community in Malaysia.

i just got back from mr K's house.haha.

going there was not a problem.when i reached there, i saw my mom's friend's son.

that made it a little bit ackward.

we only talked and did nothing else.oh well, he's just my dear friend.nothing more.

so before things got out of hand and before my mom knew about it from other's which i think will sound a bit negative, i decided to tell my mom straight away.

boy, was she mad.she kept her mouth mum until we went downstairs and she said that she didn't like it when i go to his house.

she kept on saying about the community.

i was thinking, since when does she care about the community??

i go out with my guy friends all the time all around town and so does all my girlfriends.

its not like we walk around town making out.

it would be fun though.

ahahaa.

i still don't understand.

mr K's mom cool about it*i think*

and if my mom's cool about it,too,then what's the problem.

haihh.people.

if we keep on thinking about what other's will think, what the 'community' will say and so on, i think we wouldn't even move cause we can get criticise for every move that we make and every action that we take.

now.let's just move on and forget about it.

i find it very funny when my mom pronounce his name.hahah.

i just found out that my school will not be participating for tonite's event cause they are busy preparing for KLWBC.

so, we'll just go to give them moral support for tonite's show.

they are still performing.

pretty pink things.

i want these so badly.

i have the old one and it wouldn't hurt if i got the latest one as well.

mamamamama,i love u.

that is the cupcake that i made.

its nice but not as good as i imagined.

it's pink!

yana, remember i told u about my beautiful beautiful boards?

haha.here they are.

cantek kan!

=)

ps:

yana,you're doing some massive shopping right now huh?

i don't like you!

i wanna go jgak!

GOOD MORNING MALAYSIA!

good morninggg everyone =)

i woke up this morning with a list of errands to run.
sending off my sibs to school, i saw the person that i wanted to see so badly this holiday.
jeng jeng jeng.
it was mr K!
ahaha.i had a good shivering shaking morning after that.
will be seeing him later.another person will be angry then.
anyways, he changed my plans.
i wanted to clean up the house ASAP but i couldnt really function well when i think about him somehow.
haih.i'll be playing futsal later and i hope to see mr K still.

now i feel like going back to melati.i miss all my friends there.
*wink wink*

in alostar, tonite, the biggest event of the year is happening.
BANDCOMP 08'
i really hope my schoool, SMK Sultanah Asma will win.
we have to maintain our championship and keep our pride.
ohh shoot!
i left my banner in SA.alaaaaaaaa.
this year will be different, i wont be going with the usuals.
i've been going to bandcomp since i was form 1.
started going with the same crowd when i was 15.
i may be going with the seniors tonite.
look guys, if we all enrol in diploma of accountancy in SA, we can go all together.kan snang!
aight,i have to go and start cleaning up soon.

futsal's at 11am.
i don't know which team i'll be playing for.it's either gang anggur or gang korek idung.
ahahahaha.

much awaited photos.

hooo! tgk muke iye.kalut pulon suma daaa!

from left.anushia,aliyah,iye,shakirah,puteri,jasmin and nanana.

missing in action:maisara.

pon was the photographer.it was his idea to do this shape.haha.

look closely, there's 7 heads.it should have been 8 heads.but for the mean time, it'll do.

it is so hard to gather everyone up!

haapy happy happy

i arrived at alor star at around 8.50 and guess what?
my friends picked me up!
haha.it started as a very good and early morning.
then, we went to my house to drop my mom's off.
after that, we head up to nana's house.
we dashed out to pick up iye and wan(nana's bf)
we had lunch and i had the best kuewtiau kungfu ever! kat tepi pekan rabu.
then , i went home and straight to my heaven,my bed.
i slept for 5 hours.so much for just taking a nap.haha
anyways,we were supposed to go to somewhere where we wanted to 'skodeng' a guy that we are hopelessly in love with.
ahaha.he is just way way gorgeous compared to other alor star guys.
he's way out of our league.ohh malin.
after much delay and delaying, we went out after maghrib.
i called up everyone and at 10.30pm, everyone was there!
except for mysara, who was just too excited to register into uitm again, that she went to KL 2 days earlier.
so basically, everyone's there including Anushia.surprise surprise!
i had a good night.
sent everyone off to their house and said a very sad goodbye.
i know i'll be seeing them in KL but then the environment won't be the same.

we went to Giant just to take some photos.silly us.we've done this so many times!
haha. we can take A FEW photos in some restaurant but we can't do a full blown photoshoot there since we are famous in Alor Star.hahaha.kidding.but still, poeple recognize us.embarassing.haha.
but whatever.my friends are gone.i'll be gone in a week.

