a day before new year..

hey.. lagi bape jam je nak masuk tahun baru.. hehehe.. excited? of coz!

ari tu ajak daud konon² nk sambut new year.. die tak bleh.. ajak mart.. die keje.. ALASAN! hahahaha! ala.. yer la.. nak mulakan tahun baru terpaksa tgk muke aku.. cam ape plak kan? tak menarik.. huhuu.. im so just kidding ok korg²! so malam ni.. aku either lepak umah ila or lepak umah aku sambil tutup telinga takmo dgr fireworks.. huhuhu.. tahape2 je..

last 364 days been so much to me.. ade ok ade tak ok.. nak aku list ke? cam poyo plak kan? so.. korg tgk archieve blog aku suda.. menceritakan ttg semua mende yg terjadi di thn 2008 ini..

tp yg plg aku suke about 2008 ialah.. aku dpt keje baru.. n keje idaman la boleh dikatekan.. pastu.. aku dpt jugak beli kereta.. hoho.. beli kereta tu aku bajet jd azam thn 2010.. terawal plak.. syukur².. pastu baby Aiddil lahir! i love u memememah!!

pastu yg aku ske lagi.. aku get to know some new frenz yg mmg cool.. haha.. understanding n sgt gila².. and pastu aku n other old frenz semakin close.. n semakin best!

this year also is a year where most of my best buddy menamatkan zaman bujeng treng teng teng.. hehe.. tunang ke kawen ke... closest buddy baru tunang² la.. next year plak aku kompom byk makan nasik minyak free.. eeheheh..

im so happy la..

unfortunately.. dalam happy² ade yg sedih.. Amran kembali ke rahmatullah.. thats the most touching moment la.. nangis non stop.. depressed sampai skrg kot.. he's been a good fren of mine.. and i will miss him for a long long long long long long time..

tah la.. tu je la kot yg plg sedih bg aku.. bar none..





owh ade lagi.. pasal ael.. hurm.. no comment beb..


owh owh.. kete aku kene pecah.. damn! pastu? kembali pada yg happy la.. i dpt 300 bearbrick!!! haha.. tak abes²? tah la.. hujung² thn 2008 aku sgt happy :) takpe.. we'll try to make 2009 a better year okay!






p/s : lagi 14 days.. then my life will be much² happier!

p/s : i love u all with all my heart my frens!


bye 2008..

leya?

tak sangka.. barang yg aku ingat jatuh dr atas times square rerupenye org.. uiyoo.. pelik betol aku tgk nape ramai sgt org pandang ke bawah.. ade org jatuh.. yikes!!

aku lupe nk mention something important pasal semalam aaa..


aku berjaya buat seorg lelaki menitiskan air mata.. hahahaha!!


amik.. i betol2 blog okay! nak i letak gamba u lap air mata ke? nak ke? nak ke? ahahha.. tp mmg sgt lawak la.. aiseh.. rindu la kat kamu encik abg besar!

nak upload gamba bearbrick 300 (grr..) tp.. masih tak kesampaian.. dalam ertikata lain.. malas nak mampos..

hurm..


aku rase lega! setelah bercerita a to z to sue.. aku rase.. relieved! i know i can count on her.. she gave me bright ideas.. she's the most genius person in my life now.. boo boo to jimmy neutron.. boo.. piang! (bunyik jimbo kene tendang) piang? ek ele.. bunyik cam nyamuk rempit je..

aku rase aku kene stop.. esok nk jumpe big bos.. td tak jumpe lagi sebab i malu2 cipan.. dlm erti kata lain.. keje tak setel lagi.. woho! so pospon esok la..

hurm..

tadi mengusha kasut converse.. huhu.. i like! nnt nk gi try n test..

mane satu? ikutkan hati.. nak dua2.. hehe..

p/s : another 15 days to go.. dem!

outer glowing.. inner glooming..

hoho..

td kuar henjoy2 ngan big bro :) sangat menarik okay! haha.. i like! leh wat lagi yer.. pegi times square utk tgk cite 'bedtime stories' hurm.. dalam 10 bintang.. i bg 6.5 je.. sikit? bukan ke tu cite adam sandler? huhu.. sebab adam tak se'adam' yg boleh.. tak kelakar cam die dlm cite '50 first dates' which aku sgt terbahak2 okay!

pastu konon2 nak melahap Big Mac.. tp hampa.. so lepak la kat food court.. makan2 n borak2.. kene tuduh nk korek rahsia.. huhuhu.. kijam kamu big bro!! pastu makan eskrem plak.. gile byk makan? blom kire makanan yg konon2 nak dimakan tu.. haiyoh.. by the way.. thanx for the 300 bearbrick! i love it!!

