i want one!

aku terpaksa kaver gelak tgk video ni..


gemuk gile maw ni.. pastu comel!!



by the way.. name neko ni.. Maru..


clap clap.. good job Maru-kun!

yep.. u're cute.. but not TOO cute..

this is the situation.. i knew this one person.. from work.. this person.. generally.. sort of.. bright person la.. talkative.. being nice to every body.. everyone likes this person..


BUT..


as for myself.. i hardly easily likes people.. well.. maybe thats MY problem.. for the first impression.. this person is ok.. well.. when this person is around.. people will feel warmth.. by this person attitude..


this person always asked me favors.. nicely.. and its tolerable.. well.. sending this person home.. taking this person to public transport station.. eventho the station is far from my home.. and i have to U-turn every time i do to get home.. and not to mention the traffic congestion that i have to face.. sigh~


but im ok.. because not everyday i have to do this person favors.. not like this guy.. my other colleague.. he have to send this person home every day.. because this person guardian cannot fetch this person on time.. tolerable?


this guy being hitting on her since the first day they ride the bike together.. (obviously that this person is a girl eh?) but guess what.. this person said to me loud and clear that she just using his kindness.. well.. to get home early..


my thought that time was.. teruknye!!


imagine.. the guy live in semenyih.. and the girl live in bangi.. the guy have to make O-turn! but what the hell i care la kan? dah seronok kene pegang kan.. everything BOLEH!


because riding motorcycle (pardon my kampung mindset) with someone with different gender.. will gain people attention.. and then the people will assume.. that those two are lovebird.. well.. its not that big issue.. but for this company.. it really is..


to come clear with this.. i will say that my company is very islamic.. they practice Islam in everything.. thats good.. but not to this person la.. this person said that the company (or people in it) dont have the right to stop her from using this guy..


i once told the guy bout it.. but the guy just listen then blah.. well.. both of them actually taking advantage of each other.. the girl.. to go home early.. the guy.. to have a girl to wet dream for..


previous practical student once told me that they saw me as a very nice girl that easily manipulated.. i said no.. that time.. but after some thinking done.. i think that girl was right.. i AM easily manipulated!! and im not happy with that!


i dont like people when they look at me.. they're looking down.. uuu.. i dislike!


ok..


then come this 2 new practical students.. they have cars.. and i foreseen that.. this person will go to them.. being nice.. and of coz.. ask for favors.. and it did happened!


and worst.. this person asked if she can stay at this new practical student room.. tompang.. because she dont want to asked the guy to take her home.. the guy dah separuh angau dah.. declared that this person is his sweetheart to all staff in the company.. and now he is gilo plus angau.. serve him rite to the face la..


this person maybe had enough of he hitting (ngorat) her la kot..


wow.. what a strategy!!


but for me.. thats too much!


first u want a ride.. then u want a place to stay.. but above all of it.. ia agak menyusahkan org lain! from that moment.. day by day.. im so annoyed.. i cant even look at her.. i felt not smiling to her.. but.. i cant be that ridiculous..


i just be plain.. with my emotionless-face (that me!) and i reducing my social activity with this person.. and i thought.. phew! im saved! this person will not buggin me anymore!


BUT..


just now.. this person asked me.. whether i can send her to the public transport station.. and.. i replied 'yeke? hmm.. oo..'


then she asked me again.. 'boleh ke?'


i replied 'ok....'


shitt!


how can i say NO??

but instead of sending her to the far station (which will make her life easier) i will just drop her to the nearest station.. sebab.. banyak cantek muke die?? huh!


why not asking the new preys that she just got?


why me?


am i still look fragile and can easily being manipulated???


im pissed..


not for long.. im gonna piss this person even more..


wait²~


p/s : u wanna some of me? i give u some of me!!


not being able to see encik ed nowadays.. almost a week that i didnt see him.. muke die cemane eh? hahaha.. and last nite he called.. lame plak tu.. kami jarang bergayut.. hehe..


seronok pun..


hehe.. not sure bout getting day off tomorrow.. byk keje katenye.. huu.. dah book Xmen Origin : Wolvarine ni!! hope he can make it.. hehehe..


semalam lepas aku cycling.. aku tgk tv.. pastu aku rase ngantuk.. so aku pon pegi ke bilik and nk tido.. mase dah layu².. sekali aku terkejut.. terus terbangun.. meremang² bulu roma satu badan.. kaki agak menggigil.. pastu aku amik bantal n comforter.. terus turun bwh.. tgk chanel711 starworld (friends and the simpson) pastu online jap.. dlm kol 3am.. aku rase sgt ngantuk.. sgt² ngantuk.. terus naik atas and debumm!!


padam!


sape suh tgk Ghost Hunter? sape suh tgk video Pocong Terbang kat youtube? sape suh? sape suh??!


huu..


p/s : i miss that guy..

wha-hat!?