ALORSTAR

after this,i wont be talking or complaining about going back cause .................in less then 24 hrs, I WILL BE IN ALOR STAR.
haha.

you may be asking what is it that they have in Alostar that makes me sad whenever i think about it.

its place where i can call home.
i lived there since i was 3.
16 years later, still, it is still home to me.
it's not as hot as S alam.
the food is twice as good and cheaper.
i've got my close friends there, the one that i grew up with during my crucial year of teenage life.
i still love love my friends here in S alam but you don't just forget your friends right.
my family's here most importantly.
the airport is just a ten minute drive.
usually, i can go out without having to go through traffic.
lots and lots of memories being made there.
i got my earlier education there.


i cant list down things that happened in Alor Star because the list will go on and on.
my baby sister was born here, i fell in and out of love here.i went on my first date here.
i went to my first school here. i first drove here.

its just a land filled with memories.
i once, voiced out to my mom that when i'm older with families later, i want to build up a home here, in my home.
my mom said that i'm crazy.haaha. she knows that i have a big ambition and dreams which i cant accomplish here in Alor Star.

Hilary Duff don't just drop by here in Alor Star.

so i better sleep now.my flight is at 7.55am.

hopefully, my beloved friends will be there to pick me up.and oh yeahh, surprise! my mom's with me now so later my mom may wanna join us for breakfast . haha. i'll prevent that thing from happening.

haha.

i'm addicted to David Cook's version of always be my Baby.aaaaa.
so , gdnyte.

a super long week!

u know what's not fun?

STUDYING

especially when you have to study things that you dont enjoy and have the least interest to know about it.

excel and myob? wtf. i dont like it.

i dont mind having 2 far subjs-make that far200 and 250, minus the changes in partnership.comparing that to computer subject.it is so tedious melecehkan and merimaskan.how am i suppose to remember all the actions taken by a computer.i dont even remember some stuff that i did.that's why we have a computer kan??

i can't wait for finals to end and how i wish i could see my friends back in alor star have a party with them.

now, all i can do is go back home and have alor star all to myself.

my friends won't be in alor star.blame uitm.

mysara will be in UITM having fun with her orientation -mms week.

aliyah is entering block H in UKM for her degree.

iye is pursuing her studies in UM.

nana is going back to UIA.

shakirah's gone to KYUEM.

so it's just gonna be me and puteri?

so my girls, i hope u'll be reading this.

we may go our seperate ways. just promise that we'll stay in touch,forever.

we can have trips to alor star as often as you girls like.

follow my trail and you'll be much happier.

we can go to midvalley, movies and sunway lagoon.

i'm not trying to sound sour here but ever since i've moved to sh alam

how many times have i met those studying here?

half of us are studying here but i barely see them here.

where's all the fun we used to have?

guess we all have our own life here but it wouldnt hurt to meet up for some meals once in a while right

i dont wanna be the one making all the plans all the time.

some effort from others will be great as well.

so anyway, congrats babes for making it into degrees.

*sigh* when can i graduate from my dip?

lets just hope our friendship doesnt come to an end and we dont just meet up during raya and long long long holidays.

you guys are a big part life and you helped me turned into a person that i am today

i love you girls to bits.

yana's heaven

ohh yana,

now i know the reason why you dont ever wanna wake up from your bed.
your cadar smells nice.
your selimut is extra comfy.
your room has the perfect temperature.
your room's lighthing is just nice, for sleeping that is.
just talking bout it makes me feel sleepy.


ill move in with you guys later =)

haha.