pastu balik sebelum malam.. tetibe terpikir plak.. esok keje.. aiyaiyai!

esok mulalah balik realiti kehidupan.. kerja kerja.. nk jumpe big bos lagi.. setelkan masalah yg aku harap akan setel.. tolong lah setel wohoi!! tak larat dah asik nk kene repeat the correction! cam nk give up plak saye! requirement in ur TOR tidak sama nilai ciput yg kamu bayar laa.. eskusmi!

huhu..




p/s : 16 days to go.. please make it sooner! i just cant wait anymore!

people & perfectness

hari ni.. hari yg aku rase sangap.. aku bangun awal gile.. online.. buat ape yg ptt.. pastu tido balik.. ni dh bgn ni.. dh mandi.. tatau nk wat ape.. maybe aku ptt gi jalan2?

terase nk pg sg wang.. tp.. esok nk pg sane gak..

jap2.. nak try tanye daud.. die free ke tak.. kalu free.. bleh ar kuar.. aku dah sangap.. n aku perlu utk bergelak ketawa..

pagi tadi ade satu emotional nyer chatting.. hurm.. aku tak berapa nk paham.. tp paham la sket2.. hurm.. sorry for everything.. im not perfect big bro.. hahaha.. dem!

aku sgt tak sabar utk hangout gile2 pada 1st Jan nnt.. and pastu.. aku tak sabar utk tunggu 'kau' balik beb!!

okla.. aku rase.. aku dah sikit lagi nk sewel..



hahaha!

masa tambahan :

daud bz.. dem! anybody nak meneman acik yg tgh sangap ni tak?? tadi disebabkan bocan gile.. acik gi potong gambut.. buat fringe which i felt so silly!!! muke aku tak sesuai buat fringe la sengal!

then terpaksa ah aku wat muke gedik ok..

dan terpaksa gak amik dlm keadaan yg suram muram.. supaya kehodohan itu tertapis.. huhuk! dem! esok nk hangout.. dem dem!!

aku rase ade bende berat kat belakang aku.. satu bebanan maha kuat.. i hope i am as strong!





dont give up! stay alive!

people & mistakes

hurm..

im so sorry for what he been thru..

so tragic..

just come here..

i'll protect u..

but he had no option..

face it..

be strong..

i will be here..

dont worry..

u can rely on me..





p/s : ppl make mistakes.. as if u never did it?

p/s : please end this misery onto him!

bile org sengal dah sangap..

aha..

hello hello everybody!! aszda dah tunang.. ting ting ting!!

canang jgn tak canang!!



so after pg majlis tunang aszda.. aku terus rush rush to mines.. first tempat aku tuju is.. Kedai OPTICAL.. and tada!!!

my new specky!

i know i know.. same cam yg dulu nyer.. tp dgn jenis camni je aku rase aku sesuai.. aku ade half frame.. tp sgt buruk ok bile aku pakai.. cam nenek nenek si bongkok tua..

lepas kaw tim pasal spec.. jumpe plak aza n razi.. gamba dorg tgh makan Mr Teppanyaki takleh upload.. sebab card dlm camera aku baru disahkan ade jangkitan virus chikugunya! brengsek!

and aku sgt makan byk OK!!

pas makan kenduri.. aku pi makan kat Teppanyaki.. pastu.. balik tu.. lepak kat Ayza.. mak oi! mentang2 resolution thn depan is strictly hanya untuk fokus kuruskan badan.. so sebelum 2009.. better aku melahap.. wakakka! buruknye perangai kamu!

bile lepak Ayza.. teringat kat arwah.. itulah tempat first kitorg lepak.. makan rojak ayam.. die belanja.. haha.. hurm.. tadi pon makan rojak ayam gak..

tadi mase on the way from Mines to Ayza.. zatul tanye.. 'ko depressed ke?' aku jawab.. aaaaa.. tak.. haha.. aku mungkin depressed sket la awal2.. skrg.. aku serabut.. byk mende dlm otak.. byk org to consider.. byk hati nak dijaga.. which is ok to me.. tp aku cume ckp jujur.. aku mmg tgh serabut.. kepala otak aku dah nak sampai limit.. huhuhu..

td aku beli baju.. tp pjg sgt.. aha.. maybe aku ptt potong supaya lebih sexay!

bengong nate!


p/s : i like it too zatul.. but i really need permanent hair removal..

p/s : kerinduan tanpa batasan..




sila tampar aku laju2 supaya aku sedar!!!!

hollow

today..
sgt panas..
aircond kat opis tak berfungsi..
yadei..
YADEI!

hurm..
aku rase berbelah bahagi..
rase takut and tak mengerti..
nak percaya ke tak?
nak lupakan ke tak?

tp aku tanak lupakan kot..
segala memory dan segala harapan..
segala kenangan..
tanak..
TANAK!

rindunye aku..
bahu aku tak sakit..
leher aku tak sengal..
cume dada rase tak puas bernafas..
rase macam ade something menghalang..

rase nk menangis yg tak terkeluar..
rase rindu yg tak terbalas..
rase sayang yg terbiar..

damn!


aku rase diri aku tak punya perasaan lagi..
sehingga die kembali..


p/s : i miss u damn it!

mari layan telinga.. aw aw..

a fren of mine share something.. this.. check it out..



