>Started getting into Christian occult stuff when I was a devoutly Christian teenager.>Started summoning "demons" (pagan gods) thinking I could bind them with the power of Christ.>Started talking to the more then I did the Christian god because they were nicer to talk to then him.>Eventually end up siding with them over Christ. I don't care what theology is real, the pagan philosophy is clearly morally superior.>The gods eventually convince me to become less and less normal. They get me to leave my hometown and move to a large city where I can be openly pagan.>Start dressing like a girl during certain rituals to be closer to a certain goddess.>The goddess in question (won't say what goddess this is because she wants to be left anonymous when it comes to what she did to me) offers to make my soul female so I can be closer to her. (She's one of the deities I'm closest to).>Suddenly feel like a girl, have dysphoria about being seen as male. Transition medically because there's really nothing else I can do. Become a cute witchy girltwink.>End up sending my penis and testicles post nullification to my astranged Christian family as a finally way of ritually cutting my ties with them.
>>42411871cutie
>>42411871can you answer my question?>Are you sure its the gods talking to you and not you just being sctizo, how do you know>>42411885Don't reinforce this
>>42411887>Are you sure its the gods talking to you and not you just being sctizo, how do you knowWhen I've asked them for matieral, tangible, things, they've given them to me.
>>42411893thats it? anything else? was it worth chopping off your dick?
Imagine needing demons or a whore goddess to help you and even troon you.Couldnt be me, i need to become the forefather of the overman now, see ya.
Why are people so blind to lies and deceit, is it a generational thing?I assume you’d need an average intelligence above our current metrics to build up a resistance to lairs and cheats on a macro-level. Centralizing hatred can get redirected, it’s happening as we speak, this is what happens when you understand the mind of your enemy.Their psyops become reactionary, the logic in these decisions and the ability to lie successfully depends on the overall health of a nation. Lying and grifting has become an uncontrollable urge that people depend on, wanting death destruction and tears while collectively dropping the Bible.
I'm looking for evidence for their existence that doesn't have conventional explanations, such as camera glitching or lighting errors, or simple imagination of ancient mythmakers.
>>42372592Absolutely not
>>42296656>Look no further than the zuccAny one can do this, with enough practice.We are literally made of every animal on the plantet.
>>42297226>I can shapeshift when I achieve a high enough vibrational frequency. When I'm feeling super good I can turn into a critter and go exploring; turn into a crow or a kitty cat or something. I've been feeling unwell for most of my life though and can only achieve this on METH usually, or some other drugThis is so real! The key is temperature. The more your heart beats, the hotter you get.The higher your temperature, the more malleable your cells become. offering more fluidity to your body, that then thought can manipulate and push your muscles to morph,
>>42343688You will see in near future once muslims in europe manage to take france and they will beheaded one of the politicians, the masking technique will break revealing the lizzard behind it
>>42411482>We are literally made of every animal on the plantet. Including spiders?
How improbable would it be if my name was a direct anagram for “Wotan’s,” my star sign was also the God of War, my name etymologically meant “The Son of The Ruler of The Army,” (Wotan’s army of the dead in Valhalla) I was born exactly at midnight (the midnight sun,) I am ethnically German and have blond hair, blue eyes? I also had a lot of strange experiences as a child and have always wanted to be the leader of my country. I have always felt like I am possessed by some strange force or energy that I almost can’t comprehend entirely let alone control, and I feel like it will be the death of me, I will die a young tragic death but I feel it will be a heroic one. Probably just schizo narcissism.
>>42409657She is what you need her to be. Follow her guidelines and she will protect you.Octagram stands for Vanaheim."Follow your nose." - Gandalf the Grey
>>42408830It's a calling, not schizo narcissist tendencies. Just remember that Odin is just as much about wisdom and studies as he is about frenzy and inspiration. Study symbolism, be good to your neighbors and community, pursue knowledge and philosophy. Him and Loki drink together for a reason. Higher knowledge and catalystic change go hand-in-hand.
>>42409690>carl jungopinion disregarded
>>42408830If you are sensitive to spiritual influences you can pick up and resonate with these feelings and vibes. But you have to filter it and understand why you feel that. Maybe you are just observing a vibe from another spirit and self identifying with jt because you find you belong to such a school of thought. Meditate on it, question it and treat it like an external force before identifying with it. You know if you see something and strongly feel: I want to be part of that or be like that? This is a similar thing. A spirit can beam emotions or feelings at you to communicate.