MU nk dtg KL.. MU nak dtg KL!!

cristiano ronaldo! harap ko pon dtg la sekali ye!

hehe.. last time chelsea dtg KL aku pegi tgk.. ni MU dtg.. of coz bebeh.. of coz.. Stadium Bukit Jalil.. aku book satu tempat!! (satu je?)

hmm.. aku tak tau encik ed berminat tgk MU.. ehhehe..


takpe2.. kalau die tak minat.. i ajak bebudak lain yg berminat.. i ade jersey no 7! haha.. poyo gile.. tu kalau la jadi dtg kan..

tapi..



nape nk friendly ngan team Malaysia?

huu..

hari ni.. keje dh setel.. seme dah submit.. seme dah email.. seme dah finish! so can i go back? hahaha.. hmm.. seriously.. can i?



huu.. of coz la cannot! ko ingat ni bapak ko punye company? if bapak aku punye lagi la jangan harap! hoho..


pening la.. pale acik pinau².. cam nak jatuh je.. huu.. sape nk menyambut aku kalau daku jatuh di sini? paling kuat pun berpaling utk melihat.. ape kemende bunyik gedebam! yg begitu kuat itu? hohoho..


hmm..


i rase nk pegi tgk²an sejadah kat surau tu la.. mane tau kot² tak berlipat.. i lipat la.. hahah!


p/s : one more day.. i mean one more day and a half..

talking about wing..

hmm.. clip his wings? clip her wings? clip your wings? clip my wings? clipping their wings? so.. we talking about clipping wings..

are u people sometimes feel like there is something clipping ur guys wings?



what the hell im talking ya?

human dont have wings..


shehhss!


ok.. last nite.. i get the same feeling like my mom used to have feeling for me.. worried too much.. she went to this dinner at KLCC.. with her girlfrens.. no.. my dad did not go.. i've been home straight from office hour.. aku tak melencong or ade ape2 plan utk keluar malam semalam.. and i still didnt la.. (kdg2 aku ni tak plan.. tp kuar jugak..) dah pukul 2300hr die masih tak pulang2..

hmm..

tapi bile pikir2 yg even dah tgh malam pun.. jalan masih penuh dgn kereta and org.. so aku try to sleep.. tapi takleh.. mule pikir2.. awat tak balik2 lagi.. gelabah betol risau..

pastu aku sms la.. mase tu kol 2320hr..


no reply..



lagilah aku bertambah2 risau.. hmm..

tapi kol 2330hr.. dgr la bunyi gate.. bunyi grill.. bunyi sliding door.. hooo.. my mummy dah balik! rase nk marah! haha..



well.. serve me rite!








ok dah~

sambung :

semalam terpakse berenti type post sebab.. mak aku dah beratur nk gune laptop.. i mean.. die duduk belakang aku la.. huhu.. mentang² die dh ade blog.. nak online je keje.. hahah..


tp mmg terase risau la.. bile dh nk tgh malam tak pulang² kan.. hehe.. tapi.. saya balik sebelum kol 10pm ok.. hahaha.. suppose tak ptt risau sgt la..


hee..

mengenangmu

aku perati previous entry aku on 'my maw' tu kan.. comel je.. tapi aku tertanye².. nape bulu telinga maw² tu terkeluar² tp kita anggap ia comel.. cute.. alalala..?

tapi bile manusia yg mempunyai bulu telinga terkeluar² kite rase.. erks!



nape eh?



hehe.. saje wat pertanyaan sadis sigaraga..

bile ckp pasal bulu telinga.. serious aku teringat kat cik sue..



aku rindu la tu..


die bz.. abg die nk nikah on 1st May 2009.. and she will get herself married another 29 days after that.. hoho.. of coz die busy..

maybe malam tu malam last kite berguling bersama eh sue? pasni takkan nk berguling bersama aku lagi? mesti talaha akan rase terpinggir.. hahaha!

dah pukul 1735hr.. selalunye.. aku dah berdesup ghaib dr opis.. bak kate pakcik.. 'balik lewat² pun bukan leh claim OT..' hehe.. pakcik ni.. sgt memahami aku..

tapi tah la.. hari ni mood aku kureng.. mood macam ade yg tak kena aje.. mungkin perubahan hormon.. well.. aku belum period.. biase lah.. bermain² bola la hormon² dlm badan ni.. hehehe..


tadi waktu lunch break.. aku tido dgn nyenyaknye di surau.. tak pernah aku tido.. beralaskan sejadah yg di gulung.. dan LENA! selalunye.. aku hanya lena di atas katil sexy ku tu aje.. tempat lain mmg susah nk tido lena selena lenanya.. mesti terjaga²..

tapi tadi mmg lena..

sampai ko 1405hr baru aku sedar.. melampao kan?


hoho..

pastu bile dh ptg sket.. dlm kol 1600hr.. aku lapaw!




lapawkan sushi.. huhu.. sushi oh sushi!


hmm..


tahan je la..




p/s : takmo dah la kuar selalu.. i dh terase buat umah cam hotel.. tak baik nye aku!!

not at this moment..

hmm..

what will u feel.. when someone treated u.. somehow.. like.. he/she annoyed with you.. BUT.. when u did some good gesture to him/her.. he/she accept it.. but still didnt change the way he/she treat u.. still make the annoyed face.. still didnt want to say much..


still slamming the door to ur face.. (metafora)


what suppose u feel?


well i tell u guys.. i feel like Bitch Slap him/her!


hoho..



org dh buat baik.. tp masih nk mengade².. kalau la die ngade² tu sebab berpunca dr aku boleh terima sikit².. tp kalau bukan berpunca dr aku.. itu sudah lebey bro/sis..




one more..



mase tgh tgk tv (beberapa hari yg lepas la..) and my mom tgh online di depan tv.. so.. kami berdua aje di tempat kejadian.. alkisahnye.. die dh mule menanyakan soalan² yg susah aku nk handle.. dan membuatkan aku rase rimas and rase lemas..

perlukah semuanya ditentukan dgn pantas? seriously.. aku tak memerlukan tekanan dr luar.. aku tau die risau sebab aku tak kawen lagi.. mane tak risau nye? adik aku yg no 2 tu bulan Disember ni bakal jadi laki org.. akak die masih termangu² macam penyu..