Artist : Karen Ann
Title : By The Cathedral

im lovin it.. my type of song yg dilayan.. yep.. nice nice..

last night.. at 9pm.. chow pegi umah sue.. lepak.. borak2.. gelak2.. sgt hepi n relieved.. pastu dlm kol 12 lebih asfa datang plak.. pastu pas borak2 n gelak2 lagi.. kitorg gi kajang.. makan baek punye.. hahaha..

asfa esok pegi Bali.. jeles.. chipah plak dlm diam2 gi jumpe faiz kat germany.. im so happy for those yg tgh happy!!

esok keje.. ergh.. tp yg best.. esok juge saye gaji.. n next monday.. CUTI! how yeah!

tapi keje cam banyak aje? oh-ow!

damn..




p/s : selamat hari natal kepada yg menyambutnya

p/s : encik skandel.. cepat lah pulang ke pangkuan acik..

am i not grateful?

losing a dear friend gave me something to think about.. i usually said to others that people come and go.. but when i face the situation myself.. i found myself being so weak n vulnerable.. i keep on thinking..

'he really gone?'

'i wont see the smile again?'

'was this a prank?'

im being silly.. i know he's gone.. he wont be back again.. but i had hard time to believe it.. every time im with my other friends.. i feel like.. im ok.. im going to be ok.. but when there all left.. im back to that wondering spot..

this is the hardest thing for me to face bar none.. in fact.. the cancellation of my engagement n my break up.. this is much² harder to swallow.. aku terkilan sebab tak jumpe die.. aku sgt terkilan.. padahal.. aku nk jumpe die sgt²..

hurm.. and to ael.. ahha.. thats another thing.. i dragged him into lembah maut.. argh! all my fault! i hate myself for treating pll like that.. and to make them felt miserable.. lost his faith and.. gosh.. he been thru a lot.. i mean.. big sucking and embarrassed moment.. im sorry!

what should i do? do i make over my life? a friend of mine said to me last time about going to somewhere to build up a new life.. somewhere that no one will know him.. i think its silly at first.. but after a thought and two.. i think.. thats the way it is..

ppl judge.. by the thing we did in pass.. for me.. pass is passed.. damn.. get over it nisa! but i cant stop ppl from judging.. its their nature.. their way of life.. but not all ppl judge easily..

hurm.. now.. i feel i need a talk to my girl.. pillow talk.. she been thru a lot also lately.. well.. we both need each other.. maybe tonight.. we'll meet.. i need to speak to her badly.. i want to confess.. she'll know about everything.. (er.. maybe not everything!) huhuh..

she seen me in my baddest condition.. she'll understand..

im think.. i've changed.. to something bad.. and i need her advices.. i dont want to stay in this situation.. i need my positive ions back.. i need my sense back.. i need the old nisa.. nisa yg baik.. skrg nisa tak baik.. die ade dark side in herself yg bakal keluar kalau tak dibaikpulih..

some of it dah menunjukkan diri.. im afraid of myself sebenarnye.. im afraid that i cant control it.. and it tends to hurt ppl around me and of course.. myself..






p/s : 20 days to go..

u really make it real for me..

artist : James Morisson
title : you make it real for me


dedicated to ael..


Mmmmm
There's so much craziness, surrounding me
There's so much going on, it gets hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me
You make it real for me

When I'm not sure of, my priorities
When I've lost site of, where I'm meant to be
Like holy water, washing over me
You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby
You are the only one who saved me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak
I'm full of arrogance, and uncertainty
But I can find the words, you teach my heart to speak
You make it real for meee, yeaaa

And I'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who saved me
That's whyyy I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Ohhh
Everybodies talking in words
I don't understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
Your shinin in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more
I have to learn
But if you're here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn
You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who saved me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

You make it real for me


p/s : aku minta maaf beb.. huhu..

damn

it just a big misunderstanding..
and im feeling guilty..

gosh!

i wish im there with him..
he had the most roughest time in his life..

im sorry ael!

its obviously my fault..
i would do anything to make it up for u..




hope to see u next year..


p/s : td pegi rompin.. amik sample.. 8 jam hanya di dalam kereta..

al-Fatihah

Amran dah meninggal.. baru je 5 minit dpt sms dr no hp arwah.. tp adik arwah yg sms.. minta tolong viewers sedekahkan al-Fatihah.. semoga arwah ditempatkan dikalangan mereka yg beriman.. amin..

arwah manusia yg plg friendly.. sangat menjaga hati org lain.. dan sangat jujur.. dia sgt sayang kawan2 nye.. dan semua kawan2nye sayangkan die.. termasuk aku..

doakan roh arwah senantiasa dicucuri rahmat..

