Wordless Wednesday

Wordless Wednesday

You'll Be Missed

It was a normal morning until husband sent a message:

Assalamualaikum rakan semua. Rakan kita syuhada meninggal dunia 930 pagi tadi. Sama-sama kita mendoakan rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Semoga dia ditempatkan bersama2 orang yang beriman.

I was stunned.
Can this be true?
The chemotherapy didn't work?

I was told by Kak Hana that Kak Ada's condition got worse after the 1st chemo session.
I am not a medical expert but I know chemo will kill the good and the bad cells.
Plus, there's a blood infection. Hence the immune deficiency that can be life threatening.

Sigh.

I met Kak Ada during the husband's office family day back in February 2017.
She was such a sweet and cheerful person.

I met her again in July 2017.
She was pregnant at that time.

Sadly, she was diagnosed with liver cancer at 7 months of pregnancy.

And the battle began.

Kak Ada need to deliver her baby earlier than the due date.
Alhamdulillah, her baby was a healthy baby girl.
Unfortunately, Kak Ada need to stay at the hospital for a while for her cancer treatment.
My husband and I got a chance to visit Kak Ada at the hospital last January.
Even she look so skinny, but her sweet smile still remains the same.

"Kak Ada cepat sembuh ye. Kak Ada kuat!"
I hold back my tears.

Since that, I only got an updated of Kak Ada's condition from Kak Hana. Thanks kak.

Yesterday, the battle ended.

I believe now you are in a better place, Kak Ada.

You are a fighter.

May ALLAH grant you the highest ranks of Jannah.

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Why am I writing about her?

I don't have a specific reason.
She is the person that left a good things to be remember.

What do you want people to remember about you once you're gone?

A kind hearted person?
A person who always do good deeds?
A beautiful person with brain?
A charming & full of charismatic?
A lovely?
A bimbo?
A selfish?
or
An ungrateful person?

The choice is yours.

Forgotten Baby Syndrome

**Tajuk dalam English tapi aku nak tulis dalam Bahasa Melayu.

Gempar Malaysia dengan berita kematian anak kecil yang ditinggalkan di dalam kereta.
Ini bukan kes kali pertama.
Dah beberapa kes yang sama berlaku sebelum ini.

Sigh.

Macam-macam andaian bermain di fikiran.

Mungkin rutin si emak berbeza dengan rutin-rutin hariannya sebelum ini?

Mungkin terlalu banyak perkara yang berada dalam fikiran si emak sehingga terlupa pada si kecil yang sedang nyenyak tidur?

Mungkin emak rasa si anak dah dihantar ke taska/pengasuh?

Ah.
1001 kemungkinan boleh berlaku.

Tipulah kalau tak sedih.

Membayangakan si kecil struggle, menangis, meraung pon hati rasa sebak.

Tapi berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul.

Janganlah dikecam emak itu kerana keterlupaannya.

Mana ada emak yang sengaja berbuat demikian.

Anak yang dikandung 9 bulan, bertarung nyawa untuk melahirkan, dijaga, ditatang penuh kasih sayang - pergi sekelip mata.

Tak ada emak yang mahu diuji sebegini rupa.

Trauma yang dihadapi si emak, entah berapa lama yang bakal dihadapinya.

Janganlah menunding jari ke atas kealpaan si emak ini.

TERLUPA ini boleh terjadi kepada sesiapa sahaja.

Hari ini dia uji, ujian untuk kita belum tentu lagi.

Moga si emak diberi kekuatan dalam meniti hari-hari yang mendatang.

Bertabahlah.

Wordless Wednesday

There You Go

Please don't come around talking bout that you love me

Cause that love s*** just ain't for me

And I don't wanna hear that you adore me

And I know that all you're doing is running your mind games

Don't you know my game beats these games

So your best bet is to be straight with me

So you say you wanna talk, let's talk

If you won't talk, I'll walk, yeah it's like that

Got a new man, he's waiting out back

Now what, what you think about that

Now when I say I'm through, I'm through

Basically, I'm through with you

What ya wanna say, had to have it your way, had to play games

Now you're begging me to stay

There you go, looking pitiful

Just because I let you go

There you go, talking bout you want me back

But sometimes it be's like that, so

There you go, talking bout you miss me so, that you love me so, why I let ya go

There you go cause your lies got old, look at you

There you go

Please don't come around talking bout how you changed

How you said good-bye to what's-her-name

All it sounds like to me is new game

And I was right when I thought I'd be much better off without you

Had to get myself from round you, cause my life was all about you

So you say you wanna talk, I don't

Say you wanna change, I won't

Yeah, it's like that

Had your chance, won't take ya back

Now what, what ya think about that

And when I say I'm through, I'm through

Basically I'm through wit you

What ya wanna say

Had to have it your way, had to play games, now you're begging me to stay

There you go, looking pitiful

Just because I let you go

There you go, talking bout you want me back

But sometimes it be's like that, so

There you go, talking bout you miss me so, that you love me so, why I let ya go

There you go cause your lies got old, look at you

There you go

Oh, don't you wish you could turn the hands of time

Don't you wish you still were mine

Don't you wish I'd take you back

Don't you wish that things were simple like that, oh

Didn't miss a good thing till it was gone

But I knew it wouldn't be long, till you came running back

Missing my love, there you go

-Pink

Current favourite song during jogging

There you go, looking pitiful

Just because I let you go

There you go, talking bout you want me back

But sometimes it be's like that, so

There you go, talking bout you miss me so, that you love me so, why I let ya go

There you go cause your lies got old, look at you

There you go

Running Mojo

Dah lamaaa tak jogging.
Asal hujung minggu je, banyak aktiviti lain.
Asal ada aktiviti, sure buat masa hujung minggu
Last-last semangat ke laut. (Alasaaaaaaaan!)

Maka, bagi mengembalikan semangat untuk bersenam di hujung minggu, kenalah cari lagu-lagu baru.

Preferences masih lagi lagu di zaman 1997 - 2006.
Lagu zaman skang ada juga yang best tapi lagi best lagu zaman dulu.hehe

Oh.
Zaman duduk asrama.
Siap ada buku lirik lagi.
Time prep, bukan buat homework, buat konsert.
Warden buat spot-checked, mencicit lari.
Kenangannnnnn.

Pink, N'Sync, Britney, BSB, Goo Goo Dolls, Destiny's Child, Linkin Park & macam-macam group lagi lah.

Kalau skang ada Ed Sheeran, dulu dah ada Edwin McCain.
Kalau bebudak zaman skang gilakan Justin Bieber, kiteorang ada JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE! haha

So dalam playlist dah ada lagu:

Pink - There You Go, Who Knew, Stupid Girl, Lady Marmalade
Avril - My Happy Ending
Shakira - Objection
Christina Peri - The One That Got Away
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
N'Sync - Girlfriend
Linkin Park - Numb, In The End
Mariah Carey - Always Be My Baby
Evanescence - Bring Me To Life
Pussycat Dolls - Jaiho!

Cukuplah tu kot. Macamlah nak lari 18 pusingan.haha

Harap esok bersemangat!

Wordless Wednesday