bodoh! takde otak!

aku rase malaysia perlukan lebih ramai psychiatrist (dgn fees yg murah) utk rakyat belajar mengawal tekanan..

supaya mereka tak memotong jari bini yg mengandung 5 bulan..
or mereka tak menendang anak GF die macam bola..


sampai mati..


mmg bodoh..
takde otak..

org camni.. patut keluarkan otak die..
letak kat kandang babi weh..
bagi babi makan..

GF die pon same..
dah lah bersekedudukan..
sampai terkeluar anak dah setahun lebih..

die tak sedar kot cerite die tu dah masuk berita?
same je taraf ngan awek mangkuk sudan yg liwat anak GF die tu..
aku terase sedih tgk budak 3thn tu..
tp mmg meluat tgk mak die..

hark tuih..

bodoh..
takde otak..



pastu td aku baca la bahagian soal-jawab dlm metro.. which aku menyesal baca!!
yg mengadu ni laki..
kata bini die cantik..
tp bile bisnes die kantoi..
bini die mule alih arah..
so die pon cam meluahkan rase sedih kat adik sedara isteri die ke? (ni kene cek balik)
pastu dh terlanjur berkali2..
wahhhhhhhh!

meluahkan rase sedih ke meluahkan benih?
bodoh!
takde otak!

aku terus bukak page lain..
nak muntah baca..

bagi aku..
dorg ni seme patut pegi mati lah..
dunia ni dah cukup ngan cuaca panas..
jgn tambah panas k bodoh..



p/s : otak aku rase cam kene tendang keluar dr kepala bile bace cite2 bangang n bodoh ni..

demotivated betol!

penin.. penin.. tulun tulun..!


sape suh bantai makan cendawan goreng seringgit ko habiskan dan dan tu gak? sape suh?
khabar diterima bahawa jumaat ni cuti amat mengembirakan aku.. tp saat kegembiraan tu bertahan beberapa minit je bile aku diberitahu yg hari sabtu lak.. aku kene pi melaka.. site visit..


kalau site visit ke taman bunge ke (which is impossible) or pegi ke sungai2 mengambil sample.. aku ok la lagi.. ni visit landfill.. yadoyai!


tak polah keroje kan.. buat ajolah.. ahhaii..




baru nk pegi cycling ngan hubby hari sabtu ni.. and nk deco n reno bhgn depan umah.. takpe.. jumaat cuti.. buat hari jumaat ajolah k..


kalau gaji masuk today.. pasti sgt memberi semangat aku utk berkobar2 kerja.. hihi.. walaupun takde increment mahupon bonus.. hadap je la!



p/s : aduyai.. napela bile ko yg lupe aku yg ko kata tak buat keje?

do not push my irritating button!

cane nk ckp eh?


hmm.. saya sgt marah.. tu je..
sangat bengang..


aku cukup tak suke..
org yg sewenang2 nye cakap bende2 ni..

1. sorry la..
2. alamak.. lupe la..

sorry naik lorry la kan?
lupe naik helikopter la..


adui..
kalau bende tu cam.. utang ko yg rm5.20 tu.. takpola..
tp kalau pasal mende2 yg professional..


aku sgt susah nk terime alasan tu..
sgt susah..

unless ko ganti la dgn ape2..





p/s : aku nk PS2 sebagai ganti..

my Peeves!

org melayu ckp :

'dah nk terberak baru nk buat jamban..'



kalau org putih ckp :

'u almost wanna shit then u build the toilet..'



pantang acik!

Teddy Twinkle : Cancelled

tettt!!


we couldnt find the kitten.. nowhere to be found.. maybe his mom has took him away..
both me n Mr Hubby.. are really disappointed.. huhu..


tp takpe lah.. maybe bukan rezeki kami.. ecewah!~






p/s : we have each other.. thats good enough :)

Teddy Twinkle : Not Officially yet

im gonna be mom!
as soon as this evening..


HOH!! Whu-HUTT?


jgn terkojut sgt la!
sbb aku jd mak miaw je la.. ekekek!


Cis!


rilek la.. hehe.. semalam zatul call.. die ade kat umah nenek sedara die yg betul2 disebelah umah sue.. die ckp die jumpe kitten.. and she asked me whether aku nk or not.. bile ku tanye kaler.. zatul ckp oren! aku mmg ske kucen kaler oren2 ni..

berdesup desap bersama2 Mr. Hubby kami kesana.. sampai2 je.. tgk maw tu.. gemok ok! bukan macam kucing yatim piatu.. so aku tak sampai hati nk pisahkan die ngan mak die.. so aku bior je la.. tak jadik amik maw tu.. pastu td tanye Sue.. die kate maw tu mak die dah abaikan dh.. huu.. so ptg ni.. me n my Mr Hubby nk pi amik.. siap nk pi amik sangkar kat umah mak lagi..

mak ckp.. 'amik la.. nnt toti ade la member..'


yeay!