Yesterday I Went Outside
With My Momma's Mason Jar
Caught A Lovely Butterfly

When I Woke Up Today
And Looked In On My Fairy Pet
She Had Withered All Away
No More Sighing In Her Breast
I'm Sorry For What I Did
I Did What My Body Told Me To
I Didn't Mean To Do You Harm
But Everytime I Pin Down What I Think I Want
It Slips Away The Ghost Slips Away

I Smell You On My Hand For Days
I Can't Wash Away Your Scent
If I'm A Dog Then You're A Bitch

I Guess You're As Real As Me
Maybe I Can Live With That
Maybe I Need Fantasy
A Life Of Chasing Butterfly
I Told You I Would Return
When The Robin Makes His Nest
But I Ain't Never Comin' Back
I'm Sorry I'm Sorry I'm Sorry

i pray u'll do fine ikan!

tagged.. and it will never end..

owh.. aku kene tag by am.. we'll disebabkan aku mmg tade keje.. and date aku dah balik ke rumah manis rumahnye.. so.. ape lagi?

ehemm..

1. nama timang-timangan anda dari org tersayang..
i. cik yong : by baby aiddil.. sah2 tipu.. sejak bile die dah bleh berckp?
ii. nisa : by semorang.. sebab semorang sayang aku.. erk!
iii. . . . . . : by encik skandel terbaru..

2. anda seorang yang..
cool (enuf said)

3. makanan dan minuman favourite anda..
makanan dan minuman yang disuap oleh org tersayang.. hehe..

4. favourite colour..
warna kereta saya!

5. favourite song..



6. siapa yg membuat anda tergelak..
sape2 yg kelakar.. bile saya gelakkan lawak kamu.. kamu ptt bersyukur.. hehe.. weekk!

7. siapa yg membuat anda stress..
ah.. diri aku sendiri.. sebab tak reti nak kontrol perasaan.. hampeh.. stress tu dtg dr diri sendiri pon kan?

8. tiga benda yg mesti ada dalam beg kamu..
i. wallet yg penuh duit
ii. handphone yg penuh credit
iii. rubber.. eh.. chewing gum i mean.. waakaka.. mati la wat lawak lucah.. (ops tiru ayat am)

9. kali terakhir kamu beriya-iya menangis.. kenapa?
aaa.. tah.. sebab takut.. takut menghadapi hidup yg memerlukan kita berharap..

10. perkara paling lucu dan memalukan dlm hidup anda..
tah.. lupe.. lalala..

tag 6 rakan anda..
sape2 yg terase die antara berenam ini.. sila la wat..

phew~

ahhaaa.. (tiru gaya seseorg itu..)

wow.. WOW the only word that can describe the feeling.. my weekend full with activities.. tak pernah aku the whole weekend asyik keluar.. nak nak di tgh hujung bulan seperti minggu ni.. mak oi..

hurm.. ah.. jap2.. ade org ajak dating..

hahah..


p/s : malam ni.. malam ni.. malam ni.. uh ah!





p/s : malam ni ade activity membedal makanan ok.. korg pikir ape?






masa tambahan :

owh ok.. date malam ni kensel.. asfa nyer seminar drag until.. i dunno when.. so.. maybe tomorrow night la kami dating..


ehemm.. ehemm.. eheheheheeemmmm..

eh? cam nk announce ape2 je? takde la.. tekak gatal.. wakaka!



he decided that he's gonna STAY! boley tak nak guling2 cam tenggilingg?


im so happy.. sampai terlupe esok aku kene keje.. (eh? lupe ke camni?)

oh god.. oh god..

last night im in heaven..


i slept so deep.. and waken up by my phone vibrating.. its only 6.50am.. and its my mom.. i was like? what?

