I have known and had a feeling something wasn't quite right for a few months now. I am one who waits and procrastinates going to the dr, thinking it will go away and i'll save myself a hundred bucks. Well I finally made an appt.....
and this is the Diagnosis:
WE'RE PREGNANT! ahhh!
18wks
due July 27th
I knew that i could possibly be around 16 wks, but didn't think 18. This was not planned and i just kept thinking it was a false alarm. I was in denial for a long time and still kinda am. I just dont think i am ready for 3. 3? Are you serious? What am i going to do with myself? I cried for a while and james thinks that I am not happy. And to be honest, i wasn't happy.....but i wasn't sad either. I am just not ready. Good thing i have a few months to prepare. I love the kids i have and i will love this one too. Originally i wanted my kids to be 2yrs a part and its been great with the first two, but its been challenging as well. My plan was to get pregnant this July, not give birth. My plan was also not to be prego all SUMMER. But, oh well what do ya do? Anyway we are off to Hawaii tomorrow and I can't wait. It will be a great get-a-way for the two of us sans the boys (esp now)! We will be having fun soaking up hot rays, while you all are still freezing here.
I just wanted to leave with this one last thing......

Yep! Its definitely Boy!
again are you serious? can you believe it? a third boy? Really, now what the heck am i going to do with myself? i really needed a girl this time, because james really wants a name i don't. And since i keep telling him this is mostly his fault, i may be able to change his mind. Ha ha!