A nice Flash…it’s true that we have Family, Friends and the Love one accompany us to walk along the journey…
I am only 22, but I have some relatives and friends leaving…they stop walking with me now…I am so sad at that time, but I didn’t think that they are looking at me, hoping me to continue my journey…
Once again and again, I am so afraid that my friends leaving me…this is not the first time I feel scare, cause she met an accident, just pass by the “GUI MEN GUAN”… she is my best friend and I don’t want anything happen to her again…
Even my parents...
While I was 5 years old, my mom told me that she wanna left this house, she wanna go to another places…in other meaning is that she don’t want me anymore…although I don’t really understand what she meant about at that time, I can just understand that she said she wanna leave me…I cried and cried, keep telling her that I want her, I want her…both of us cried until I slept at my moms thigh…when I woke up, I saw that she is still beside me…I was so happy and I knew that she will walk with me until she really feel tired…
When I am in secondary school, my father and my sis always quarrel, every time after quarrel, my father will drink lots of beer and start talking nonsense to me…telling me that I have to study hard, he told me that he dreamt about his mother and father, which is my grandma and grandpa…he told me that this maybe a sign telling him his life would be very short…very near to his parents…I know what he meant about, but I just told him, he is very healthy and strong enough, he still has lots of stuffs hasn’t finished yet…I haven’t graduated from Uni… I haven’t work and earn much $$ and buy him a bungalow…etc
They are now still with me, walking with me along the journey, giving advices, helping me in any problems…I hopes and I wish everyone beside me is healthy and safe…that’s very enough to me already…
Saturday, 25 September 2004
Wednesday, 22 September 2004
Presentation…Performance…Studies…
It’s the 4th week of the class, I already have tons of assignments to work on. The latest is the assignment of Public Speaking, going to introduce EGYPT!!! After I went to MATTA fair, got all the price of the trip to Egypt, and search lots of information about this mysterious country, I manage to start my power point now.
What comes to your mind when you first hear this country?
To me, I will think about the pyramid there. A perfect building that I never thought that it can be built at that time. All the stones are so heavy and the triangle cut is so well. You can simply just click to the search engine, you will get a lot of the info about this country.
It would be nice if I can have a chance to visit there. *_*
Some of my course mate doing others countries such as Mongolia, Italy, China and etc. I can’t wait for tomorrow’s presentation. It is so exciting to have a class telling us about all the attraction places at those countries. And of course, I will try my best to present Egypt well to everyone in the class. Anyone who wants to know more about Egypt, hehe~~ can come to me… :p
Life is not that tough at UCSI. Those “seniors” take care about me this little “junior”, telling all the funny things in UCSI, and helping in all the assignments.
Next Tuesday is the Mooncake Festival, we are going to have a celebration just before the actual day, which is 27/9/04 (Monday). I am going to perform Wushu that night. Just wonder whether I can do well that night since I had just hurt my ankle. Anyway I will do my best on that night, to promote Wushu to everyone in UCSI, no matter they are staffs or students.
Hopefully this performance will help me in forming the Wushu club here… :p I had just fill up the register form to form this new club here. Thanks to those who help me, giving me lots of guidance and information to form the club here…hmm…maybe you are not reading my blogs, but just I wanna thanks to you all who helps me a lot lah…
Some of my friends keep asking me why I want to switch to UCSI, why I dun wan to finish my degree at UTAR? They feel that it’s a waste of time…but to me, I know what I want, I know what I need…I understand you all quite worried me about my studies, but for sure, this is the Uni that I prefer and the subjects that I am going to take here is really interesting…it is much much better than just study the theory without practical.
I still remember my lecturer who taught me in New Era College, he told me that, we do not need any practical subjects because we will learn it when we work in that firm. Hmm…I am not agree with him, because I am quite a slow learner, to me, the practical subjects is really useful to me. At least we can learn some basic skill before we work in that particular firm.
So, dear friends, don’t need to worry about my studies. I will do my best in this 1 and a half year at UCSI…
What comes to your mind when you first hear this country?
To me, I will think about the pyramid there. A perfect building that I never thought that it can be built at that time. All the stones are so heavy and the triangle cut is so well. You can simply just click to the search engine, you will get a lot of the info about this country.
It would be nice if I can have a chance to visit there. *_*
Some of my course mate doing others countries such as Mongolia, Italy, China and etc. I can’t wait for tomorrow’s presentation. It is so exciting to have a class telling us about all the attraction places at those countries. And of course, I will try my best to present Egypt well to everyone in the class. Anyone who wants to know more about Egypt, hehe~~ can come to me… :p
Life is not that tough at UCSI. Those “seniors” take care about me this little “junior”, telling all the funny things in UCSI, and helping in all the assignments.
Next Tuesday is the Mooncake Festival, we are going to have a celebration just before the actual day, which is 27/9/04 (Monday). I am going to perform Wushu that night. Just wonder whether I can do well that night since I had just hurt my ankle. Anyway I will do my best on that night, to promote Wushu to everyone in UCSI, no matter they are staffs or students.