tapi nk wat cemane rite?

seriously.. aku tade perasaan nk kawen.. aku takde kemampuan.. aku takde simpanan.. aku takde motivation.. aku takde rase kepentingan.. aku takde aim pun nak kawen dlm mase terdekat..

mmg.. mmg aku tgh happy ngan encik ed.. bermaksud aku perlu kawen kah dgn die? adakah kawen ni akan memberikan 100% kebahagian? kedamaian? keharmonian? tanpa dibelengu masalah²? adakah?

and seriously (utk kali ke-3) aku tak rase macam nak menghadapinye skrg.. aku tgk org² yg dh kawen.. mmg nampak happy.. i mean.. mmg happy.. tp bile realiti kehidupan tu menampakkan muka sebenar.. itu yg aku tanak hadapi buat masa ni..

aku nk jadi.. reckless dulu..

kahwin ni subjective la bg aku.. tak tentu bahagia seumur hidup pun.. and disebabkan aku close yg seseorg.. and aku terus kene aim utk kahwin? uuhh.. aku tanak mengulangi kesilapan dahulu.. even aku benci mengenangkan sikap aku yg menonong di kala dahulu.. aku BENCI!

bile dah kahwin nnt.. komfem economy mule bergoyah.. mase nk kawen pon (kenduri.. pelamin.. hantaran.. baju kawen.. door gift.. etc.. etc) dah bergoyah.. bile dah kawen kompem bartambah² la goyangan inul die.. and bile dah ada anak (which im looking foward when im married) economy itu agak bergoyang.. goyang gerudi..

bukan aku nk ikut trend zaman skrg yg gila berkenduri kawen.. aku tanak ikut pun.. tapi ada org atasan dan pihak² berwajib yg mahukan sebegitu..

aku tak mampu lagi..

hmm..

nnt bile² dah sampai ayat dlm riwayat aku di mana aku akan kahwin.. maka.. kahwin la aku.. ok.. dgn pertanyaan² yg agak mencemaskan.. merimaskan.. menakutkan itu.. tidak mengubah sedikit pon pendirian aku skrg.. mungkin in future.. tp tatkala aku maip blog ini.. aku masih setia ngan pendirian aku.. not this moment please..




wow..


aku rase lega!



mungkin depa rase aku ni dah berubah.. mungkin.. actually.. aku mmg dah berubah pun.. aku berubah utk menjalani kehidupan aku mengikut citarasa aku tanpa membatasi apa² yg aku rasa tak patut di batasi.. aku masih ada akal.. dan dah 26thn aku hidup menempuhi apa jua pengalaman hidup.. i think im in control ..

mungkin aku buat depa risau.. mmg patut pon depa risau.. aku anak depa.. kalau depa takdak depan mata aku ni pon aku duk tanya².. hoho..

tapi.. cemane eh nk ckp..



bluergh!~





p/s : semalam gi dating kat BB.. ngee..

glanced backward

ni aku br transfer piccas dr HP aku ke laptop.. nak tgk ka?

tanak?

aku peduli ape..

totitot


thabu (die dh berhijrah)


meena (ade di market)


lam lam (kembali ke pasar malam)


brownie (maw encik ed)


golfie (kat driving range)


kacot (aku benci tuan die)


meon (aaa.. comey kan? ni maw encik ed gak)


ulat (maw cik cipah yg dah gone.. RIP ma fren)

ni gambo2 maw yg disnap oleh aku menggunakan henpon yg tak canggih tu.. (tapi tetap di sayangi ok..) dah berzaman dah.. baru nk transfer aje..

hohoho..

nk tgk gamba adel yg plg aku ske?

wait..

amek large meal..

heheh.. kiyut aite? ni mase die mude2.. takleh nk bertatih lagi.. skrg die udah 9 bulan.. dah pandai ngade2.. hehehe..

okla..

tidur time.. daa..





p/s : td aku masak kacang panjang goreng ngan carrot.. ikan bercili + kentang.. sup sayur.. hee.. mintak maap la kalau tak sedap!

lagu chenta!

Artist : Genuwine
Title : Difference

lyrics : sila rujuk video


perasaan : munge2 byak woo..



perasaan sebenar : wa ngantok! mau tido!

entry ke-II di hari jumaat..

korg rase la kan.. ni ikut perasaan korang la.. hmm.. korang rase.. aku bwk balik menimbun2 keje opis tu.. akan disentuh tak oleh aku di kala weekend??


hadoiyai..


aku tanye sebab aku takde rase macam aku akan buat.. tapi sekelumit perasaan cuak ada di dalam hati lah if aku tak buat.. hoho.. gila pemalas!

ok.. SKIP la.. tak elok ckp pasal keje time tgh berehat2 ni.. tak elok utk kesihatan mental.. and kesihatan bahu.. (sah la aku takkan sentuh..) ayo..

tadi.. pg tesco.. memule cam nak beli marshmallow.. tapi disebabkan aku dah membantai gummy candy kat opis tadi.. so rase nk makan marshmallow tu dh tade.. tade dh craveness itu.. pling! ilang!

mane tak nye.. sepeket sekelip mata abes gummy candy tu.. ade rase seteroberi seperti yg diidam2kan.. hehehe.. pastu.. ada perasa limau nipis.. waw.. mabeles wa cakap sama lu.. pecalaya!

pas beli papaya.. i pon pulang ke rumah.. kali ni terlewat sikit.. kol 10.40pm br sampei.. bapak gile ramai org kat tesco ampang tu.. pastu kat MRR2 tu soheh la byk gilo keto.. tp takde la jam.. cume byk la..