something to blab about

i read an article in the stars yesterday when i was having dinner with a bunch of friends.it caught my attention as the phrase was saying, ' it's about having a conversation with someone knowing that it's the last one you'll have with them '

i kept on figuring all night long, plus, i had coffee hours before, so my mind was really focused on something-that is the phrase i read earlier.think about it, what would you say to yout mom, knowing it's the last one.i don't think i have the guts to even think about it properly without crying.the thing is , i am super sensitive when it comes to my mother.we are super close that when we argue or disagree about something, which by the way happens a lot, it bothers me so so much.the bond that i have with her makes it hard for me to think about what i would say because i think, my words will be endless.

the others, like my dad and my other siblings, i love them just as much as my mom. so , i'll be left just as speechless as before. in total, i'll just reserve all my conversations with the people whom i love, adore and cherish so much in my mind.

but i cant help it ,wishing that i could have one more conversation with whateverhisnameis. if i could talk to him, for real, for one last time, just the two of us, i want some explanation. you dont just lose your interest in your friends unless you have some thing that you dont like.or else , its either you are a pyscho or just being egoistic. i have always always told you i'll be here for you , even when you are in the deepest shit you can get, i'll always be here. i meant it and i meant it well. for a start "how are you cause we havent been doing any talking at all". i know,you know i am the only person that doesnt really judge you while you're telling me the whole world are. it was so so hard to move on because you gave me words, and i , out of all the people, believe in words. words can be written as black and white on paper and usually, people make it official by the papers . see how important words are.

well, that was the reason i couldnt really sleep last night.from just some words, i turned it into a very serious matter.my heart and my mind ached just thinking about it. and in just days, i'll be very disturbed because i'm going back home.

and the reason is usually the same, whateverhisnameis.

this sounded like one of my writings in my diary.try to make it less emo-ish next time.but whateverhisnameis will always interfere with my mind wether im aware of it or not.

ungrateful.

i dont wanna sound like im the most ungrateful person on earth.
but you can't really avoid how you feel riight
a tinch of jealousy and guiltiness wouldnt hurt a bit but if it is getting worse
at the end of the day, im the one that's in trouble.

usually, i'm sure of how i'm feeling but not today.
how does it feel when you tried to smile but its not working?
tried to say " its ok.its just one of those days you have to go through " but obviously,
ITS NOT WORKING.
i know i'll just grow out of it but in the mean time, hmmm.


zakian sulhi quoted "its just a case of jasminanis being jasminanis"
u really made me laugh zakian.

sharifah's surprise birthday party

pick 'em one!

lai lai lai

all from hanoi

haha

the latest birthday party we had was pah's 19th birthday.

happy birthday babe!

i'll update the pics later.

the lab's pc is filled with viruses.

i feel so violated.

haha

where's this roslani guy??

we've been waiting for him for about 1 hour.

AFTAS moments

i lived with these strangers and i survived!

haha.hanis, sharifah and liyana.

kidding guys.thanks for making my-staying-in-the-room fun.

i had fun watching you guys study all night long*uhuhh*

none of us wanted to admit the truth but ill just splash the truth here! we all who had lived in the room 3b-01-16 during the first semester had an enourmous amount of crush on the guy next to me.

ohh yes, the short and cute one

jasmin,izzah,yana and zira.i ride with them everyday to all my classes.

had tonnes of fun while playing galah panjang for back to childhood nights for aftas

this was during the first semester.we had buka puasa.

i somehow, feel like we had this 'invicible' label on our forehead

"baru habis SPM!"

hahaha

serving for the nation.

earlier moments of National Service.

i wasn't being serviced yet.look at how fair i was then.

i miss you guys too-itik,farah,dayot,kalut and me!

tadaaaaa.flying fox!

im the one at the back.

that was my coach.cikgu angie.the coolest ok!

i'm an ALPHANIAN! haha
is there such thing?

have you guys done that?

i have! hehe.it was really really heavy.believe it or not,i scored 1 out of 100.

g.i.r.l.f.r.i.e.n.d.s

we all went away at 18 and still try to make time to see each other.

love you guys forever.

we turned 18 officially and we drove all the way using the highway!

