Covid 19 Part 2

Barang b beli on the spot, oxymeter skali (tiada dlm gambar) 

All 3 vaccines include booster

Cat bilik guna cat sedia ada kt stor. Jotun washed linen

Pintu ni pun ku cat minyak - dark brown

Tadaa siap! 

There goes my HSO - House Surveillance Order. Aio, i got 10 days ya. Jgn ngengada nk suh i masuk keje awal.

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 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. 

9.55pm, ahad.

 Esok kerja. Niat nk gosok baju td jd tergendala sbb dah kena vacuum rumah yg sepah, kemas baju kids, dan naik atas tidurkan kids sbb dorg ngengada i kt bawah semua pun sibuk kt bawah uhuhu 

Ok sambung kisah covid.

Malam isnin 7feb tu dah pening kepala yakmat + demam. Demam ni xrasa sgt sakitnya, lg sakit pening dan menggigil tu. And jam 2pg, 4pg kerap terjaga, badan sakit sgt mcm baru lepas lari 10km hari sebelumnya, tp minda u awake. U know mcm u sedar tp xleh gerakkan badan sbb gerak sikit, otot tu sakit. 

Hari selasa 8feb tu pula kepala pening2 lalat, xleh tgk screen even hp lama2 nt mata sakit. Dahlah 8feb ni lah banyak nak wasap bos bos, nk cari relif utk staff yg close contact etc. kaknem dayah nino semua rtk dan pcr negatif. Dapatlah dorg cuti khamis-jumaat. Sbb dorg kena buat pcr once i positif je. Result positif i dpt rabu, so dorg buat  pcr khamis, result dorg jumaat. 

Rabu masih dlm bilik, xkeluar. Duk layan movie/series sambil jahit baju labuh, lencana sekolah, nametag sekolah. Masa ni pening dah kurang tp start runny nose and sneezing yg dasat jg. Bila achum tu mcm nampak partikel air tu tersembur 1 bilik. Mlm pula nk tdo , hidung sumbat. Bilik pasang eo frank dan eo rc tekan sapu kt hidung. 

Khamis dah ok sikit, turun bawah pakai double mask, n hidung i xde bau mainly sbb hidung sumbat. Dah boleh masak utk kids. 

Jumaat i amik peluang utk cat pintu dan cat bilik hihi sbb hidung pun xleh bau, jd kita cat lah. Padahal org bawah fenin bau cat.kiki 

I kuarantin 10days dr 8feb->17feb. 18feb jumaat dah naik kerja. 19 feb sabtu ada bday celebration ayah kt sunway pyramid. Blk dr sunway ni, iyas pula demam. I saspek iyas ni positif sbb demam dia xkebah2 walau dah makan pcm. Sama macam i masa mlm pertama tu. Maybe dia dah dpt exposure dr i few days before. 

Pagi ahad 20/2 pula, mama pening nk demam, mama pula test positif. Tp yg ni mcm xlogik kalau baru jumpa i semalam dah develop symptom. So mamanye possibility dpt dr geng ngaji dia. 

Isnin pagi pula 21/2, found out suami pula positif. Uhu disebabkan i baru naik keje habis kuarantin 10days n i xdikira close contact sbb dah positif. Dalam masa 3 bulan, i dah immune. So hubby pun kuarantin sambil jaga 4kids di rumah huhuuu sorry b. 😭 

Today 27/2 ahad, pg td umar muntah2 dan demam. Uhu ah sudahh xkan umar pula positif? Takut yg misc tu sbb umar masa inpositif aritu ada dgr dia batuk2. Cuma bila buat test, dorg semua negatif. 

Harap abg umar dah ok esok. Esok pula ayah ada kerja. Hurmm kesian pula kalau abg umar dok taska. Tp tulahhhh mummy nk cuti pun punya payohhh! Huhu tu ckp td, kalau nak sakit, sakit sampai masuk spital terus baru mummy spt cuti. 😭😭😭 sedeyh kann bunyinya tp tulah hakikatnya. Susahhh betull nk dptkan relief. 