terkedek2 macam itek.. teregeh2 macam penageh.. hooho..

pastu balik la ape lagi.. hehe.. owh iya.. sebelum ke tesco.. pegi mamam kat hafiz corner.. makan roti pisang separuh.. pastu konon2 minum air soursop blended tu.. hampeh.. ade ke patut letak susu pekat? gilo ko? rase mual gile.. soursop tu dah terang2 sour! poi pulak letak susu pekat yg manis tu.. kalau sikit buleh diterimo tokak ni.. tapi kalau dah macam teh dangdut ruponyo.. mau tergeliat lidah ni!! mmg dh tergeliat pon!!

sumpah tak beli la lagi mende2 cenggitu kat sinun..

baik aje i beli limau ais.. setel.. sodap pon sodap.. yg penting.. tak menyakitkan ati.. hoho..



esok konon2 nak masak tgh hari.. but.. my mom malam ni dh setel buat sambal nasi lemak.. ai.. kalau dah masak nasi lemak tu.. maknenye.. bfast nasi lemak.. lunch nasi lemak.. dinner pon nasi lemak laa.. hoho..

i teringin nk makan ikan sardin (oh bukan yg dlm tin tu) goreng garing2.. pastu wat la sambal sikit.. pastu gaul! pastu dipartnerkan ngan sayur masak lemak.. makan ngan nasik panas.. pastu kicap sket.. ou ou.. i dah kecuq air liurrr..

tp tgk la.. i ni ckp mmg berdegor2.. kdg2 tak sengaja.. ade kuar api sikit la.. huhu.. kang tetibe esok malas.. mmg dari subuh ke isyak makan nasi lemak aje la.. hahahaha..


pastu bile di pikir2.. wa teringin plak nk makan sayur goreng.. ngan ikan bilis and su'un n tahu kering.. lovely kan?

ai.. tgk la kekreatifan aku esok..


okla.. dah kol 12.03am???!!!! maiyama..


aku ptt tido.. katil dh mengalun2kan nama ku dgn penuh horny.. horny ke corny? eh.. ape2 je la..



gunite ppl of cyber world.. im off to bed..


dont wanne be ya!







p/s : nak teka tak sape pegi tesco ngan i? haha.. awww!

wind of change..

aku nk tuka la..



from H2O to ed..




ok.. pap.. pap.. (bunyik cop rasmi)


from now on.. H2O is ed.. and ed is H2O..


aku tau.. aku tau.. ed tu bunyik cam common sgt.. cam nama laki² dlm cerite 'kisah benaran aja' haha.. tapi nama H2O itu adalah sgt pelik utk seorg manusia.. sebab diketahui umum.. H2O (with subscripted '2') is scientific symbol for water.. 2 molekul Hydrogen + 1 molekul Oxygen.. tak gitu?

tapi baru ku tahu jua.. (dh lame tahu.. tp baru nk ngade² nk sedar..) die turut dikenali sbg ed di dunia cyber.. hehehe.. so ape salahnye? die pon dah terbiase ngan nama ed.. or encik ed.. or mr ed..

mase memule aku ckp kat die.. nickname die kat blog aku H2O.. die cam buat muke pelik.. hehehe.. and buat muke 'poyo nye awek aku..' but well.. i dont blame him.. aku mmg poyo.. (sambil mendabik dada) humph!

lagi satu.. bile zatul nk mention ttg die.. mesti sebut H 2 O (hesh-tu-O) dan aku rase.. penat.. die penat.. aku pun penat sbb aku pun sebut H 2 O (hesh-tu-O) and akibat kejadian² itu.. aku berkire² alangkah baiknye ade nama gelaran yg lebih ringkas.. padahal bukan tak leh sebut name betul die pon.. hehe.. tapi aku ni ade perangai pelik sikit.. aku suke menicknamekan org.. hehehe.. baru intimate konon²nye.. wallawehh..

so.. aku usha² advertisment yg die buat.. and die gune nama 'ed' so.. aku pon nak gune lah!



ala.. kat dunia cyber aje.. kat luar aku panggil la name betul die ke.. nama manje ke.. eceyy.. tak bleh blah..



hmm.. pagi tadi.. selepas aku menunaikan hajat pagi.. big boss call.. die suh revised balik checklist yg aku dah wat.. and yg aku agak geram ialah.. why? WHY? semalam die suruh lain.. hari ni die suruh lain? ayoyosami!


jangan perlakukan saya begitu boss.. nnt saye tension.. dah la saye belum period lagi.. hormon kelegaan masih tak lepas.. huhuhu.. (alasan!)


hmm.. nasib baik boss saye tu baik.. die suruh aku revised semula pon gelak² aje.. sebab kalau aku yg jadi boss.. maybe aku dah jadi HellGirl.. (hormon kelegaan tak lepas lagi kannnn) haha..

aku tgh buat ni.. tp aku confused la.. nk refer by chapter or as whole? hmm.. as whole la kot.. sbb dah kate nk buat review on the report.. tak gitu adik²? tp last time die suh buat chapter environment ajo.. aaa.. acik raso mato acik nak terkeluar nih!!


hmm.. ok la.. tanak la lame² melepek kat sini..



p/s : aku blogging ni sambil² buat keje ok.. hehe.. aku kan multipurpose punye org..
p/s lagi : bile dh tension ni.. amat pttlah pg jumpe encik ed.. hihi..

craving for the red thingy..