Yeay!!


saya suke! Mr Hubby pon suke.. memule aku nk panggil die twinkle.. sbb mata maw tu cam ade bentuk2 bintang.. sgt lovely.. Mr HUbby nak panggil die beary sbb mcm bear die kate..


eh? tang mane yg macam bear?


tang kaler kot.. huhu.. die kate cam teddy bear.. pastu dedue berdesup nk panggil die teddy!!! tapi aku panggil die teddy twinkle.. hehe.. aku kan mmg asik nk menang.. tp Mr. Hubby peduli hape pon.. miahahaha!


pastu semalam dpt present :)

i dpt beskal! eventho tak secanggih beskal Mr Hubby.. i loike.. sebab acik leh la teman die cycling.. semalam dh teman dah.. kol 10pm cycling dek non.. gile tak gile.. tp beskal i tu beskal lame.. so nk kene repair2 sket.. tp takpe.. at least aku leh la ikot and teman die exercise.. hihihi.. semalam siap pi tempat aku n zatul nampak sosok.. heee.. takot la plak.. ahahaha!


takpe.. nnt dh repair brake and dah spray kasi cantik.. mesti same level ngan beskal die.. wekk!


ya betol! tepat sekali.. bb.. i nak kaler putih la.. pastu u letak sticker cantik2 k.. cantik lagi dr u nyer beskal k.. over demand lah pulok! nek beskal mmg besh woo.. peluh2.. fuh.. tiap2 hari camni.. slim la aku.. ehehhee.. br leh berlagak ngan Mr Hubby bile dh kurus kan.. i jual diri i sekilo seribu ringgit.. huh! padan muke u.. ingat malam ni nk seround due cycling.. tp lupe lak.. malam ni nk menyusukan teddy twinkle kan.. eheheheh! owh bestnyer! bestnyer!
mischief



p/s : pasni kalo majuk ngan Mr Hubby takde la sunyi je.. Teddy Twinkle dah ade!

D.I.Y

D.I.Y?

it stands for Do It Yourself..

ok.. get it.. so? what the issue?

i sometimes.. depending on others to do something for me..
like repairing the car..
or replacing the tyre..

or maybe.. laugh at my jokes..
or smile to me..

err?

u know.. the kind of gestures that i hope others will do to me..
but sometime.. u know people.. they.. cant read my mind..
so it is not their fault..


then? whats ur genius solution this time?


im suggesting.. Do It Yourself..
when i do it myself.. no one to blame..
i didnt need to remind others..
to do this.. or to do that..
and i will get the maximum pleasure as it is from myself..
am i right?
kinda kewl rite?


i dunno.. its kinda lonely not having the others..


but why i must depends on others to keep me happy and satisfy as i can do it by myself..
i can laugh at my jokes..
i can say.. 'hmm.. yummy! my cooks so marveles.. and i want eat more!'
i will not feel so damn hurt when others didtn do what they supposed to do..
cuz i can do it by myself!
and i wont beg myself to do anything..
as i love myself so much and i would do anything for me!!

i think u just heaten up becoz of something..
maybe u should chill a bit.. take a chill pill..

damn! i hate it when my inner voice is true and i really hate when TV ignites others to do something good to me!


p/s : supposed im off to bed?

currently short of currencies

hari ni mood keje mmg dah takde..


dpt email dr Big Boss.. zap zip zup.. settle.. dan aku kembali termangu.. sikit keje ngeluh.. byk keje ngeluh.. ko ni ngeluh aje.. laki acik pon duk marah yg acik ni kuat ngeluh..

bukan ngeluh.. nafas kasar sket je..



by the way.. this coming weekend is the longest weekend for february.. hehe.. tak suke? suke.. byk dh activity yg di plan.. seme plan2 yg tak menerbangkan byk duit la.. di kala tgh bulan kan.. adei.. maybe pg mandi sungai.. and pegi jogging..


