To All: I'll be gone for a while, be back as soon I as can.
Yesterday I witnessed the collapse of my future.
Being a person who tries to Be in the Here & Now, it was very disturbing.
My wife & I are both dependent on Social Security & Medicaire for our livelihood & health. What is coming our way does not bode well for either of us.
I will sort this out as soon as I can but right now, this blog has moved from funtime priority to the back burner.
I'm walking around in a disassociative fugue state right now. I'll try to find my way back a.s.a.p.
Thank you all.
Update: To everyone who has commented here, thank you for your overwhelming outpouring of kindness & thoughtfulness. I feel I have let you all down by not plunging forward with some encouragement & unplifting shares. In the wake of events I just can't seem to carry on with business as usual. Your words have really helped so I'm asking for some more help. If you could list the music that is helping you cope, that is lightening your crush of grief, perhaps you would let me know & I'll try to get my shit together enough to share some of your recommendations.
Thank you all again