today.. pagi2 mengadap pc.. setelkan keje yg big boss bagi.. then terus email kat die.. hoo.. die nk esok sebenarnye.. aku yg agak berdedekasi ni nk submit early la.. well.. dedekasi kann.. hehe..


dedek = bodek je lebey


pastu kol 2.15pm aku chow pegi ke KL.. ada meeting.. tapi bg aku.. meeting itu sgt pointless.. and i hate spending my time pointlessly.. huhu.. baik saja aku pegi ke SOGO.. membeli belah.. hilang stress.. hehe..


pastu kol 7pm sampai opis.. terus berdesup pulang ke rumah.. H2O sms.. bile die sms aje.. well.. end up.. kami berdating la.. wakaka!

lepak di La zeez.. makan ABC.. hmm.. nyum2..




pastu aku ni teringin nk makan marsmallow.. punye la carik kat 7E.. sebab time tu dah nk kol 10pm.. kedai byk dah tutup.. tapi 7E tu mengong..

takde..


huhu.. hope malam ni tak berjejeran air liur.. huu..




even td dah jumpe.. tapi saye masih rase nak jumpe lagi dan lagi dan lagi!!


gilo tok ime ni..




p/s : saye nk yg perasa seteroberi..

type je la..

alamak.. tak tersambung.. hehe.. orang poyo and over confident mmg cenggitu.. ok bebeh.. aku nk ceritera alkisah semalam.. 21st April 2009..

First.. its my bro's 22nd Birthday.. Muhammad Fudhail Azizi.. doplohdua tahun suda.. muke mmg macam 22 thn.. harap perangai pon same la.. hehehe.. semoga sihat selalu.. takde menggigil² lagi (bukan sbb die gian.. appendiks tu hari) hehe.. pastu.. dah bergaji ni.. pandai² la belanja i okey.. wakaka..

Secondly.. my monitoring experience with ECD team.. hoho.. kami ke s.a then ke batu caves.. then ke s.a semula.. long story cut short.. amik botol.. amik sample.. anto sample.. tp dalam short2 story pon.. ade lawak disebalik itu.. kinkin (practical student) tertinggal hp kat surau RnR tol Batu 3 (RnR ke? ala.. yg ade shell tu).. dah sampai tol.. br die teringat hp kat atas rak di surau.. so aku n die berjalan la berlenggang kangkung utk amik hp tu.. seb baik la ade akk ni tolong jaga kan.. yela.. aku call la hp die.. mane tau kot² dah ade org amik ke..

mmg mulia la akk tu.. rase cam nk amik je gambo die.. letak dlm harian metro.. hehe.. beriye? maafkan la saye.. jarang saye jumpe org sebaik akak tu selain saye.. wakakak!

pastu pg makan ngan Ha (aka Iza oleh warga PMT) catching up mane² issue yg dah lost.. hehe.. update itu penting.. congrats to ida melaka.. sebab dah pregnant.. jaga diri.. mase last aku jumpe die (kat kenduri Radhi ♥ Ilmam.. die masih belum pregnant..) hehe.. lunch tu disponsor oleh Ha.. hoho.. mari lah dtg Kajang.. confirm kitorg belanja sate.. hehehe.. mari²!

pastu malam tu bajet nk pg jumpe H2O.. malangnye.. aku sampai office pon dh pukul 7pm.. kalau balik kol 5.30pm tu bleh gak la aku menyolek²kan diri.. hehe.. so aku terpaksa kensel.. tapi tetibe.. die nk dtg plak makan kat area umah aku.. hoho.. kol 8.15am jumpe kat depan masjid.. lepas aku mandi and menyolek² la.. dating kann.. wakaka..

mak aku sebuk tanye.. nak pegi mane? buat ape? ngan sape? macam polis.. pastu bile aku dah jawab.. terdengar la suara sayup² suh bwk dtg umah.. aiyark! mase nk jawab tu wa dah cuak.. kang aku ckp makan kat kedai dpn masjid kang.. ade yg mengado² nk makan depan masjid gak.. hohoho.. tapi.. takde.. sebab dorg tau.. aku akan react cemane.. ehehhehe..

maybe aku akan buat expression 'tah hape² tah' tapi.. dalam mase yg same.. aku tak bape nk heran la.. bagus la kalau dorg kenal n tau pon.. tapi.. wat mase ni.. kalau mengikut plan induk.. aku nak lepak dulu la.. lepak.. tarik napas dalam².. hembuss.. tarik napas.. hembusss.. bagus adik².. sambil berlalu pegi..



hehe..


tak la.. aku bukan ape.. harapan mmg ada.. cume tak terlalu besar.. sebab harapan tu dtg dr diri sendiri.. tapi bile melibatkan org luar.. (luar dr hubungan si teruna dan dara) harapan tu terus zuupp! naik ke limit yg kdg² kite tak bleh nk handle..

and bile hubungan tu dah diketahui umum.. secara rasminye.. ada persoalan² dan permintaan² yg agak merimaskan.. dan buleh membuatkan pasangan tadi terjerumus ke kancah stress.. and bile dah stress.. agak payah la utk membuat keputusan yg waras.. sebab stress mempengaruhi tindakan dan pemikiran manusia.. lain lah bionicman or bionic woman.. huhuhu..

so.. itulah punca saya malas lagi nk memperkenenkan H2O pada pihak berwajib.. takpe.. selow selow la.. panjang jodoh.. akan tiba jua hari yg ditunggu².. hari sesi berkenalan la.. hohohoh..



tak sabor la next week.. keje 4 hari saja! (lama lagi la wey!!)



