Today wasn't mucchhh I was distressed most of the time or just disappointed. I finally gave up and thought maybe Mars should do spread awareness, she's helping me in one way anyway.
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As always I wasn't able to ged rid of my possesive/jealousy stuff uuhhhnmmmmhhmm heh .. idk I gen have no idea how im supposed to express myself I just let ym emotions bubble and then suddenly let them go and it goes chaotic I don't know how to contain myself ffuccckckkckc.
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it's also sad seeing people get uncomfortable by me considering I grew up in a problematic places... rather keep it to myself few people already knows what happened.

got attacked(?) by Mars because I was about to crown their friend,not that hard to say that theyre just uncomfortable... (full photos to prove not edited <3) oh also this
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Today I told my queerplatonic partner for a break up,and said that I don't wanna be platonic anymore!! haha ily baby @unpleasant-like
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I feel like nothing went wrong with today,wish I can repeat this. but I believe everything will be fine!! everything needs time amirite? im still going to therapy!! ^ω^
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I did a face reveal!! here ↓

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I got attacked today.
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I made rocket (P!) today!! I abd so much fun designing him even if I got the colour palette from a cheap Google site. he's just a baby.
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im getting tired. diaries will be short.😿

wip,will update tmrw.