hubby vs. mummy

'diluah mati anak.. ditelah mati ibu'

ha... peribahasa ni mmg dh aku rase semalam.. and sgt tak best ok.. haih.. aku pening.. lalu telah menerbangkan diri ke hutan amazon sambil mencari itik utk bermain congkak..

see..

im mad already.. basically what happen was.. i dunno what to do if ppl ask me to choose between my mom or my husband.. haiya.. hurtful decision beb!! last2 (bukan pilih) i just go home to my hubby.. ya la.. where else to go?

hubungan anak beranak takkan putus sampai mati.. tade lafaz talak utk itu.. so? go figure.. hmm.. not that aku menjadi anak derhaka.. it just aku pun ade pendirian juge.. hmm.. so sad la.. and my hubby got reason for each action he took.. and of coz after aku tapis2 segala reason die.. then aku approve.. well.. thats what hubby-wife do.. the guy making decision.. the woman plak approving it.. hahaha!!

haih..

i dunno la.. rase cam nk jadi kucing pon ade.. or semut.. so keje aku hanya cr makan.. dan diminta utk dibelai2 (except semut la.. ade ke org belai semut?) huhu.. haiya.. pening woo.. actually takde la pening sgt.. decision made already.. but to handle and face the consequences tu.. haiya.. mr hubby semalam pujuk aku.. say sorry n everything.. sebab die.. aku kene buat decision yg agak (bukan agak dah MEMANG) mencabar.. hmm..

ingat hubby tak rase sedih ke? of coz la.. hmm.. nk wat cane.. takdir kami camni..











p/s : at least he has kind heart..

entry melepaskan stress ah ah!

fuh lega.. finally my EIA induction course ended nicely.. btw.. the exam/assessment is not THAT hard.. surely everybody will pass.. except u tak jawab lgsg or u tido time exam.. kwang2.. anyway.. takde berita baik lagi..


mase kat sane mmg rase cam best.. yer la.. buat kat Shangri La Putrajaya (best ke?) kire cam hari2 yg dilalui tak stress sgt.. setakat dgr org explain2 and me take notes.. macam back to school.. or college time.. ekeke.. pastu tang exam tu yg kepala berpinau.. haih.. dah lame tak exam.. bile exam pulun2.. lalu.. kepala shocked! maka consequences ialah.. sakit kepala n lapar gegile..

sampai umah.. buat cucur sayur2an.. (dalam sakit2 kepala tu.. sanggup..) n buat sos cili thai.. okla.. cucur tu credits to Mr. Hubby.. die yg buat bancuhan tu.. ahahah! hebat u.. hebat! sos cili thai aku la yg wat.. melampau la kalau tu pon nk suh die wat.. dasar ape plak yg aku ikut kalau die wat jugak kan.. dasar pemaleh nk mati le.. hhehe! tp aku la yg goreng cucur tu k.. die takut minyak merecik2 kat badan die (goreng cucur ke ikan?) hahah!

esok pagi kalau ikut planningnye nk ke klcc.. pegi IGEM 2010 (if according to plan) or tido (not accordingly) hahah! saje nk usha kot2 ade business baek punye.. or just to pick and digest la.. (in learning term.. bukan eating term) huhu.. pastu kene la cari tempat utk membeli baju batik.. as malam tu ade function di KL Tower.. lelaki kene pakai baju batik.. disebabkan laki aku bukan org Jawa mahupun org Gov.. die takde baju batik..

ade ke baju batik kaler putih n corak pinky? nice kan? sebab aku nk pakai baju putih tudung pinky.. ekekek! baru matching dik.. baru namenye newly wed (erk??) wakaka wakaka senaga.. haih..

owh iya.. tadi pagi ku ade meeting.. adelah kejadian2 yg aku rase bi-o BO.. ar-ai-en-ji RING.. haih.. rase cam nk hentak pale kat atas jalan je tadi..




very looking forward for this weekend.. nk lepak yampui2 ngan besties yg susah nk jumpe.. haha! mari karok sampai gile!

doa utk blogger

entry ttg Epal Hijau aka Green Apple..

tiap hari aku menantikan entry dr beliau ni.. entry die mmg tak pernah mengecewakan aku utk membuat aku tergelak2.. tp hari ni aku buka.. entry die buat aku tergenang air mata.. dah menitis pon air mata tu.. aku seriously tak sangka akan menitiskan air mata perihal org2 yg tak pernah aku jumpe.. aku bukan ratu air mata.. tp bile dh asyik membaca blog beliau.. rase cam dah kenal lama.. walau takde direct interaction.. still... rase cam best.. cam die tu kawan aku..