ok sambung cite tadi.. kol 10pm.. die balik.. aku pon balik gak la.. ok.. dah abes cite.. hahaha! pengajaran yg kite dpt dr kisah ini yerla.. balik la sebelum kol 10 malam.. ibubapa anda pasti menyayangi anda dgn lebih.. sekian.. terima kasih..



p/s : 2 jam H2O tunggu kat HKL utk appointment.. appointment tu.. bukan walk in.. biaselah.. lemah gemalai..

main sambung² la ni..

pagi ni nak pegi site.. kat batu caves.. amik sample.. then pegi uitm s.a. utk anto sample for test..



mau ikot ka? hoho..



p/s : sambung later.. (of coz.. aku akan sambung..)

amigo amigo? amigo who?

hola amigo..


dating with azatul+razi+man.. cancelled.. azatul's cousin dtg umah.. so takkan nk kuar rite? kempunan la kitorg nk mengenjoykan diri..

si man dah tension gile kat s.a. hoho.. maybe ada bagusnye kansel ni.. man bleh setelkan assignment die.. pastu azatul suh bwk H2O.. hehe..

lepak la bro.. sis..

mak wa pon tak jumpe lagi.. wakakak!

bile nk bwk jumpe mak wa?

lepak la bro.. sis..

wa tanak beriye².. lepak² sudah.. kali ni wa nk slow n steady.. biar slow asalkan steady.. dak gitu?


ngee.. H2O pon takde pressure aku ape².. asal aku nk pressure die plak kan? and kami tak perlukan juga pressure dr luar.. hehehe..


kami selesa begini..







'no rules.. no aim.. just cherish it..'



p/s : sambung malam nnt ah..



ok sambung.. before that.. its 10.43pm now..

just got back from supper with H2O.. yea.. lately i've been home late.. but never later than 10pm.. tonite.. i arrived home at 10pm sharp.. nice timing ya?

i just dont want to ignite my parent temper.. so.. i came in just nicely on the time they told me.. earlier? maybe not.. they gave me condition.. i gave them my condition.. not literally.. but hope they get it.. im no kid..

right now.. im chatting with H2O.. crazy rite? baru je jumpe tadi.. but.. kami mmg ngade2.. hahahak!


aww.. gaya bapuk.. (aku tolong buatkan utk H2O)


hehe..


okla.. jgn over2.. lebihkan kaver.. hehehe..



p/s : ghiendu..

tuan meon!!!

first and foremost.. i wanna wish my beloved aunt.. Pn. Azian Hasan.. Happy Birthday..

"On your birthday I wish you much pleasure and joy
I hope all of your wishes come true
May each hour and minute be filled with delight
And your birthday be perfect for you!"

ade buat makan2 tu ajak le kami.. kwang2..


secondly.. me and zatul being planning our date tomorrow.. nak pegi mane? konon2 nk pg karok.. tp.. dunno.. pastu pg makan2.. but still dunno.. still takde conclusion..

nak pegi karok ke eh? nak main bowling zatul sakit tgn.. elbow die cedera.. pastu dlm tgh pening2 nk plan sempat plak die suggest paintball.. haiya.. lupe kot elbow die sakit.. kwang3.. ice skating? hmm??

tetibe aku rase cam nk santai aje.. malas nk berpeluh2.. nak bermalas2 aje.. hehehe.. tapi tak decide lagi.. biarkan la die n razi pening2 memikirkannye.. yg aku tau.. tempat tu mesti reachable.. affordable.. comfortable.. etc etc yg baik2 aje la..

hehehe..

kalau ade yg nk recommend.. sila.. jgn malu2..



malam ni nk wat laundry.. n spring clean the room.. dah macam belukar aku rase.. adei.. pastu kene gak la spring clean all over the house.. sebabnye.. hmm.. dah macam kubu peperangan!

ehhe.. penat den gini.. dah la besau umahnye tuh.. bukan aku tanak wat selalu woo.. tp.. tiap kali aku wat.. aku paling je.. dah sepah balik.. budak kecil n bapak2 budak kecik tu.. pak sedare die.. mak sedare die (eh aku?) opah atok.. kuat menyepahkan barang.. hehehehe.. pastu totti lagi!

hehehe..


alasan..








dah malas tu ckp je malas.. wakakak!!


okla.. H2O takde ni.. so weekend ni aku leh jd suri rumah tangga la.. kalau die ade.. dating aje keje den.. well.. tgh bahagia kan.. wakaka!


td H2O mms gambo brownies cuddle2 ngan die.. wah2 kau brownies.. laki aku ko buat cam bantal yek.. hahahaha.. comel loo.. bagus brownies.. bagus! bagi satu cakaran manja kat ketiak die ok!


aiyai.. baru kol 1619hour ke? demn.. cepat2 la kol 1730hour.. i dh tak larat nak membuat muke konon2 bz nih!! hmm.. faitit!


okla.. sebelum aku tersembam hina kat keyboard ni.. baik sangat la if aku wat nescafe.. daa!





p/s : i mish tuan meon!

meon & brownies

aiyaiyai..

tadi last minute boss suh attend meeting kat UM.. die kate meeting kol 3pm.. mase tu dah kol 2.46pm.. aiyai.. aku ade 14 menet je nk gerak dr kajang ke UM..

nasib baik aku ni terer bab zig zag.. pastu hebat dlm membawa kete 130km/j.. hahaha.. kol 3 suku aku dah sampai kat UM.. huhu.. mase tu.. aku nampak big boss aku br nak parking kete.. ah! sempat lagi! aku tak terlewat!!