'nisa.. bangun.. kete kamu kene pecah..'

ha? ha?? ha?!

dari mamai.. aku seperti kene electric shot.. aku lari terus turun bawah.. argh! my BABY!!! momot!! i almost cry to see what happened to my car.. it was the most heartbroken moment.. but i cant express my feeling in front of him.. aku baru 'sigh' dah kene sound.. my god!

lepas check if ada barang2 kene amik ke.. the son of the bicth just took my old sunglass.. and it was broken actually.. duit tak sentuh langsung.. mmg bangang!

aku doa.. moga ko dilanggar kereta kuda!!!! tp tak mati.. cume mati pucuk sebab kemaluan kamu dipijak kuda!! mampos la ko jual bontot pasni!!

pastu td nak dijadikan hari ni hari yg plg malang.. kunci lab tempat training aku terbawa balik.. huwargh.. aku rase nk bunuh org!! kesian kak aida.. die kene blame.. aku terlupe kunci ada pada aku.. suppose the key must not given to any outsider.. which is me.. tp urusetia takmo in charge the key bile nak kuar break etc etc.. but what the hell.. its my fault and that make me even sickier!

nisa being clumsy!!!!!!


i hate! i hate! please gimme pills for cure clumsiness!!!!!



cermin kereta aku dah repair.. tapi aku tak tgk lagi.. sbb my bro yg bwk gi repair.. aku ade training.. takleh nk ngulor.. huhu.. tp training kali ni sangat OK overall.. huhu.. tp tak brani ckp lagi.. ada 2 hari to go.. shhh..

i need hugs.. and there is someone yg nak bg hugs! yeay! hmm.. say YEAH!




p/s : i rindu sama leo.. nak lepak.. nak lepak.. meh dgr kata rintihan ku!!!

i wanna na na na..

the feeling is.. natural.. it come without intention.. and it feels so good that i wanna cry.. i feel like flying.. na na na.. i wanna feel lost.. in a world i created.. na na na.. i wanna feel the same breeze upon my face again.. na na na..

i wanna feel that warmth again.. i wanna i wanna!

hurm.. it seems so close yet too far away.. i know its impossible.. but thats what hopes for.. na na na.. i wanna hopes again..

but if there is no other way than our own way.. hope u will be okay.. na na na..




adakah aku gila? tak.. tapi apesal aku nk menggila aje ni?



penat wo hari ni.. keje je.. keje keje keje! huhuhu.. tp semenjak 2-3 hari.. aku rase penat mana pun.. aku rase hepi! gile betol la saye nih.. scary mary..



p/s : satu2nye mende yg aku nk wat sekrg.. makan ais krim coklat!

day savior

haha.. dgn bermodalkan nama kamarul.. (ceh!) daud call aku.. menyamar la konon.. tp tak payah la lame2.. i cam suara u okay! tp sempat gak la 2-3 minit die menjadi poyoman.. hhahaha

betul2 made my day.. TQ!

actually.. ramai yg menceriakan aku today.. aku td demam.. kecian dok? pastu die teman sms2.. terhibur gak hati yg tgh panas membara..

skrg plak.. tgh chat ngan one unique guy.. but he always said that he's weirdo.. thats weird! hahahaha..

see.. ppl treat me nicely.. see!

and i really appreciate those efforts ppl!!

so skrg aku kembali ke fahaman aku.. yakni.. reflexist.. bermaksud.. aku akan bersikap sebaik mane mereka bersikap baik terhadap ku.. ok ka? ni dulu aku camni la.. tp disebabkan kelembapan atmosfera.. aku berubah kepada org yg tak reti malu.. so.. im back to school y'all!!!

owh.. saket tekak la.. laaa.. aku minum sirap ais ke? ish2.. cemane nak baik camni? wakakka!



okla.. aku nk menjalang ni.. daa..

ruined

woke up at 7.45am.. took my shower.. leave home.. headed to my office.. yep yep.. on my day off.. i went to office.. nak bind aku punye lab handouts je.. 30 copy.. sengal gak tulang belakang..

then went home.. tukar baju.. lepak².. i thot this will be the most pleasured day of my week.. but my wonderful day today ruined!

i dont know what the reason for them to be so angry with me.. argh! one of them screamed 'bodoh! bangang!' at me and im stunned.. well.. its not that i never gone thru this kind of situation.. but right from nowhere!

its hurt so bad! i want to scream!!!! i ran to my room.. before that i manage to turn off the laptop and the tv.. ye la.. bil tu.. nnt melambung aku kene lagi.. sampai bilik aku terase bengang! aku amik baju.. ingat nak kemas² (bukan utk lari ye.. sebab semak betol..) lastly aku campak aje.. geram!!!






p/s : please pray that this will go away.. all i want to do is love them..

p/s : semalam lepak ngan sue.. sampai kol 2am.. besh..

serenade of love

this song is definitely suitable enough to be dedicated to your soul mate.. so.. i dedicated to mine..