harap Kak Diana dan baby selamat.. dan sihat.. semoga semua dipermudahkan segala urusan.. mak aku ajar baca ayat ni jika ingin bertawakkal pada-Nya.. Ayat Seribu Dinar..

mak aku puas suruh aku amalkan.. so far aku tak hafal lagi.. tp aku percaya pada hikmat ayat ni.. usaha lah.. walau sekecil zarah usaha tu.. janji kite berabis berusaha.. dan kite tawakal pada-Nya.. Insya-Allah dipermudahkan..

marilah kite same2 doakan Kak Di dan baby selamat..

kedu

well.. nothing that called 'Good News' is coming today.. except for 5.30pm.. haih.. reading a blog which sigh here.. sighing there.. is boring.. but i got nothing but sigh.. haih..

jap - gi buat air.. n paw kuih raya kat depan.. (tak lunch sebab takde mood)


takde mood? ke takde onkos? ahahah! mane2 la labi.. up to u.. interpret la sendiri.. i will not debate.. huhuhu..



hmm.. kadang2 ape yg terjadi adalah akibat dr perbuatan diri sendiri kan? so pikir2 balik.. marilah kite muhasabah diri.. byk yg kurang dr terlebih.. mmg.. tak dinafikan..





terkedu seketika..


p/s : takziah pada keluarga/waris mangsa2 accident NSE Ayer Keroh.. semuga roh2 mereka dicucuri rahmat-Nya.. amin..

gosh!

what happened?

this weekend mmg suck.. beside having lunch with family on saturday.. others suck.. mane tak suck? gaji belom masuk..

yea rite.. im not joking and im revealing the fact which making my weekend sucking is that i didnt received my Sept's salary yet.. i know i know.. its already 11th.. can u guys imagine? thats why its sucks to bits!

mood mmg berlari2 anak la.. takde makne nk mood ceria2.. wow.. see how money influence people? ahahah! without money.. how u afford to eat?? how can u afford to have a roof above ur head? how u pay for petrol???? and didnt i mention toll?? parking???

medicine???

fuck!

seriously... i love this job.. but sometimes.. i feel that it doesnt love me that much anymore.. hmm.. argh!!!

p/s : can someone help me making my day?

down low

im now low with motivations.. i need M support! actually.. thats is MY right to have the M support.. im entitled!! huwaa!! such a boring day.. dazing and gazing with no purpose in front of the monitor.. and u think i like it? yuck! its like eating raw shellfish!

M support.. M support!

huhu.. yesterday i went to econsave.. with my mom.. she keep on asking me whether im on pill or not.. if not why there is still no baby? hmm.. well.. first mom.. im not on pill.. but i kinda planning to having baby by next year.. or year 2012.. but.. who knows.. if we will postpone it to 2013.. ahha.. kidding!

of course i want baby of my own.. i even already choose names for the babies! thats how excited i am! but.. maybe next year we will start to 'try harder' to have it.. this year.. with the moving plan.. changing career path plan.. hmm.. i dunno if i can take the pressure..

but bare in mind.. if im pregnant tomorrow.. i will be the most grateful mom in this universe.. that i promise.. i will cherish the pregnant period with no regret and not with sigh.. (eh?! ni tak nk janji) ehehe! and i wish my baby got my hubby's nose.. cuz his nose so cute! ngap! (gigit teros) ahahah! kalau dpt my nose.. my mom will be proud.. generasi idung lebor continued.. ahahah!

owh past years im so sensitive about nose issue.. look at me now! i've changed to a better person with less sensitivity! yay! (i mean.. less nonsense sensitivity la..) ahaha!



this friday my office buat pot luck penutup syawal.. hmm.. thinking about nk bwk sandwich pizza je.. hehehe.. but that just an option.. susah2 aku bwk roti telur.. setel.. hehheh! tp aku nk bwk y berasaskan roti je.. malas gaje2 iye2.. bukan reti masak pon aku ni!!!


huhu..



bie dh buntu.. ape lagi? upload gamba!

muke buntu.. cenggini ler..

ape kes upload gamba sorg2 kan? ha.. tak meriah la.. nah amik gamba berdua lebih baik plak ni.. eheheheh!!

us at KB.. attending Kenduri Chipz and Faiz..

baru terubat hati :)
still memerlukan M support!!



p/s : Humaira Husna.. best tak nama ni? hehe!

gelabah

my SIL mmg menggelabah!


ok done.. skrg mari buka bicara dgn sesuatu yg lebih menyenangkan hati.. DAH CUKUP!! yehu! finally.. we can own our own house!!

yippi!

processnye amat menakutkan maybe.. tp kami akan laluinye bersama.. bye2 kota KL.. u're nice place for high adrenaline people.. kami mahu low profile dah.. tanak high2 lagi.. ekeke..

kat mane kot umah tu?