hehehe..


pas tgh2 meeting.. boss aku excuse awal.. and aku substitute die.. aiya.. nasib mase tu dah toward the end of the meeting.. meeting tu sgt informative.. aku takleh nk alpa kejap pon! tgn nak kene menulis aje.. segala ape yg tuan pengerusi hamburkan.. seme tu INFO!

lenguh jari menulis..

hehe.. tapi.. aku suke.. setelah 2 minggu aku duk opis tanpa hala tuju yg jelas.. finally.. aku diminta ke mesyuarat!! aku suke!!


esok.. just prepare the minutes.. proper la.. hehe.. pastu meeting ngan my head.. hmm.. macam bagus kan entry aku kali ni? hahaha.. bile aku bace2 balik.. meme macam bagus ajer.. hoh.. pedulik ape aku..



k la.. ni la akibat H2O balik kampung.. hmm.. eventho bukannye ade plan nk jumpe die.. tp.. wa terase jauh aje.. hehehe.. poyo giler.. ahad ni die ajak date! yeay.. hmm.. cant wait.. nak aku countdown ke? hahaha!


die ade miaw br kat kampung.. name brownies and meon.. heheh.. aku suke meon.. sebab muke die penyek.. die kate.. lega skit duk kampung.. hilang tension.. hehe.. dah lame pon die tak balik.. tp yg lawaknye H2O ni.. sampai2 serbu kedai dvd dulu.. mentang2 murah.. hahahaha!


hmm..

hari ni buat aku beriye nk pegi kerja esok!!!





dah beriye2 ni.. tetibe esok dh hari jumaat.. hahahahahampeh....

jalan baik² ye..

cari punye cari set Twilight si cipah.. alamak.. tade la set twilight.. die jual satu2.. pastu tak lengkap pon.. tp semalam tak pegi Boarders pun.. pegi JJ maluri aje.. hihihik.. tak tgk movie pon.. takpe2.. nnt aku pegi la Boarders.. semalam teringin makan kat kedai blakang JJ tu.. tu yg pg Maluri tu.. tapi hampeh.. dah tak shedap dah.. tukang masak dh tuko.. tamau pegi situ lagi ah..

pastu jalan2 la kat JJ tu.. selepas hampa ngan MPH dlm tu.. huhu.. pastu H2O dpt sms dr seseorg yg wat mood die berubah.. and bile mood die berubah.. aku cube utk mengawal mood aku jugak.. tp aku ni kan jenis out of control.. hehehe.. so marilah same2 kite mengubahkan mood masing2.. huhu..

cian H2O.. tak patut betul la org yg sms tu.. childish gile.. i hate those ppl yg nak berkire2.. pasal bende remeh nak kecoh lebeh? aku susah nk terima la.. nnt aku bg la calculator kat die.. sebab aku rase.. hobi die mmg suke mengira2.. daym!

hmm.. pastu lepak la kat mapley.. mood ok sket.. kot..



pagi ni.. H2O bitau die nk balik kampung.. mmg die dh byk kali ckp nk balik kampung.. never thot tetibe camni.. ni seme org yg sms tu punye pasal.. die balik sebab tak sanggop nk melayan perangai mengade2 tu..




dah la.. blogging cite tak seronok camni tak membantu melegakan idong aku yg penuh ngan sinus.. huhu.. tak melegakan langsung..



p/s : c u on sunday..

besh ke tak besh ke ape kesh?

ahaa..

nak cerite pasal mende best ke mende tak besh? ok ok.. pasal mende tak besh dulu then diubati plak ngen mende besh eh..



mende tak besh

semalam staff yg membuat announcement pasal 'jgn salahgune internet' tu cari pasal lagi.. eventho bukan secara direct.. tp.. mmg wa terase.. terase nk maki je la.. hoho..

die intro aku as someone amik civil structure kat dak practical baru.. wa tadahal.. die siap ckp.. 'kalau ade ape2 leh tanye kat die' sambil juih ke aku.. serious wa tadahal.. sebab wa mmg amik civil.. and wa punye PSM mmg structure.. mmg tade hal.. abathen.. bile the practical student tu tanye aku macam2 (pasal BS RC) die sound kat budak tu.. 'jangan tanye salah org.. nnt awak sesat jalan..' i was like.. gilo ko tok ime ni?? ape masalah die eh?


mental issue la kot.. sebab org ade masalah mental aje yg camtu.. hampagas kan?


intro aku as environmental engineer sudah.. tayah lebih2 la.. tp bile ko terlebih sudah.. aku plak yg kena? ai.. ai.. pelik betol aku rase..

hmm..



mende besh

cik cipah suh tgk 'twilight'.. ok baik la cik.. saya akan cube try carik dvd tu.. hoho.. H2O pon nk tgk gak.. tu hari mase masih kat movie takmo tgk.. skrg terhegeh2.. ape tah nisa ni kan?

pastu cik cipah suh usha line set novel 'twilight' die tu.. malam ni akan ku usha line.. mengusha ngan H2O la.. hihik..

hmm.. dah la aku selsema ni.. hope ok la.. bajet konon2 nk tgk movie malam ni.. tp hampeh tol la GSC at TS.. tade pe yg menarik.. fast n furious? fully book!! baik sgt aku tgk fast n furious kat Dataran Merdeka malam ni.. live lagi.. hehek..



hmm.. selsema i ni saje je tau.. hoi! nak kene ke ha!?



p/s : kalau lah ade org nk tulun urut kan kepala di kala ini.. hmm..