p/s: notice that im really really tanned.i was on holiday from PLKN

when we were 17.we sneaked out using our *beatles*.it was of course, illegal.

when we were 16.i think i turned out to be a normal kid seeing how boring alor star actually is!

haha.

this is taken when we were 15.we're now 19! gosh,we have really grown up.

i really really really miss you guys =(

laziness bites!

silly me, i skipped my AIS computer class because i was extremely sleepy.

haha.ended up, my lecturer wanted to have a quiz because many were not in class.

i was sleeping heavenly when i got the message.

its ok.thats what my mom said.

i dont know what phase im going through now but i'm extremey lazy.

next week when i go back home, i have the slimmest chance of meeting my friends

and that bumps me out.

i have only less than 10 days of holidays.

i think this is my punishment for having so much fun last year.

you cant blame a girl for having fun

its just in our nature

omg,come to think of it.

i had so much fun last year

that it hurts just thinking bout it.

i had a year long marathon of good news

if i were to list it down from the beggining of 2007.hmm.

ok.lets see

1. i'm GLAD i went to National Service. raise up your hand wirawati if u agree! haha.
2. my SPM results that didnt dissapoint me.
3. biggest highlight of all - meeting Hilary Erhard Duff.
4. got with love by hilary duff.
5. went to the place that i've been dreaming of for half of my life.
6. flew all the way to see Mak Gee in Houston.
7. went to Galeria,which i was aiming for since i bought life story mag.
8. got accepted to KMPP. i was thinking of going because it was just in pnang and unfortunately,my mom strongly disagreed because it was just in pnang.haih.so much for independency, i beg to go home at least once in a fortnight,now.
9. got into UITM accounting fast track program here, based on my own credit.haha
10. learn how to wash my clothes manually, live without my mom's live nagging-she still does it perfectly well using world's best invention-handphone.
11. lived with strangers for 5 months.
12. got to know my roomates, classmates well.
13. realized that i misses my close friends so much.
14. ended a really really good relationship with a guy whom i loved dearly because his ego was higher than Mount Everest and well, he's just like kacang lupakan kulit.
15. got my first Cgpa.
16. had a real end of semester holiday.
17. flew all alone for 12 hours to somewhere and slept on a strangers shoulder,one of the best nap(nap is it? it was for at least 6 hours of sleeping.haha) i've ever had.
18. went to see Big Ben, Eiffel Tower and went through the Euro Tunnel.
19. got my heart broken real bad!
20. got my driving license!!!!! - that was after having the test TWICE!
21. made my mama & papa proud.

so , if i were to have a re-run of 2007, i'll be feeling guilty. what about the others? Now i can officially say, when i was 18 i went to see what the world has to offer me , for real.

see, just thinking bout it , hurts .

before i go for my beauty noon sleep =)

for today, my current crush is NICK SIMMONS

he is the son of gene simmons from KISS

after 2 days full marathon of family jewels, im hooked!

a very nice boy and he's our age.

haha.

*cant wait for next semester where i can meet

MR i-dont-know-your-name-but-i-do-wanna-know-your-name-soon-because-you-are-just-plain-hot!*

haha.ok.i just wanna know him.that's all.

=)

the end of it

my intersession is about to finish now.thank god.but i still haven' got my only wish for this month.to see bulan.i wanted to see him because first of all, i havent seen him since i enrolled in UITM,which has been about a year.Plus, he's here and he's on a holiday.so why dont i take the chance to see him right? but then again its up to him wether he wants to see me or not right.he doesnt make the effort then why should i.

anyway, i'm fasting today and i feel like drinking sprite with tomyam.ok! that will be my meal for bukak posa! i have at least 10 more days before finals and i have that LCCI test for my computer lesson.but i still havent registered.so i can go back after ending all my misery and sufferings.haha.