owh.. by the way.. where the hell r u? huhuhu..

owh.. esok keje.. today i bgn lambat woo.. i thot br kol 8am.. rerupe.. its already 12.30 noon.. sengal kan? Cheras hujan aa.. seronot tido..

uh-oh.. adakah aku bermain ngan api? tapi api ni lain sikit.. ia tak panas membakar or kasi melecur.. cume memberi rasa hangat utk jiwa aku yg tgh beku.. just nice.. ecergh! puitis mitis plak..

im human.. human have needs.. and i need company.. i need someone to talk to.. and there he was.. im thankful.. if it was meant not to last.. still.. i had a great time.. i had fun and a wew bit of warmth.. that should do i think..

im grateful to meet a good person as he is.. i hope we will be friends foreva!

(friends with benefits? wakakaka sambil guling²!)





p/s : die demam.. kasihan!

p/s : to asfa yg bakal balik dlm beberapa hari ni.. i wish u a safe journey! cant wait to see u!

birdie..

i didnt feel free at all.. cuz i never been caught anyway.. nga nga nga.. so.. my feeling is natural.. haha.. woah! esok cuti.. which i didnt like! (poyo with the biggest P) hahah!

hurm.. keje manyiak woo.. Oh! oH! td i tgh senang lenang dgr mp3.. sekali my colleague ckp.. aritu staff meeting (which i didnt attend) dorg ade rise pasal issue mendengar mp3 player.. yadey yadey yadey!

apesal plak? huhu.. dr i dgr suara² yg berbagai.. alangkah baiknye kalu i dgr suara Gerard Way.. hohoho.. why? ala.. harap hangat² tahi manusia aje.. (sebab bile die plup! dlm air.. suhu immediately turun..)

hoho..

okla.. chalo chalo..





p/s : im feeling like flying!

it feels like uuuuuuuuuuuu...

lagu ni lagu lame.. tapi.. the feelin is fresh.. freshah!



Artist : Alicia Keys
Title : You Dont Know My Name (yep.. u dont!)

buleh tak i nak ckp i ske that guy dlm video tu? bleh? bleh ke? wakakak! damn yummy okay!


ok.. lets talk about my today.. haa.. i went to Palm Oil Mill in n9.. huwaaa.. byk kene gigit nyamuk n semut.. so what? sape suh pijak sarang dorg? hoho.. tp i like..

pastu wa dah pening dh.. pening ngan bidang tugasan yg tak clear n berterabur.. aiseh.. takde project meeting ke ek? i wonder.. big time wondering!

department i today.. lengang.. td i tutup kedai kol 10am sampai kol 4pm.. sebab i ade site.. huhuhu.. where's anyone else? depa cuti.. ade yg mc.. eleh.. eleh.. hahahaha..

this week tak sebest last week.. why? ntah.. tabeshda.. tabesh.. tabesh..


malam tadi sgt kelakar.. shhh..


pagi td i bgn lambat.. masin betul mulut budak seorg tu.. kene bg makan gula² byk² la.. hahaha.. biar manis mulut tu.. ngee..




p/s : apesal ek? aku tgk vids tu.. aku rase excited!
p/s : it happen all over again.. i had enough i think..

my bestie got herself engaged..

first of all.. CONGRATS to faiz ♥ ifa a.k.a chips (ecey name glamer tak leh blah..) hehe.. on their engagement! setelah.. jap aku kire.. 9 thn memadu kasih.. akhirnye bersatu juga!! aku yg excited lebey pulak!!!

saya rase.. saya sgt rugi tidak pegi ke kelantan to witness my best friend bertunang.. huhu.. im so sorry cik cipah.. ok dear my stalker.. i present u all ngan gamba cik cipah tgh menunangkan dirinye..

org KL mari.. PJ to be exact..

sila fokus ke bhgn kiri gamba.. in background.. solid beb!

aboh n bakal aboh.. hehehe..

mamatok faiz sarung cincin..

uu.. u really worth it my fren.. really worth it..

tada.. ni dia orgnye.. such a sweet heart kan? haha.. beruntung encik paez..

i really love this pic.. congrats to u!

ahh.. aku rase lega.. rase seperti aku dah bebas tanggungan.. pasni faiz la yg amik alih.. eh.. aku berbunyik cam bapak chips plak.. wakakakka.. ehhehe.. im so happy for her.. selain sue ♥ talaha.. chips ♥ faiz pon telenovela yg aku ikuti.. ahaha.. argh.. im so happy :D enuf said..


p/s : salam aidiladha..

p/s : this event was on 5th dec 2008.. and i wish i could be there.. but selangor tak cuti hari jumaat laa..