shh.. ni br planning.. so.. takleh nk kecoh2 sgt.. tp aku dh teruja!! (menggelabah jugak ni)






p/s : u're so gonna die virgin by the way u acting SIL.. soooo gonna..

pants

panzies?

ape tu?
haha..
haih..


bukan panzies..
pants..


u know..
'seluar' dlm bahasa malaysia..


seluar selalunye menjadi pakaian lelaki..
pakaian yg wajib..

kdg2 dorg pakai kain pelikat..
tp mostly pakai seluar..
dr seluar dlm ke boxer..
itu semua adik beradik seluar..

kan?


pompan pakai seluar?
pakai..
kalau dah boring pakai kain..
tp kdg2 tak boring pon kene pakai gak..
takkan la ko keje engineer offshore platform ko nk pakai kain?
hagak hagak la sis..

sebab dh tanggung jawabkan?
sebab rase tanggung jawab tu menebal..
and utk safety purpose gak..
kang ko pakai kain jugak..
mau tersadung cat ladder..
ko gak yg jatuh masuk laut kene makan ngan white shark..

so nak tanak ko terpaksa pakai seluar..
hilang ke feminin?
selagi ade vagina..
jgn risau ttg kefemininan ko..

asal cite pasal seluar?






biasak la.. aku kan fesyen goddess.. (muntah la.. aku nk tgk sket!)



p/s : entry ade kene mengena ngan hati ni..

motivation blewn away

mmg nk kene cari keje baru lah.. hmm.. kos sara hidup di kota mmg dh meningkat.. walaupun aku br jumpe port nasi lemak yg best (byk n murah + kuih masih 3 ketul rm1) TAPI.. aku pon ade keinginan..

keinginan nk meningkatkan diri.. nak rase best.. nak pakai baju best2.. nk hidup tanpa memikirkan hujung bulan je.. huhuhuhu.. bukan nk mewah sgt.. tp kalau niat dihati tak kesampaian tp tgk org lain yg setaraf OK je.. maksudnye.. aku perlu mengOKkan diri!!

kerja kerja..

dimana2 ade kerja.. sana sini sinun.. kerja semuanya.. sape yg tak kerja kan? kerja ni perlu motivasi dan cabaran.. aku suke cabaran dari tempat kerja.. yg memerlukan aku stay back ke.. yg memerlukan aku keluar sana sini jumpe org.. aku ada keupayaan itu.. tp bile aku disogokkan dgn kerja yg kejap ON kejap OFF ni.. mood lari jauh..

aku rase cam tak berguna.. no use.. useless.. haih.. aku nk cabaran dlm kerja ni.. bg aku task yg gegile punye challenging la.. tapi nk wat cane nok.. aku ni makan gaji je.. so decision utk memberi cabaran tu kepada sape bukan di tgn aku..

thats why aku tension.. bile takde cabaran.. experience tu kurang.. so kalau aku nk lompat2 pon.. kemana saje yg aku bleh lompat? setakat ade 2 yrs experience as engineer + 1 year as RA.. aku rase mase jd RA lagi syiok.. jadi engineer yg blurr and lost ni sangat tak best OK! seriously.. percaya ckp aku..

mmg aku consultancy division.. but.. aku cume manage the consultation.. not giving any.. even tho sumtimes my idea lurking inside.. but hey.. not mine.. im not entitle to say that is mine.. why? because im overshadowed.. tapi takpe lah.. maybe itu strategy..

ahh!!




hari jumaat.. ditambah2 lagi dgn memikirkan hal ni.. mmg jd sgt serabut.. so mari kite pikir bende lain.. owh iya! lagu kat previous entry mmg menusuk kalbu.. beyonce mmg pencetus rasa dan lagu yg unik.. nak nak dlm v-clip die ni sgt gorjes.. with a guy aku mmg minat plak tu.. gorjes eyes u have there man!!

uh!

tp aku duk bygkan lagu ni die tuju kat Jay Z.. sweet.. and i like! so i dedicate it to Mr. Hubby.. hehe..

esok plak konon2nnyer nk mandikan Chewie and Wookie.. minggu lepas dh mandikan.. kire aku n halim tgh Ops Kutu.. nk menghapuskan kutu2 kat dorg ni.. duk menggaru je.. kasian dowh! pastu nk gi open house Big Boss.. pastu gi kenduri Zahirah!

then pegi ke Nilai.. :) of coz with Mr. Hubby la! okla.. alang2 dh takdo kijo.. aku nk tepek my fave pics of both of us!!

best nye time ni.. time bercuti mmg best.. maksudnye? kene cuti lah tu!! haha.. tahun depan je la.. cuti thn ni dah yinna poringgey!

okla.. sambung kelija (kalau ade lah) huhu..