its not that i'm so miserable or what but it irritates me knowing that all my friends are having fun and just lepaking at home with their family.after all the thoughts, i'll be asking myself why did i put myself through all this trouble.having to cram up my semesters, torturing myself with endless subjects every semester, all the late nights studying and complaining.haha.typical jasmin anis. but then , when i know that i'll be graduating earlier this way and the results are faster, i'm happier to bits.this way i can be rich faster! haha.since my mom gave me the green light to study abroad i'll try to study hard so that i can get a scholarship.* i had a dream days ago bout being accepted to London School of Economics.its all Fali's fault.i read her blog.haha*

ok,i gtg now.izzah wants to go back.i can sleep more! yey for me!!

few months back

there he goes.
to the arms of the girl he loves.
here i am.
i am nothing but his decent friend.
being in the position that i am, made me wish i was the one he loves.
the one that's he's in love with right now.
the one that he would wanna hug.
she wasn't here when he needed her.
i was there all along.
still, love couldnt find us.
it got lost in the neverland.
love is something you can never measure.
i can say i love him but i can't tell him how much i love him.
my intuition is saying she loves him more.
more than i do.
but how would she knows.
love cannot be measured.
i know he loves her.
even blind people can tell that.
he doesnt talk bout her invasively.
he drops he few subtle hints about her,here and there.
i know i know.
i cant afford to be jealous cause he was never mine.
never will be.
always.
and i dont think i am.
till the world is willing to let me know how i'm feeling.
i'll take some time to let it go.





ps: im over him now=)

nazeera - ATTENTION

sayang, sorry laa.i lupe la name u.xsengaje la.hehe.i rndu u la.u pulon! PRONOOOO! aahahahahahha.

LLUUURRRRRVEEEEE YOUUUU!

another survey to ease my soul.wahaha

Let's start small - what's your favorite ice cream flavor?

jamoca almond fudge and chocolate.sedap nye.

What are you feeling right now?

bored.i need something interesting to do.

Is there anyone you would do anything for?

yes.i'll even take a bullet for the person i love most.

Would they do anything for you?

i think so and i hope so.

What are the to 3 attributes you want in a boyfriend/girlfriend?

a nice looking face that i dont get bored looking at, not selfish ,loves me most and not stingy.

i know thats 4 attributes.hehe

Do you see yourself getting married?

yes actually.i wanna get married.but then again who doesnt?

What do you see yourself doing in 5 years?

insya Allah, i've completed my degree.working wether locally or abroad.happily in a stable relationship with god-knows-who.haha.by then i'll be 24 right.tua!

Is there anyone you would like to see fail?

nope.

What, so far, has been the highlight of your life?

haa.i think the fact that i met hilary duff has been the most highlighted event ever!

i know she's just another person living on earth but the fact that i got to meet her in person.

that's like the main highlight.

others would be going to PLKN. that was a life-changing experience and being here.i met all these really smart people and its very overwhelming.

What do you value most about your friends?

they are FUN, loving and caring.

Do you belive in second chances?

yes.i believe in miracle as well.

ave you ever been betrayed?

ohh yess.

Is there a song that makes you cry?

hmmm.yes actually.a very sappy-not-cool song.haha

Name a memorable movie and why.

urmm.spiderman 2 or 3 eh?i watched it with bulan.for the first time ever.

hahahha

Are you afraid of anything?

yes.death and God.

How do you react to stress?

call a friend , complain to my mom and watch a movie or One Tree Hill.my saviour.

Are you a strong person?

i hope to be one.

Who's the one person you would turn to if everything was falling apart?

my mom.

Do you still know anyone from grade school?

yes.

What's one thing you want and can't have?

i want to go back to Alor Star.

Who's Duckie?
i dont know and i have no plan to know who's duckie is.

public transport

i have a serious issue that i really need to complain.if only pak lah would read this.

as the petrol price is increasing lately, we need another alternatives to solve our problem.

i think i speak for all of us.

just because the petrol price has risen up greatly, it doesnt mean our allowance is increasing as well.

i'm still getting the same amount of money from my parents.

and so are my parents, their salaries aren't increasing like the petrol price.

so , i believe the solution to our problem is the public transport.

since i'm studying in Sh Alam, i've been using all means of transportation in Selangor.

I've taken the KTM, LRT, cabs, taxis, ERL, buses.

u name it and i've been there.

but the services are BAD!
delay-deleying, big routes for a bigger city.

if we improve our local transport, which i think all of us doesnt really mind paying,

it would be better.

a very good example here is London.

