Change of plans

I am going to help a friend for a week or so.  see you later ~ gator !

Sold for $

1515 S Pine Street  Sold for $177,900 on Jan 31, 2012.

WHY ?

this is beyond ridiculous I am 48 and he left me loud and clear.
 why can I not stop feeling as tho I am abandoning the fool when he needs me the most ?  He is sick Dear God, why can no one else see this, I mean besides my attorney and a useless commissioner ?  or am I truly blinded by love ?
 I looked through pictures today, I haven't many left. I gave them to him or threw them away  altho I refuse to give him any with me or any one from my family in them.   but, I was looking mostly at him and I; and his body language.....  man it is so loud and clear..... why have I not let this jerk go ?  I am only 48 and there has got to be more fun ahead for me!
 I planted bulbs today so they would not die. they belong to Zane now, but so does most everything in my world.  will i ever be able to own my own place again ? HHHHAAAA HAHAHAHAHA right. lotto dreams : )
"ask me what I miss.......every little kiss.......every little one"........ especially from the grand babies........tears are still plentiful.....  regrets are not.

from an email a dear friend sent me tho It was a forward and I do not open forwards. it seems to have slipped thru and touched me so I will share parts of it if I can.

"There was a frail, elderly woman who reassured my young

enlisted medic, trying to start an IV line in her arm. She remained calm and poised, despite her illness and the multiple needle-sticks into her fragile veins. She was what we call a 'hard stick.' As the medic made another attempt, I noticed a number tattooed across her forearm. I touched it with one finger and looked into her eyes. She simply said, ' Auschwitz ..' Many of later generations would have loudly and openly berated the young medic in his many attempts. How different was the response from this person who'd seen unspeakable suffering."

so is it that when we suffer these great unspeakable things we can then? have consideration for others ???

I Love Mother Teresa.


I think our government should have a buddy system where they live a day or more in our life.... how about a pay period ?   can you see someone, a senator, a congress person, a Govenor, being a principle for a week  or a janitor ? LOL !  how about just keeping up the schedule of a nurse for a month ?  LOL !  or live on a handicapped budget like to see how much weight some of those big ole' boys loose in the month !  I think the treasurer of every state should have to work with a single mother and help her keep her checking account balanced while providing for her kids, maintaining a full time job AND getting a degree, .... LOL  !  
  pipe dreams seem to be the order of my mind today......


"summer of 69"   oh Yeah !!    that was actually a very good year it was the year i met Dusti.

 isn't she beautiful. 

 this was a lovely day Kristen & Dusti took me to Crown Park we had a great short wind blown time !! Ivy loves being part of the girls.

 I needed girl power and all that could come, DID !  I am so very blessed with strong women in my life ....left to right... Me, Annette, Dusti, Carrie, Sallie, & Mom. 

 silly times : )

walking on the beach in my Pjs LOVE IT !!!  I have to remember I am strong keep moving forward cry if I must but keep moving forward !