sila lihat urat leher ku..

bontot berbau!

dekat 3 jam aku tunggu setting router n modem.. last² die cakap.. 'u beli modem ni kat tempat lain.. tak pernah jumpe this kind.. maybe u boley mintak tlg kedai yg u beli utk set kan..'

bawang betol!! dah aku beli DLink.. kedai ko ade byk modem DLink.. tayah putar².. cakap aje ko tak reti.. macam aku.. aku ngaku aku tak reti setting out modem n router.. babithurat!!!

tak pasal² hidup aku rugi 3 jam semata² menunggu ko tenung modem aku sampai kuar metol di atas kepala.. chaite!! aaaaaaaaa! hidup aku ni dah sememangnye kurang ceria.. apesal la ko nak tambah dosage unhappiness kat aku wey!!

aku rase penat sgt today.. bangun pagi awal plak tu.. kul 8 lebih dah segar mate.. pastu bgn gosok gigi.. tgk tv.. makan sandwich 2 keping.. terus siap² pegi The Mines.. dari kol 12 lebih sampai kol 4 lebih.. argh! aku tak ske! wasting my time! habuk pon tarak! sakit jiwe je ada..

pastu aku try on balik aku nye modem kat umah.. mangkok bertingkat! tak detect plak modem.. aku dah kuarkan segala cercaan dah.. argh! kene install balik.. appendix betol!

pas instal aku baru bleh connect internet.. sengal betol.. aku stress sampai leher aku sakit.. bygkan.. gile punye penat n stress.. aku aim hari ni utk bersenang lenang.. tp terjadi juge keadaan di mana aku terpaksa tegangkan urat merih aku!!!

pastu aku beli la donut big apple utk org² di rumah.. dgn harapan utk dijadikan desert.. FYI.. aku tak lunch lagi.. balik² umah.. selak tudung saji.. yellek.. inaporinggey! kapish.. kapush.. habuk pun tarak.. waaa... i dah la penat.. lapar.. haus.. kering kontang.. jerangkap samar!

nak nangis pon ade wooo.. last² aku makan je la donut tu.. nak muntah pon ade.. kejam dunia ini.. kejam.. i takmo donut.. i nak eskrem.. nak eskrem!!



p/s : aku yg nak.. aku yg tanggung la.. be cool..

moody

apesal tah.. arini rase moody.. rase nk marah je.. seme org ckp aku snap.. snip.. snap.. snip.. adekah aku nk menopous? eh.. lupe.. aku tgh musim monsoon bulanan.. tp.. tu seme excuse or mmg ade kajian saintifik yg mengatakan bahawasanya jika seorg perempuan datang bulan.. so die buleh moody?

hurm.. skrg yg buat aku bertambah² moody iyalah.. bile aku ke Mines utk set up router n modem.. leng chai tu ckp.. 'u on PC then connect the wire terus boley surf internet..' tapi.. bile aku sampai umah.. aku try connect.. cam HARAM.. tak buleh!

segala maki makian utk mu.. huhuhu.. aku takleh gune router.. kene gune modem sahaja.. service charge aje dah rm20.. chaite! tp habuk pon tarak! malas betol aku nk pegi mines balik.. MALAS! byk sgt kereta dan org.. kalu nk pegi pon.. tgk la kol 9pm nnt.. bile dh lengang.. urgh!

keje aku menimbun.. ade 2 set comment report yg aku tak go thru lagi.. punca aku tak go thru lagi? sbb training last week.. alamak.. aura moody aku dah nak berubah kepada stress bile mengenangkan nextweek opis kosong.. no one will help me go thru the comments!

stress la plak.. dah la nk present on 15th which on 15th also aku ada training lg.. mangkok eskrem!!

takpe².. rilek².. keje mmg takkan abis.. yg abis.. napas aje.. huhuhu..




aha.. i ade kenal sorg mamat cute.. cute ke? cute la.. cute cute cute.. hehehe.. titik noktah..

teaser aku utk kehidupan aku saat ini.. ngeh ngeh ngeh..



woah.. Raya Haji lusa ek? hurm.. apesal aku tade perasaan excited? aku terase cam biase je.. seperti hari² sebelumnye.. huhuhu.. gile la.. perasaan utk 'berase seronok bile ade public holiday' tidak lagi ku rasa? ngeri!!! adakah aku sudah menjadi antara dikalangan mereka?

mereka sape? mereka yg tak suke cuti.. seperti aszda.. sebab die kate.. kalu cuti.. byk keje tangguh.. uh.. same la ngan ape yg ku rase skrg.. ngerii!!!

huhu..


p/s : seriously.. i tak sabar nak tunggu krismas!