Ok done bebel. Huuu 

Covid-19 Part 1

 Hi dear. I miss u so much. Lately i cant get u out of my mind. Haha

Anyway nk cerita ttg covid experience. 

It started on 7 feb 2022, balik kerja i singgah eco shop rm2.20 jap, cari barang. Masa ni kepala dah macam weng2 but in kuatkan diri. Blk rumah b tapaw kebab king sunway, so tayah masak. Panaskan n makan je but unfortunately the kids tanak mkn kebab. They said nk makan nasi + fish chips. Ok mummy masak nasi jap guna microwave je cos itvtakes 15mins only to cook. Then grg fish chips. Then mummy kepala dah peningg mujur cuti solat, so mummy tdo atas. Biasa kalau tdo mst kena buka aircond, but that night, sejuk yakmat sampai pakai stokin, aircond kipas off, selubung tp badan menggigillll! 

Esok pg, instict diri kata sumting wrong. Biasa aku kalau demam, mkn panadol, tdo dan setel. Esoknya sihat dah. So i pun buatlah saliva test brand alltest. And double line! I terus inform hubby, dia tdo ngn kids mlm td sbb bilik mummy panas! Hihi 

Test semua org, semua pun 1 line je , negative. Mummy terus inform bos, tanya dr feenas, kena pg cac kkj, buat pcr. 

Bila di cac kkj, nasal swab rtk negative. Pulak dah. By right kena masuk kerja dahlah sbb negative, but pcr belum keluar result. Pcr 24jam baru keluar. I tak larat, i minta dr mc kalau boleh. Mujur dr azlan kata xpe, tayah keje, tunggu pcr sbb u bergejala. 

Esoknya contact mlt shu, shu cek ic dlm sistem.. yeszaaa i positive. Report dlm mysejahtera n dpt kuarantin 10days! Yahoo! Haha punyalah actually mmg susahhh sgt nk cutiii! Allah bg kuarantin ni rs macam wow bestnyaaaa dpt cuti, walaupun demam selsema kepala pening ni sob sob 😭 

Minta hubby bawa lemon + madu + air panas ke bilik atas. 

1st meal, mlm tu tekak gatal2, xde selera sgt, b masak maggie kari haha yumm tq syg.

My saliva test, double line. Ni buat kali kedua selepas kumur2 dan tunggu 30minit. Sbb katanya kalau buat the first saliva tu takut protein makanan ke yg menyebabkan dia turn double line. 

Madu belu dr wani di uk sana. Ehe 

4 org buat test , semua negative. So semua tdo bawah nt. 

What i do masa kt bilik kuarantin, jahit baju, nametag, lencana. Aparts from layan movie. Actually takleh tgk screen lama2 pun, mata sakit. Uhu 

Another wisdom tooth.

 Dear diary. 

Long time no see. 

Currently am working at kkbj. X best! Huhu u know this week shj, semalam dan harini i dah memendam rasa hingga ke toilet menangis sendiri. Rasa macamm ya Allah apa kena ngn kamu ni? Kenapa nk bossy sgt? Ckp xleh baik2 ke? Hey kita ni sebaya je tau. Gerrrramm dgn manners kuang ajar mcm tu. Mentang2 dia bos incaj klinik tu huhuhuhuuuuu 

Then semalam pg cek gigi sbb dah seminggu rs xselesa kt gigi graham kanan ni. Rupanya ada flap gum over wisdom tooth tu. So sisa makanan akan mudah terselit2 hence lead to infection. 

Anyway nk share kerja di kkbj. 

Pada sy dia xdelah bzz sgt sbb staffnya ramai. Tiap org ada kerja sendiri, xde multitask pun. Tp ntahlah surroundingjya very the begatuve maybe sbb dah terbiasa?? Sgt strict sgt xboleh tolak ansur uhuu stress aku. I really miss working in vaccine team. Although bz dia tahap dewa kadang rehat hanya utk lunch dan solat bergilir2, balik x tentu kadang kul. 6.30pm baru siap. Still mood dia , the positivism it has. Nak bantuu juga sedaya boleh org yg dlm mysejahtera dia ada problem, nak cari jg org yg terlabtar xdpt vaksin lg ke. Yg tu xde kt kkbj. Efforts nk mudahkan patient tu xde. Semua macam attitude yg kau xbuat appointment tu kenapa?? Like seriously??? Then as punishment u saja letak bakil tu kt belakang bg pt tunggu lama WALAU pun kt depan dah xde bakul utk dispens pun. Sedeyh wehhh keje tempat cani. 😭😭😭😭😭 

Entahlah. 