Hopefully this performance will help me in forming the Wushu club here… :p I had just fill up the register form to form this new club here. Thanks to those who help me, giving me lots of guidance and information to form the club here…hmm…maybe you are not reading my blogs, but just I wanna thanks to you all who helps me a lot lah…
Some of my friends keep asking me why I want to switch to UCSI, why I dun wan to finish my degree at UTAR? They feel that it’s a waste of time…but to me, I know what I want, I know what I need…I understand you all quite worried me about my studies, but for sure, this is the Uni that I prefer and the subjects that I am going to take here is really interesting…it is much much better than just study the theory without practical.
I still remember my lecturer who taught me in New Era College, he told me that, we do not need any practical subjects because we will learn it when we work in that firm. Hmm…I am not agree with him, because I am quite a slow learner, to me, the practical subjects is really useful to me. At least we can learn some basic skill before we work in that particular firm.
So, dear friends, don’t need to worry about my studies. I will do my best in this 1 and a half year at UCSI…
Tuesday, 14 September 2004
Black Saturday
A black Saturday…early morning had to get up early and went to Joanne’s school, to collect her report, be her guardian :p…her form teacher is so long winded…1 student, she can talk for about 20minutes…just telling the parents that need to put more attention on their child, ask the student to work hard on those failed subjects and bla bla bla…we had pick the No.18 at 9am, at that time, is only the 8th student get into the room to take the report…
We went out to have porridge for our breakfast and back to sch around 10sth, still not our turn yet…we wait for almost another 1 hr!!! Meet her around 11.35am…sigh….only 10 in between, takes about 2hrs!!! crazy huh…can talk so long yar…
For Joanne case, as usual, too much activities…means that too much sports…have to cut down some activities…and the teacher ask me to guide her on maths n science subjects… haiya…I had given back all the things to my teacher liao…how to guide her!!???
After that, on my way to get my car, met a person that I dun wish to see, but he caught me…haiz…jus a simple Hello n Goodbye…then quickly “ran away”… :p
A raining afternoon, nice to rest and sleep…I just took about 20 mins nap, then have to go out again…to get my drawing stuffs from 1 of my Master who is an Art Teacher too…I think this is the best time I had for today…enjoy the little children drawing their clown…the studio is full of children, the time when I reached, there’s about 10 to 15 children…
And then, as usual, went to Chinwoo for training…erm…it’s only Master Ken and Master Lai…the training is a bit tough…at least to me is quite tiring…doing around 8 traditional routines…non-stop!!! Later then, continue the training with only jumps…thought it will be more relax…hmm…later proof to me that I am wrong…haiz…when come to the XUAN FENG TUI…suddenly everyone just saw me fell down, tears shed out cause of the pain…ya…no doubt…I sprained my ankle again…the right leg once again… “_” the training stop for while, I can still remember Tion Ho, Chun Yee and Joanne carry me to the side, and Cheong went to take the First Aid bag…ha…others I can’t remember at all…I just know that it’s really pain until I can’t walk…some more got to get someone to fetch me home, and carry me to house…this time really become orang cacat…
Hmm…today…is not my day…
We went out to have porridge for our breakfast and back to sch around 10sth, still not our turn yet…we wait for almost another 1 hr!!! Meet her around 11.35am…sigh….only 10 in between, takes about 2hrs!!! crazy huh…can talk so long yar…
For Joanne case, as usual, too much activities…means that too much sports…have to cut down some activities…and the teacher ask me to guide her on maths n science subjects… haiya…I had given back all the things to my teacher liao…how to guide her!!???
After that, on my way to get my car, met a person that I dun wish to see, but he caught me…haiz…jus a simple Hello n Goodbye…then quickly “ran away”… :p
A raining afternoon, nice to rest and sleep…I just took about 20 mins nap, then have to go out again…to get my drawing stuffs from 1 of my Master who is an Art Teacher too…I think this is the best time I had for today…enjoy the little children drawing their clown…the studio is full of children, the time when I reached, there’s about 10 to 15 children…
And then, as usual, went to Chinwoo for training…erm…it’s only Master Ken and Master Lai…the training is a bit tough…at least to me is quite tiring…doing around 8 traditional routines…non-stop!!! Later then, continue the training with only jumps…thought it will be more relax…hmm…later proof to me that I am wrong…haiz…when come to the XUAN FENG TUI…suddenly everyone just saw me fell down, tears shed out cause of the pain…ya…no doubt…I sprained my ankle again…the right leg once again… “_” the training stop for while, I can still remember Tion Ho, Chun Yee and Joanne carry me to the side, and Cheong went to take the First Aid bag…ha…others I can’t remember at all…I just know that it’s really pain until I can’t walk…some more got to get someone to fetch me home, and carry me to house…this time really become orang cacat…
Hmm…today…is not my day…
Saturday, 11 September 2004
Life in UCSI
It seems every time I write my blog in Chinese…I do wish to write in English…erm..just I dun have the confidence on writing English essay…my English is too worse…This is the 1st time to write my blog in English…any error, do let me know, a way for me to learn it…thanks ya…
Have just started my class last week, very interesting in the Public Speaking and the Video Production…have to speak more n more English in the class. Our lecturer, Mr Ken too…but Ken Choong, he is very dramatic n humor…even though his class is 2 hours, but we all are not tired at all, it’s because his voice is so attractive and his movement, keep u look at him…doing those funny action…especially his face. He has a mobile face, like an actor, and yes, he is in drama before…
Mr Ken is about 6 feet tall, huge size, and always looks like a panda, cause of the shadow under his eyes…he love to tell us jokes and bring those jokes to the topic that he is going to lecture…I had attended his 3 class, going to have assignment soon. I think it won’t be too tough…and even we dun need to sit for the exam for this subject. Just that he will examine us through oral…
The other subject is the Video Production. This is the 1st subject to me that learning technical part. Previously, most of the classes are all theories…so bored and tiring…we are require to think for an experimental or Music Video, and this will be my 1st project…if I am not mistaken, we dun need to sit for the exam too…just base on our final project…hurray!!!