My real name and nickname are both linked to my obsession with tentacles in Gematrix.
ITT we discuss the topic of gaslighting and how it's used in the TI phenomenon.For an intro to the topic:> https://drive.proton.me/urls/YK796EJJWC#A6X6BBzI5YzNThis is distinct from the reported experiences of gangstalking and constitutes a much more insidious effect on those that don't notice this is happening. Share personal experiences, ask questions, discuss how it relates to the broader topics related to this next-generation psychological warfare stuff.And here's a bunch of guides / docs exploring most major aspects of this thing, geared towards limiting the harm it can inflict on its targets and how to expose its weaknesses. No matter what you believe it is - spirits, aliens, demons, hello kitty robot zombies - this is useful.>> https://drive.proton.me/urls/V2ZQW2W1V8#l6XbzLN9JDe8>> https://drive.proton.me/urls/N5AMA6D69R#T91x2mly5SUYPost your experiences, any theories, any concerns you have, if you need help with anything. If you know of any other resources you found helpful elsewhere, share them and i'll add it to the list. Hope it helps!
>>42406171>How do you know if the machine is lying?If it keeps injecting words as part of a narrative, it's easy to assume that's the lie.
>>42407996Did they delete them
>>42408077My hard drive failed; it had nothing to do with gangstalkers.
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>guy tried to develop energy system that comes for free using clouds>branded as a schizophrenic pseudoscience>government destroy all his research and kill himHmmmm
looks like a vacuum tube of some sort of excited gas.sometimes people go all in on a lame horse.it still helps science to document the failures
Is there any wild conspiracy theory out there that you believe in, but next to no one else does?
>>42407728/x/ is the most likely to start burning witches again too.. so there's that.Nobody really wants the faggots.. they are just useful idiots in the fight to reduce the population.
>>42410954Lol cope. The best witches and their adherents are thriving here.
>>42411898Well /pol/ is still less likely to burn Hilary at the stake than /x/ is.
>>42407728most of magik is about gay sex you dumb faggot,how are you surprised?ever read crowley?retard
>>42406523https://x.com/FELibrary_/status/2056052430102560771
ITT: Weird simulation / NPC quirksWhat are some weird things you have noticed about normies/NPCs that don't make sense when you stating thinking about it? I have a few>Normies have mediocre low-paying job - can afford a nice car, house, and 1-2 trips a year>Never seeing neighbors bringing groceries in, and they leave or enter their home empty handed whenever you do see them>If you have noisy neighbors who argue - listen in and notice their arguments don't make sense>Become interested in new topic or idea - week passes and everyone is suddenly referencing this new topic>Luck clearly existing. You more than likely know 'that guy' who literally just randomly wins every game of chance, is better off in life, etc
They don't really wipe their ass
>>42382412They circumcise and are circumcised. They would do this eternally until a player character intervened. Real "set it and forget it" stuff. Essentially all of their behavior is this way.
>>42411468Yeah, I fear if I did trolls would post it often, or possibly even the algorithm. I mean when I ranted about it, jokingly, they already showed me the name of my phobia in a video.>>42411473SweetAnd it is weird because in person they are OK, I can look at them and not get too upset, well currently at least, but seeing pictures of them online or even just thinking about them too long can make it feel like my inner ear is vibrating.
>>42382412I've never been an extraverted person, but when I try to reach out to people (meaning normies, "real" people do not exist anymore lel), just to chat a bit, blow off some steam you know, they're never available for some reason. It's always "huuh i'm not in the mood to talk sorry", "too tired sorry" or [no response]I know people don't have to be available 24/7 but this is getting uncanny, it's an almost systematic refusal. The fact that they all react the same without knowing each other makes me think there's running a sort of script, probably to isolate player characters. A "social quarantine" if you want.I should probably do an excel spreadsheet in order to count how many times this has happened.