isnin yang biru

last friday.. mood mmg happy la nk pegi keje.. sambil dgr lagu MC.. n of coz la ade sing along session hehehe.. tp mase dah ade lagi 800m utk sampai ke office.. ade malaun berhelmet langgar sisi kete aku..

puas la aku duk bg signal.. aku dah nampak motor ni cam pelik aje.. seperti die tak nampak kete aku yg comel nih.. bile aku check2.. owh.. aku tak set stealth on pon.. aku dah nak masuk simpang ke kiri.. die masih di kiri aku.. aku pelik.. aik? tak nampak signal ke? pastu bile aku nk kona je.. die dh menggelabah.. (dr side mirrior aku nampak muke gelabah die..) pastu aku swirve ke kanan balik.. (dgn buat muke bengang) bang! die langgar side aku..

ah bengang!

mmg salah die pun.. berborak atas motor..tak sedar aku bg signal.. eh? aku rase die tak sedar pon kete aku.. hampagas.. sadis.. pastu dah benti tepi jalan.. org motor tu bg 'sign' kete aku ok.. tadahal.. pastu die blah.. sampai2 kat opis.. ada calar.. damn..

bengang kali 2!

hmm..




dah la..


dah ade suara2 mengatakan 'jgn salah guna internet kat opis' hek eleh.. sape yg salah gune tah? aku tak bukak porno pun.. ceh..



p/s : sape tah la yg tgk tv online hek?

Him

i mish him..

..my baby

p/s : last nite makan domino's pizza.. celebrate my mom's bday..

levitated

hmm.. in previous entry.. i blurted that its not the right time to asked or whatever.. guess what? last night i asked him.. just to make sure.. im not angry at all.. im just curious.. i just want to know..


and last night.. i got the answer.. and setel..


what i did was wrong.. but im glad i did it.. cuz baru ku tahu ape sebenarnye yg tgh terjadi secara tersiratnye.. but ape2 pon.. i know that we can make it.. we just need time.. me to adjust with his past times.. him to adjust with my way of thinking..


i actually tatau nk express cemane.. im relieved.. sebabnye.. kitorg setel prob ni ngan gelak tawa.. ok.. maybe ade sedikit stiff.. tp.. at my side.. im fine.. im satisfied.. and i am so ok.. his side? hopefully the same..

'i want to love u more n more each day'

p/s : i hold on to ur words..

dah setel dah.. lega acik!

first of all..


Happy 53rd Birthday to my mom.. it was yesterday.. 7th April.. i did sms her awal pagi buta.. tp this year.. aku sms aje dulu.. ingat nnt nk belanja makan2.. tgk la.. hehehe.. agak busy menghandlekan kes H2O.. huhu...

kes H2O?

owh iya.. appointment die utk biopsy isnin lepas.. after biopsy.. doctor found out that the thing under his arm is not dangerous.. just tissue but.. infected.. penuh nanah and darah.. so die kene go thru immediate surgery.. warded.. and aku kene tunggu die sampai abes surgery.. sebab.. aaa.. aku yg teman die appointment.. and all his valuebles are with me..

tak bajet surgery pon.. tp agak serious sebab dah infected.. so.. takleh nk tunggu lagi kene terus surgery.. nasib baik la murah cost operation kat GH.. sebab wa byk gile nk complaint kat sini.. tp disebabkan murah.. terbantut nafsu wa utk mencerca.. hehe..

tp nafsu mencerca H2O.. nampak seperti tak terbantut.. hehe.. well.. anesthetic do change person's attitude..


so far.. he's getting better.. and better.. minor surgery je pon.. die tak pernah go thru surgery.. nah amik.. experience.. hehehe.. tp pasni takmo dah la surgery2 ni.. huhuh.. kes die ni selalu jadi kat org diabetic.. die takde diabetic.. so agak rare.. doctor pon pening2 lalat.. tp aku dah tak kisah la.. asalkan bende alah yg duk kat ketiak die tu GONE dan cukup ok..

semalam lepas surgery tu beriye2 ajak pg jalan2 bukit bintang.. ai.. baru duk ward sehari.. hahaha.. mmg boring gile oo ward tu.. nasib ade org kat katil sebelah.. uncle kat sebelah tu jari kaki die nk kene potong.. gangren.. akibat merokok..

huhu..

awal2 masuk dulu.. pakcik tu beriye borak.. tp semalam.. byk diam aje.. hmm.. so adik2 and kawan2.. tolong jgn merokok kalau anda sayangkan ibu jari kaki anda!!



there are things that i found out.. something that buat aku rase terawang.. rase nk lari.. rase nk percaya but i cant.. its not a big deal.. for normal people.. but bg aku yg tak normal ni.. aku terase.. hmm.. disbelief.. ok SKIP!


will only talk bout it when the time is right.. now.. the time is WAY not right..


now is the time for me and H2O to keep our promises.. yea.. we did promise something to each other.. so.. it started yesterday.. hehe.. ♥ wink!

semalam makan bende merepek2.. ordered laichi kang.. rupe2 nye laichi kang ialah satu minuman yg pelik.. byk la weird2 ingredients dlm tu.. we trying out ketahanan taste buds masing2.. some of them bleh diterima.. some of them.. yekk.. it was fun..


aiyaiyai.. bile nk hari sabtu?






p/s : its been 3 months and still marching! skuad!!!

what's fool?

H2O nk wat April fool.. tapi obvious sangat.. hek ele.. 2 attempts failed!

haha..


nice try brader...



wekk..