p/s : seriously.. aku terase nak terbang :P

sepam dua

finally the training ends.. well.. i know that it will end.. but i never thought that i will feel sad.. haha.. but what the hell.. next training ade berlambak lagi.. and aku sgt² harap that silly things will never occur again anymore..

silly things? hurm.. takmo cite..

so.. am i going to jb? or am i not? i want to go.. close friend kawen ma.. bukan selalu.. tapi tgk ah.. on the way ke jb musti jam on 25th dec! huhu..

so.. next week.. ramai org opis i cuti seminggu.. i tak cuti.. i kan kuat berkerja.. yuck! muntah! owh.. aku br dpt balik comment utk report yg tada 'ong' tu.. argh! comment yg sama! wth? dengki tol ah org yg comment.. aku rase nk pijak je leher sesape yg comment..

wat semak otak!



p/s : owh i lonely bang!

please! not another today!

jap jap.. aku nak ekspresi diriku jap..


BLUEARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!


huh! tak cukup nih.. jap jap..


BLUARGHARKKKTUUUIIIHHHH!!!!!!!!


lega ke? hahaha.. ok.. meh aku cite sket pasal hari aku hari ini.. hari ni aku pegi ke UKM.. ade training yg company aku handle.. and aku sort of jd urusetia yg tak bape nk setia.. also known as runner.. wa tadahal.. tu seme keje wa.. wa redha n wa pon suke sebab wa tak payah termenung² di opis..

tp yg menjadi kan wa berkayap telinga.. bile issue² dalam client company aku ni.. aku naik rimas.. aku naik lemas.. kes pasal junior nak tebas senior la.. adeh.. junior tu pun cam tak agak² la pon.. senior pon ape lagi.. sinsing lengan laa.. adeh..

pastu.. yg agak tak bleh blah yerla.. asisstant yg si junior ni cari utk tolong² jadi fasilitator training ni.. die ni penah jd trainee and aku antara fasilitator die.. TAPI.. yg aku sangat bengkek.. bile die BAJET bagus..

mentang² boss aku tu recognize die.. die mule la.. tak abis² 'anak murid kesayangan' la.. 'best student' la.. aduuu.. aku mmg tau die mmg byk bertanye last time.. n die antara yg menonjol mase program last time.. TAPI.. PERLUKAH?

PERLU KAH?

argh! and pastu yg mmg sangat tak boleh blah.. bile.. aku sorg je yg sorting apparatus.. wth? WTH? kau dtg sini setakat nk komen²? itu tak patut.. ini tak patut.. baik tak payah dtg.. sgt bleh blah! huhu.. setakat pernah dtg training.. then nak tunjuk hebat? urgh..

aku ni dah tahap peluh ketiak mmg menjatuhkan saham.. sabar je la.. takkan dah nampak aku n senior² duk sorting² barang.. korg leh tgk² laptop sambil gelak².. wah².. amboi².. kalu anak aku tu.. aku sebat ngan wayer laptop tu je..

pastu yg junior tu pun.. last minute ade je nak tukar schedule la.. nak tukar test la.. nak tukar ni.. nak tukar tu.. aku ni dah sabar tahap menggigil tgn.. please la.. ingat aku takde keje lain ker? asik nk tukar².. pastu dah la cost tak kaver.. ape yg aku buat tu kire amal jariah.. beb.. kalu tu opis AKU.. or BAPAK AKU punye.. maybe aku leh donate 40 copy schedule yg akhirnye tak digunakan pon.. tapi ianya bukan aku or bapak aku punye!

yg plg lawak tak lawas.. bile aku call die pagi tadi.. tanye.. perlu ke aku fotocopy schedule tu.. die kate.. PERLU.. and bile aku ke lab.. tgk.. dah ade 40 keeping schedule yg telah difotokopi.. aku tgk tgn aku.. eh? aku masih pgg yg aku fotokopi.. TAPI? aiseh! die suruh org lain fotokopi lagi.. whuuut?? ape kes?

aku dah pening.. senior tu pun kesian tgk aku pening².. blom start training aku dh pening.. how la men? huhu..

aku ada prob beb.. i dunno how to express my feeling in real life!! aku tak reti nak tunjuk ikhlas.. even ade je staff company aku tu mintak tolong.. tp aku akan buat muke blurr.. padahal aku tak kisah aje.. tp die sampai ckp sorry ah if menyusahkan.. aku like what? aku ikhlas! aku tak kisah! wa tadahat! but my face shows the opposite!

muke.. tolong lah berekspresi!!

huhu.. this is not the baddest day.. but this day been hard.. with sweating and look like aunty! i hate! i HATE!





p/s : please please.. let tomorrow shine with bright color!