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I'm new to esotericism where should I start from, what should I do and avoid doing for self-mastery to become sovereign, sexual empowerment and to make others to be obsessed with me?I ended up lately into esotericism because I found randomly all kind of teachings about how our mind is a filter and so on and you can use to to create certain events, I used to have a quite fucked up life and realized a good part of those fucked up events were created by my own mind. Other fellow noobs and so on can feel free to use the thread to ask questions
>>42404464Books:Manly P. Hall - The Secret Teachings of All Ages William Kennedy - Occult HistoryJC Cirlot - The Dictionary of SymbolsDavid Talbot - The Saturn MythJoseclyn Godwin - Mystery Religions in the Ancient WorldMichael Tsarion - Astrology and Sidereal Mythology
>>42404464The most important thing is to train you concentration. Once you are able to concentrate sufficiently you will notice that you can just "feel" what is going to happen right before it happens. This feels a lot like anxiety btw. Observe events around you and try to predict what is going to happen. Concentrate on the feeling you have right before those events happen. For now it's a feeling, but over time you will see what I call "essence". It's like a moving fabric all around me that I can barely see when I concentrate hard on it. It has a lot of weirdly twisting threads. The way they twist is what defines what will actually happen in the end.
>waaah waaah pls spoonfeed melurk more nufag, just like the rest of us did.>>42404477>>42406233i wish it were so. but hope is cope and designed to bait people in. do demonstrate examples of how i am wrong and there indeed is what you say happening
>>42404464Blavatsky, Steiner, Cayce, MPH, but start with Dolores Cannon because she’s simple, easy to understand and wide ranging
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There is a disturbing lack of light on this subject across the population today. Please give any information you have.NOTE: If this thread is removed pre-maturely, let it be understood that IT IS verification of the suspicions.
>>42410826*Soft disclosure, possibly*
>>42410826It is possible you can recall it's context for that jpeg above?I had a theories but I may be wrong
>>42407976I working on building one of these rn, but most humans are still racist, so that slows things down....
>>42408676>Atlantians>who lives in a pineapple deep in the sea?
Well if they are super advanced then hiding or cloaking themselves because we are flawed.If they are super primitive, not developed enough for us to find them on camera.And if they are far away then our telescopes and probes cannot reach.The universe is far too big and diverse for there just to be us. They could be like regular animals and just running round fucking and eating each other with no plans to develop technology. They could be fighting lazer wars and doing the same shit we do in galaxies to far away for us to reach. If the galaxy is as big as they say, and expanding then odds of us being the only ones out there are so small it makes all the super smart people who thought there may only be us look like idiots. These people advanced statistics, maths and probablities and are good with numbers but cannot believe that something so massive, possibility infinite and ever expanding, faster and faster has no other inteligent life?? Yeah we have perfect conditions for half of the weird shit and species on earth but that doesn't some shit cannot have evolved on other planets close and far to adapt to the conditions. 50/50 chance on a coin flip is considered and amazing bet, so more than just us in infinite space and probabilities and different scenarios is nigh on impossible.
From 2017 to early 2021 about 0.1% of every meat product sold in America was made out of human flesh. Usually it was part of grounded patties, pates and cold cuts, but I did hear about organs being spotted. It's the entire reason I found out about it. It's strange that some people can't tell the difference between human and pork kidney
>>42398357>contain human DNAthis is a just a meme for retards. educate yourselves about DNA transfer. that's like saying serial killers only get caught because they leave their slice their own flesh off and leave it behind at the scene.
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>>42411090>>earth dust is mostly dead human fleshYour house is not the Earth, you fucking moron.
>>42400249talk about 0.1%, those sausages are probably 0.1% of the human flesh I'll be consuming in my life
>>42411038>no i just know your energy deficit is slowly driving you insaneThis is a new tarded line against vegans, lol!!!
How the hell do people "talk" to ai or form gay little relationships with the chat bots? Its like talking to a retard, is that how normies talk?>erm im heckin here for whatever you need to say!>wow such a wonderful idea!>erm while that has good points its actually the exact opposite but im not being confrontational with you!You can have better conversations with a literal toddler, but apparently theres loads of people that go into psychosis just talking to chatgpt or whatever 24/7 and i just cannot wrap my mind around it
>>42410788So you can just post literally anything on this board now and let someone else in the thread make it somehow paranormal for you?
>>42411477How is people being driven insane by machine demons not paranormal to you? Jesus, bro, how fucked up is your life? lol
>>42410990>Women are the problem behind AI.. it was always their fault.How? It's delusional tech bros who made LLMs, they're obsessed with becoming cyborgs and uploading their consciousness to the internet. They think they can create a singularity or some shit.