Tolonglah aku nk pindah klinikkkkkkkkk aguguguuu 

Wisdom tooth.

Last monday 24.5.2021, i have an appointment with jabatan bedah mulut and maksilofasial to remove my wisdom tooth, molar 🦷  number 38. Hoho

The plan is to remove just ONE tooth. Unfortunately after the dentist examining my xray, she counselled me to extract another tooth! Which is the upper tooth opposite the molar tooth. 

And if i agree, she will extract both at the sane time! I was like, can aa?? I tot have to wait and do one by one? But to think again, nahh better do it at once! Setel.

The extraction wasnt very painful. This is due to the bius they gave u. The injection they put to numb ur mouth, that is painful! Especially when they want to extract the upper tooth. 

I was given arcoxia-etoricoxib 120mg first, it is a painkiller medicine, to help me after the bius effect gone. Then the dentist prescribed me ibuprofen 2tab tds prn. 

Then balik. Drive home. Alone. Well i imagined my husband can teman me on that day. Hurmmm… he said he cant. So pglah sorang2. Huhu 

Now day 3 post-extraction. 

Still cant chew properly. Still sakit2 lagi part sebelah mulut. Overall it takes time. I googled, and found out that it may take weeks to heal and for the gum to close the hole. Yaa quite scary when u look into mirror and see the hole. 

Ok. Stop dulu. Gud nite dear. 🥰

Sad day, depressing too.

 16.3.2021 Tuesday. 

Well it is not Tuesday wt Morrie, unfortunately. 

Today we had an adhoc meeting, where my boss, Pn Ida call up me, nea and fatin to meet at kkbj. Well.. im not surprised and already has some expectations as why she call us up. Ofcourse its about work! Not satisfied wt portfolios, jobs etc.

Early in the meeting, Puan asked us to draw column n write about challenges between previous kk and kki. 

I dun know what to write. Really. 

Then Puan read out all 3 of us before and after kk. Im quite actually surprised when i found out about this 1 person wrote about me, comparing me wt her previous ym. I dun know how to respons since i choose to be quiet. I guess if i argue then it will become like bagai mencurah minyak atas api?. So i just, accept and oookaaii.. but deep in my heart, i felt betrayed! Why don u say it to me? Speak to my face! 

What can i conclude after the meeting. All of them are fake! Everything is nice in front of me, but different behind! Why cant u just tell me what is wrong? Not pretending like nothings happens. 

Bullshit, thy said!

22.12.2020

 Hi dear,

today is Tuesday. im working at KK Ijok now. Had been  2 years here. 

i dont know what happen to me these few dayss...there are memoriess keep on lingering in my head. like seriously, stop thinking about it. 

hurmm... kat farmasi ada 5 org.me, nea, fatin, may and kak nani. today kak nani cuti. so tingal 4. ptg ni i keje dispens ubat. kena pakai face mask, face chield lagi. nk kena cakap kuat dgn patient and at the same time maintain voice note so that u tak dengar macam kuang ajar dgn pt. but yeah susah woo utk xckp kuat2. sbb ada barrier cermin, pt pula xberapa dengar, cengan loceng ting tong panggil pt masuk bilik dr.

thats what happen alost everyday of my worklife.

actually, i dun mind really. i maybe prefer to dispens whole day, whole months rather than has to counsell diabtes patient regarding their meds. 

k, c u again.

i miss u.

Weird dream..

 Hi dear! 

How r u? I had a very weird dream last night. It is about year-end dinner, where this one person came to me n said unexpected things. 

Of course im flattered to hear about that. But no, this is sumting that should not be spoken about. U just keep it hidden somewhere. 

Anyhow it is just a dream.. n it wont come true..