Mr Hubby off sat and sun.. yeay.. jgn over yeay yeay ok.. nnt kat umah.. aku tgk muke kau.. kau tgk muke aku.. pastu dedue tgk muke tv.. pastu tv tgk muke dedue.. huhu..

belikat aku dah kembali sakit2.. adeh.. ni dah kali ke-3 kene.. sampai ke lengan n tengkuk dh ni.. yaduiyai! nasib Mr Hubby orgnye jenis yg bleh mengurut sambil tido.. ekekkee..

so die tak rase sbg burden la nk kene belai2 urat belikat den.. hihi.. boleh kate setiap pagi belikat ni seperti ditarik2.. huu.. maka.. time ni la nk manje2 ngan Mr Hubby suh urut.. ehehe.. actually.. setiap masa manja.. aku la yg perlu dimanjakan.. aku kan anak sulong.. dr kecik tak dibelai manja.. die anak bongsu.. dr kecik asik dimanjakan aje.. skrg ni turn aku lak.. :p keji nye excuse..

(manja ke ngada?)


by the way..
group (UTM) aku nk pg ke perhentian island.. satu vacation yg aku tunggu tunggu kan.. tp.. semacam ade problem.. very the private problem.. of coz la berkaitan ngan duhet.. u know.. duhett?

'duhett duhett.. di mana kau duhett..'

ringabell?


uhuhu.. tertekan weh.. sgt tertekan.. kalau bleh aku nk tarik diri aje.. tp guess what.. im the chairperson ma.. haduiyai.. tak pk pasal road tax n insurance renewal lagi.. and other things yg nk dibayor.. adebayor betol!!!! mampuih!!

tuihh.. tuihh!!





JPP oh JPP.. sila byr duhett aku yg tak seberapa itu k.. kerja setel suda~

saddist..

sad boy crying pic are from here..

hmm..
enough la..



p/s : Happy 24th Birthday my bro Naim!!



tambahan :

adeh.. bad news.. aku mmg tak dpt join pg vacation tu.. hmm.. postpone ke cancel teros? kalau tgk pada situasi.. cancel teros sampai bebile.. kecewa betol.. sampai bile la camni eh? sampai bebile?

padah mulut..

eh mulut ke?

tp mereka ni tak ckp.. dorang taip..
hmm.. padah menaip?

ape2 pon.. padan muko lah..
die ingat facebook tu die punye kot..
die ingat org2 dlm facebook hanya merenung kain sendiri..

sape suh menaip tak gune akal?
sesuka hati melulu lulu..

padan muke..
tak kisah la facebook ke..
blog ke..
ape ker.. kalau website tu boleh ditatapi umum..
ayat tu kaver sket..

no name please..
do not arise sensitive issues..
do not insult other religious..
other culture..


damn..
belajar tahap U..
tp tindakan tak menepati tahap pendidikan..
sape kate budak U pandai2 pon?


eh?
aku pandai..
miahaha!


pandai la dr mereka mereka yg br lepas kene report polis sebab menghina agama lain..
kesian kan?

cube tgk tempelan gambo ni..
renung2kan.. i yg photoshop.. miahaha! hepp.. jgn curik!

Then - think before u speak
Now - think before u type (giggles :D)

p/s : tetibe aku rase aku ade masalah ngan akk tu.. tp ape masalahnye eh?

no more drama

hehehe..

its a wrap! for good!


ekekek!



thank gudness for current situation..
i admit that i was lost for 1-2 days.. (err?)
now i found the path that i used to walk onto..

i like this path..
i wanna stay walkin on it..

lovely aite? wish that i have garden like this..

lovely garden pathway pic are from here..

drama

im in doubts..

of myself..

am i good enough?
what had happened to me?


blink blink..
my eyes swollen..





i desired for better condition..
please please..


dont let the warm breeze to stray..





p/s : ok Cut!


aiyark!

bile gelabah menghantui diri..

wow..

second entry for today.. well.. thats what happen when they give me simple job.. easy.. sometimes i even search for anything i can do here..

to me.. every job given to u.. must be done fast and of course.. correctly.. dont waste time.. as time is money (thats is business person's quote) and do proper planning.. firm Plan A with Plan B.. for any possibilities.. u know.. as backup..

ok.. enough of my boring bla bla about my work..


my status no : worried..

thats all i can say.. cuz its too private to share..



cit poodah! dey achi.. nk private2 tayah blog lah!



hmm.. maybe i should eat something nice today..
pagi td nk pi beli nasi lemak kat alam jaya.. dekat ngan L&T..
tp takde parking sbb kedai cine tu letak kerusi meja kat tempat parking..
which i feel so irritated..

irritated dgn tokey.. ngan MPKj..
why MPKj?
sebab.. my dearest Sue dh buat complaint to them..
in one week the status is.. in progress..
second week.. closed..

the problem is now..
tokey kedai masih letak kerusi meja kat tgh jalan..
cam shaitan je!

oleh sebab MPKj and tokey tamak haloba tu..
aku takleh nk makan nasi lemak kegemaran yg diidam2..