And there is 1 more subject that I need not to sit for the exam, which is the Visual Communication…things that we have to do is ART!!! Drawing drawing n drawing…have to come out with creative ideas…drawing class… :s will try my best to draw whatever I can… ;p
Hmm…wat is my 4th subject that I have chosen for this semester yar??
Erm…
Oh ya….it’s film studies…bit of history…and just started the class. Lecture about the history of the Media in all over the world and especially Malaysia Media history!! This should be the most important part. Later we might be going to visit the Film Negara Malaysia which is in PJ.
Next Tuesday, I am going to have my 1st speech in the class, have to talk to every course mate in English…a bit nervous now…preparing my speech…hopefully I can speak fluently in the speech…
10/9/2004
1.25am
Have just started my class last week, very interesting in the Public Speaking and the Video Production…have to speak more n more English in the class. Our lecturer, Mr Ken too…but Ken Choong, he is very dramatic n humor…even though his class is 2 hours, but we all are not tired at all, it’s because his voice is so attractive and his movement, keep u look at him…doing those funny action…especially his face. He has a mobile face, like an actor, and yes, he is in drama before…
Mr Ken is about 6 feet tall, huge size, and always looks like a panda, cause of the shadow under his eyes…he love to tell us jokes and bring those jokes to the topic that he is going to lecture…I had attended his 3 class, going to have assignment soon. I think it won’t be too tough…and even we dun need to sit for the exam for this subject. Just that he will examine us through oral…
The other subject is the Video Production. This is the 1st subject to me that learning technical part. Previously, most of the classes are all theories…so bored and tiring…we are require to think for an experimental or Music Video, and this will be my 1st project…if I am not mistaken, we dun need to sit for the exam too…just base on our final project…hurray!!!
And there is 1 more subject that I need not to sit for the exam, which is the Visual Communication…things that we have to do is ART!!! Drawing drawing n drawing…have to come out with creative ideas…drawing class… :s will try my best to draw whatever I can… ;p
Hmm…wat is my 4th subject that I have chosen for this semester yar??
Erm…
Oh ya….it’s film studies…bit of history…and just started the class. Lecture about the history of the Media in all over the world and especially Malaysia Media history!! This should be the most important part. Later we might be going to visit the Film Negara Malaysia which is in PJ.
Next Tuesday, I am going to have my 1st speech in the class, have to talk to every course mate in English…a bit nervous now…preparing my speech…hopefully I can speak fluently in the speech…
10/9/2004
1.25am
Tuesday, 7 September 2004
生命可贵
是不是我开始老了？？？怎么开始会听到身边的朋友去世的消息？？？
上个月，才听说一个在新加坡念书的同学，因为车祸而去世。而前天，则是另外一个朋友，承受不了压力的情况之下跃楼自杀！对我而言，那是多么惊讶的一个消息！尽管，我和你并不太熟悉，但彼此都认识，算是朋友吧…你才刚刚出席了自己的毕业典礼，一切才刚开始而已…我们这一群朋友，完全不了解你当时面对的问题及压力。
就是常常有许多的人遇到问题时，不懂得与家人讨论，也不愿告诉朋友，自己一个人躲在一角钻牛角尖，都最后换来的竟是无言的结局！！这叫我们何等悲伤！！你就在我们身边，在我们还来不及伸出援手之前，就眼睁睁看着你离我们而去…
那一天晚上，看着你的遗照，你那阳光般的笑容呢？你那开朗的个性呢？你对我们这群朋友的承诺呢？怎么可以一声不响就将一切跑回给我们！！？我真的哭了！
希望你这么样的决定，让你你得到真正的解脱，我只能祈祷你能安心上路…
我还是忍不住哭了…
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你，又再一次受伤了…这一次虽然不比上一次来的严重，却真的差一点就丢了命！也许真的是佛牌的保佑吧！又或者是我不断地祈祷…不管是怎么样，这一次你真的是将效命捡了回来…真的要好好保护自己了…我不想再一次体验失去朋友的感觉，那是一种很痛的感觉…是一种让人无法去相信，更无法接受的感觉。
我不要！我不要！
我不要身边任何一个朋友出事！如果我每一天地祈祷可以换来每一位的平安，我愿意每一天为大家祈祷！我只想朋友们还有我的家人都可以完完整整，平平安安的生活！
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