>>42411506I've seen people get driven to insanity by flesh demons. So what? Just more of the same, isn't it? At the end of it all, we are just ghosts in the machine.
>>42410812>The real question is why would you have a conversation with it? It's a tool for answering questions.lmao OK, boomer.
Is it possible to cleanse one's soul after decades of being a filthy degenerate?
>>42403684Eat shit christkike
Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool.seek repentace and forgivenessnot saying it in a christian way but you clearly had a a change of heart true remorse is a good sign if youre looking to *cleanse*forgive yourselfmake it up to yourself and other from now on forward all is forgiven my childbut dont you EVER DO IT AGAIN
>>42400537Convert to Catholicism pay them money every Mass you attend. It's that easy.
Epstein. Trump. Nick bate.Some can’t be forgiven
>>42400537On the mental plane it just takea one decision. Physically your brains wiring needs 3-4 months to rewire. If you are so stuck in the mental plane it will take both spiritual cleansing and reshaping of your patterns of life.
If I were Bill Gates and I was dying of cancer (not saying I am either Bill Gates or dying of cancer) and I had created what amounts to a neural copy of my brain and then I uploaded it into a computer or a donated body of a healthier person, what happens to my soul? Does the soul travel with the brain or remain in my body?
>>42411846>what happens to my soul?if you're bill gates? it goes to hell for doing a virus hoax on the world
>>42411869Only if I die.
>What is TRE?TRE stands for Trauma/Tension Releasing Exercises, a somatic trauma therapy system created by David Berceli. It triggers a natural tremoring response in the body which releases muscular tension.>How do I perform TRE?TRE is usually taught in two steps. The six pre-fatiguing exercises which are used to prime the body to make inducing the tremor response easier, and the floor sequence which will induce the actual tremors. Most people can tremor by doing the floor sequence only, without the pre-fatiguing exercises.Official video (6 pre-fatiguing exercises + floor sequence)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FeUioDuJjFIGuided session (floor sequence only)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QoB9wpuO688Real sessions with experience reports:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NbbaFTTvxU0https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wr2XFrinOloComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42408492This is about restructuring chronic tension patterns, which can take months. I stand by this statement.Yes, you are right about that there is no tissue being rebuilt. What is changing is the muscle tone which is regulated by the nervous system.If you want to gain any significant flexibility with stretching, it will take months. In this TRE process, we are softening up chronically tense tissues by repeatedly discharging the tension from them, which also takes months.>you would've simply improved naturallyI have not seen a single person who naturally managed to recover from chronic tension or postural defects. Most people keep their patterns for their entire life, they might succeed in masking them to some degree through conscious adjustment but that's it.
>>42408670What was the conventional alternative before this? Why reject the merits of that? I'm not trying to be antagonistic, merely curious. Also a bit skeptical.
>>42407851Nah..I've spoken enough about my shit life..Just to tell you your threads might not be in the best interest of everybody. Want to read a negative testimony? Just go to the TRE sub on reddit, the first page is full of stuff like "negative TRE experience, please help", "TRE fucked me up after 5 months"..etc
>>42409025Conventional advice to break up tension blocks? Go to physical therapy, do more sports, more stretching, maybe try massaging your knots. A bit more alternative are awareness based approaches such as Feldenkrais method (for agility/mobility) or John Sarno's method (for pain).Not saying that these approaches don't work at all, but if you seriously dive into this topic, you will realize that the percentage of people who truly manage to resolve tension permanently is extremely low.>>42409558You have actually convinced me. I will be more careful when posting in the future. I think the biggest issue is the lack of supervision and individual advice one can give over the internet. On one side you have skeptics, on the other side really sensitive people who are at risk of damaging themselves. I'm finding it difficult to balance.Thanks for sharing your experience.
>>42411175No problem..The reason I kept doing TRE is because I kept reading testimonies of people getting improvement in problems I struggled with ie people saying that they tried everything and the only thing that helped them with hypertonic pelvic floor is TRE..But literally the more I tried the more f*cked up I've become, and I even reduced my shaking time to 10 sec every other day. Guess TRE just isn't for everybody