kempunan.. kalau ade batu belah batu bertangkup ni..
mesti aku tak sampai opis dah weh..



tp bile memikirkan kat area opis ade satu kedai jual nasi lemak yg cukup marveles gak la..
tp masih takleh menandingi yg di alam jaya tu..

so acik pon menyemangatkan diri pegi beli..


hasilnye.. memberangsangkan juge.. tp bile dpt berite kurang menggembirakan tadi.. acik rase.. acik perlu hirup tomyam pule.. huhuh..



p/s : tak caye.. try la nasi lemak alam jaya tu.. gile byk lauk.. n murah pon murah.. tp takde parking le.. complain kat MPKj jom!


sambungan :

owh! ade makan free kat opis.. mee hun goreng ngan sambal sotong plus ayam goreng berempah.. lazat.. sgt marveles bile ianye free!

save budget utk lunch hari ni!!

cancel ? WTFook ?!

last minute cancel?

kalau dating aku akan jd bengang!
kalau meeting aku suka! tp kadang2 tak suke gak la.. sebab dah prepare last2 x jd.. sgt sakit hati gak la..

kesimpulannya..

memutuskan utk cancel sesuatu bila lagi 5 minutes nk berlangsung..
mmg menaikkan amarah..

tp.. tak memberi kesan yg lama..
sebab pakwe mmg akan ajak dating lagi..
meeting bukan cancel terus pun.. postponed je.. so nak tanak mmg akan ade meeting ganti..

tapi kalau kawin?
kalau majlis nikah yg di cancel?
last minute?

ape perasaan?

hmm..


all i can say..

he got guts n nuts!
but rotten one!!



p/s : dlm paper Harian Metro hari ni..

yaperda!?

No Bag Plastic Day

every Saturday for every shop..



iyolah..


kononnye NO..
tp kalau customer nk beli.. buleh..
and mmg org akan beli pon..
kalau dh harga satu beg RM0.10 ajer..

tah hape2..
tak mencapai matlamat betul..
sabtu lepas aku pegi econsave..
sorg makhluk pun tak bwk beg sendiri..

kat troli depa semua berbeg plastic je aku tgk..
NO PLASTIC BAG DAY ape jadah?
ade je beg plastic aku tgk..


cube wat cam jusco..
takleh kuar lgsg plastic bag utk hari tu..
sediakan beg kain tepi kaunter..
satu beg kain RM3.00..
beli la kalau sanggup kan..







cashier offer beg plastic.. aku ckp tanak.. die buat muke "kedekut nak mampos pompuan ni" padahal.. aku just nk menjayakan program No Plastic Bag Day die..


hampeh plak aku rase..
misi tak sejajar ngan visi..

hanjeng ni pon bosan dengar..

im with u

blurry.
clear.
and now fading.
then clear again.


thats what i feel now.
even i really want to deny it.


maybe i need chocolate-icy confection.
hehe.

dont tell me this does not make ur mouth watery..

and maybe with addition of cute creature purring next to me.

aww.. awww!!

heheh.

but its ok kot.

cuz i got Mr Hubby!


beliau mengalahkan kehebatan eskrem n maw..

hehe.

p/s : Good Luck Mr Hubby for today and tomorrow!!!

no more dwelling..

inhale..

exhale..

sigh..

shut the book.. hard..

now..

im done dwelling!!

biasalah..
kalau ditimpa musibah..
kite nk pikir.. pikir.. pikir sampai mati..
tp.. dh mati bleh pikir lagi ke?
tp kalau mmg dh takleh setel..
buatpe kite nk pikir lg?

bukan nk suh abaikan.. or lupakan..
kite KIV sampai masa yg kite buleh setelkannya..
while waiting for that moment..
mari bergumbira..
and jgn sedihkan org disekeliling kita!!!


off to see Puan Suriani and then blk ke pangkuan dan pelukan Mr Hubby!!



p/s : cherish the time we have.. we should cherish the life we live..

moody mode

semalam the whole day dekat PICC.. ade workshop pasal policies..

Policies?
yup..

and my head.. ache..

gile panas semalam..
the participant (various of Gov Agencies) mmg cool bile giving thoughts and ideas..
tu je la part cool..


hehe..


hmm.. may day! may day!

im in my moody mode.. byk bende dlm otak.. pastu.. takde sokongan moral.. saddest.. hmm.. so mlm ni nk rewang.. makan angin.. layan kepala..


nk shopping? jgn harap aku singgah mane2 mall.. menangis tgk baju2.. menangis tgk kasut2.. menangis tgk beg2..


ni yg betul2 nk menangis..




p/s : i need mind therapy..