Another wisdom tooth.

 Dear diary. 

Long time no see. 

Currently am working at kkbj. X best! Huhu u know this week shj, semalam dan harini i dah memendam rasa hingga ke toilet menangis sendiri. Rasa macamm ya Allah apa kena ngn kamu ni? Kenapa nk bossy sgt? Ckp xleh baik2 ke? Hey kita ni sebaya je tau. Gerrrramm dgn manners kuang ajar mcm tu. Mentang2 dia bos incaj klinik tu huhuhuhuuuuu 

Then semalam pg cek gigi sbb dah seminggu rs xselesa kt gigi graham kanan ni. Rupanya ada flap gum over wisdom tooth tu. So sisa makanan akan mudah terselit2 hence lead to infection. 

Anyway nk share kerja di kkbj. 

Pada sy dia xdelah bzz sgt sbb staffnya ramai. Tiap org ada kerja sendiri, xde multitask pun. Tp ntahlah surroundingjya very the begatuve maybe sbb dah terbiasa?? Sgt strict sgt xboleh tolak ansur uhuu stress aku. I really miss working in vaccine team. Although bz dia tahap dewa kadang rehat hanya utk lunch dan solat bergilir2, balik x tentu kadang kul. 6.30pm baru siap. Still mood dia , the positivism it has. Nak bantuu juga sedaya boleh org yg dlm mysejahtera dia ada problem, nak cari jg org yg terlabtar xdpt vaksin lg ke. Yg tu xde kt kkbj. Efforts nk mudahkan patient tu xde. Semua macam attitude yg kau xbuat appointment tu kenapa?? Like seriously??? Then as punishment u saja letak bakil tu kt belakang bg pt tunggu lama WALAU pun kt depan dah xde bakul utk dispens pun. Sedeyh wehhh keje tempat cani. 😭😭😭😭😭 

Entahlah. 

Tolonglah aku nk pindah klinikkkkkkkkk aguguguuu 

Wisdom tooth.

Last monday 24.5.2021, i have an appointment with jabatan bedah mulut and maksilofasial to remove my wisdom tooth, molar 🦷  number 38. Hoho

The plan is to remove just ONE tooth. Unfortunately after the dentist examining my xray, she counselled me to extract another tooth! Which is the upper tooth opposite the molar tooth. 

And if i agree, she will extract both at the sane time! I was like, can aa?? I tot have to wait and do one by one? But to think again, nahh better do it at once! Setel.

The extraction wasnt very painful. This is due to the bius they gave u. The injection they put to numb ur mouth, that is painful! Especially when they want to extract the upper tooth. 

I was given arcoxia-etoricoxib 120mg first, it is a painkiller medicine, to help me after the bius effect gone. Then the dentist prescribed me ibuprofen 2tab tds prn. 

Then balik. Drive home. Alone. Well i imagined my husband can teman me on that day. Hurmmm… he said he cant. So pglah sorang2. Huhu 

Now day 3 post-extraction. 

Still cant chew properly. Still sakit2 lagi part sebelah mulut. Overall it takes time. I googled, and found out that it may take weeks to heal and for the gum to close the hole. Yaa quite scary when u look into mirror and see the hole. 

Ok. Stop dulu. Gud nite dear. 🥰

Sad day, depressing too.

 16.3.2021 Tuesday. 

Well it is not Tuesday wt Morrie, unfortunately. 

Today we had an adhoc meeting, where my boss, Pn Ida call up me, nea and fatin to meet at kkbj. Well.. im not surprised and already has some expectations as why she call us up. Ofcourse its about work! Not satisfied wt portfolios, jobs etc.

Early in the meeting, Puan asked us to draw column n write about challenges between previous kk and kki. 

I dun know what to write. Really. 

Then Puan read out all 3 of us before and after kk. Im quite actually surprised when i found out about this 1 person wrote about me, comparing me wt her previous ym. I dun know how to respons since i choose to be quiet. I guess if i argue then it will become like bagai mencurah minyak atas api?. So i just, accept and oookaaii.. but deep in my heart, i felt betrayed! Why don u say it to me? Speak to my face! 

What can i conclude after the meeting. All of them are fake! Everything is nice in front of me, but different behind! Why cant u just tell me what is wrong? Not pretending like nothings happens. 

Bullshit, thy said!