This bird can fly

Jazz is now officially unemployed. Some of you who have known me and perhaps heard my dissatisfaction at one thing or another about work over the years and I threaten to just quit. But reality is sometimes a cruel practical joker and instead of how I imagined that one day I would slip quietly into the office and say "I am so sorry but here is my resignation, thanks and goodbye". I ended with a loss of my contract last week. Final confirmation this week. Sigh! I'm not really upset and can afford to live. I'm not even going to say why its all over. But the laughable thing is that all the people you thought were on your side suddenly have nothing good to say about you anymore. Perhaps I really was the chaotic one as they say. I have had a lot of personal problems and perhaps my dedication could have been better but the fault remains mine. Whacko Jazzo! I feel a great part of my life is missing now and I am uncertain as to my future. I think I have to change some things about me. There is an offer but it means me leaving Tokyo and my home and my brothers. Big intake of breath. Perhaps other offers may arrive.