@_@ tapi orang2 kata kalau dapat...senang pass~ *wallahualam*

p/s: study weeks begin...(-_-')

LabiLe Mood

depressed-happy-annoyed-cried

it's hard...but...

i'm trying my best...

p/s:  (-_-) *forced smile*

kadang2 ini berlaku...

orang buat baik, dibalas dengan kebaikan

tapi kalau kau buat jahat, kadang2 aku perlu balas dengan kejahatan...

p/s: don't treat others the way you don't want to be treated...adios~

i miss my dad so much!

hope the surgery goes well...amin...

i should be there...(-_-')

hopefully able to go back tomorrow~

p/s: its 2012 di...happy new year...