Last day for this semester

It's the last day for this Sept semester...

We were having the last lecture class for Public Speaking Class, and my topic it "Negative Depiction of Women in Movie"...what a nice and challenge topic…the topic was not chosen by our own but it was given by our Mr. Ken.. Thus, from today’s presentation, I found out that there’s a lot of topic related to WOMEN…negative depiction of women in movie, portrayal of women in media, how to be a wonderful women, how to get a lasting marriage and etc…all of us, I mean 20 of us were so enjoy the class just now. It’s not because of the last lecture, but the topic that all of us going to present is very interesting.

I’ve gain a lot from this class, and of course other subjects such as Visual Comm that I mention the “Old McDonalds” before…for my final project is going to design an attractive map of PAHANG, pointing out all those highlands and beaches with our own design icons… The lecturer, Ms. May, is very nice compare with last semester in UTAR… maybe the course is different and the teaching skill is different…although she is still that demanding, but it’s good to us because in those advertising firm or PR firm, we shouldn’t make any mistake on design and have to come out with creative ideas…找吃艰难 呀!! She likes to share with us her working experience in advertising firm and when she teaching in others University or Institute… she told us everything that we are going to face soon, or when we are going to work… we learn a lot from her and everyone loves her very much… I will highly recommend my junior to take this subject, it’s not only teaching you how to design, and she will teach you the entire working attitude too…

Last week, I was so busy of the video shooting…we have our talent been prepared but due to some of the technical problems, the results come out very bad…what we have to do in Video Production is to do a 5 mins experimental movie, in a group! We had separated our work and trying our best to make the shooting run smooth. It’s now come to the post-production part…we have to do the editing for this movie, with adding those video transitions and effects…once I finish it, I will copy to CD and let you all to have a look ya…

I am now rushing for my PAHANG map…going to present on 10th December 2004. I will be free after 15th December 2004. For those who are in M’sia, please feel free to call me for a lunch of go mamak stall after my exams ya…

雨过天晴了… 也许你们并不认同我这一句话…
发生了这么多的事情，可以说是经历了那么多的风风雨雨，学乖了、也学精了！怎么说？
现实社会是残酷的！它并不会因为你跌倒而停下来安慰你、辅导你、协助你。
我学了什么？我学会了如何说好话、如何说好听的话、如何在对的场合说对的话。只要说错一句话，可以让对方憎恨一辈子…所以要三思而后言…
我看懂了不少人情世故、更看懂了许多戴着假面具待人的“人”。什么是看懂？看懂，是当自己倒霉经历过被杯葛、被陷害、被出卖，遇到好心人的提醒，回头再看看曾经如此对待你的人，是一则又一则的笑话！看懂以后，不再容易相信一个人的话。每一句话，都必须经过消化以后，才可以认真回答，否则就会招惹麻烦…所以，最好就是什么都不知道…干涉越少，麻烦就相对地减少…
我从来就不是聪明的人，有什么事不该做、不该说的都不知道。甚至有时候在言谈之间，无意中说错话也没意识到。没有人告诉我做错了，所以就一直错下去。等到发现的时候，已经尽量在改，但大家却已经不再接受我了…
独来独往，你说好吗？
要怎么说雨过天晴呢？其实我仍站在蒙蒙的细雨中，晴天应该不远了。再大的风浪，也击不倒我的意志与信心；在难熬的日子，也磨不走我的志气。
这即将来临的晴天，只能说是我不再执着、不再计较、不再刻意追求一些不属於我的东西。这样的日子会过得开心些，心里也比较平衡…
从前的我，就是太过于执着，太过自我。“回顾”过去所发生的种种事件，有不少是我自己一手促成的…什么叫“后果自负”？这滋味已经尝到了。
也许人生就是这样，碰过壁了，才懂得长大。