London is a very cultured and sophisticated city but

they dont' mind making the tubes as their main transport.

they should also have more buses.

like here, bus num T529, goes everywhere, to all the big sections here.

you cant expect with just a bus, you would wanna pick up everyone in the city.

the bus takes at least one hour to finish its journey.my god.

divide the routes smaller and you'll earn more!

so why cant we make LRT as our main transport.

they should have more stops and more train.

IMPROVE THE KTM

please please please.

im not asking it to move faster.

im asking the management to service their train more often and stick to the timetable accurately.

some people are depending on it to go to work, school, and others.

so the goverment should care more about the citizen rather than something else.

it is all about Islam Hadhari after all , right.

ok puteri.here it is!

this is the much anticipated bag!

haha.after all the trouble i had to go through, it was all worth it.hehe.

cute kan.the worst part of all was waiting for the KTM train.

can't the malaysian goverment improve the public transport??

i had to wait for almost 40mins just to go to MidValley

which is just a stop away from KL Sentral

p/s:

puteri, aku rasa aku sorang ja kan yang panggey and eja nama ang pnoh.

P-U-T-E-R-I

hahaha.

the model for today is nurul izzah.my driver for intersession.

my cine jual DVD also.she has all sorts of DVD.haha.

my payor if i dont have the money.

haha.

thanks izzah.

the perfect guy (if you could only invent this particular guy la)

Part One

Hair color?

i would like brunnete.

Eye color?

dark colour.black or dark brown.

Height?

urmm.around 5'10".not so tall.

Long hair or short?

long.

Glasses?

without.

Piercings?

without.

Eyebrows?

thick.likee.......

Big butt or little?

not so big.haha

Chest hair?

urmm.xnak kot.

Buff or skinny?

not so buff.

Teeth?

nice.

PART 2

Funny or serious?

funny but serious during work.

Party-hopper or more stay-at-home?

more stay at home but a little party-ish is fine.

Should he be able to bake or cook?

urm.not necesarry.im here.haha.

Does he have a best friend?

yes!

Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends?

not really.

Out-going or shy?

out going.

Sarcastic or sincere?

sincere.

Does he love his mother?

its a must.

Should he watch chick-flicks?

yes.he should be fun

Would he be a smoker?

no no.

How about a drinking?

no no.

And swearing?

its ok.

Would he play with your hair?

hahaha.yes.

Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time?

no.

Would he pay for you when you're on a date?

the first one yes.i dont mind if we go dutch after that.

Does he kiss on the first date?

no.

Where would you go for dinner?

mcdonald.

Would he buy you flowers?

he doesnt have to.

Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies?

yes.

Would he write poetry about you?

yes.

Would he hang out with your and YOUR friends?

yes.

How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends?

yes jgak la.

Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening?

yes.

Would you hold hands?

yes.

PART 3

Does he play soccer?

yes.

Baseball?

no

Football?

yes.

Basketball?

yes

Water polo?

no

Golf or something equally boring?

NO!

Does he surf?

if he can that would be a bonus

Skateboard?

xksah

Snowboard?

if he can thats fine.

Can he sing?

yes.like chris brown.

Play the guitar?
no

Play piano?

yes

Play the drums?

yes

Can he keep his room clean?

yes.

Is he an artist of sorts?

no

Does he have pets?

NO!

PART 4

Does he use the word dude?

hmm.ok je.

How about tight?

no!

Would he watch the sun rise and set with you?

yes.

What kind of car does he drive?

x5.haha.

How old is he?

urm 21

What's his name?

if i could pick one it would be.hurmmm.

ssah nya!

ntah laa..

i like huruf A , D , K , J so anything with those initials will do!

survey.coming up!

1.If you could be the parent of one famous person, who would you want it to be?
britney spears pls.

2.What was the last thing you regret buying?
urm.i cant recall.but i can tell you things that i dont regert buying! haha.my new bag.

3.There's a monster in your closet. What do you do?
look at the monster.scare the monster away.

4.What are 3 things you'd like to learn to do?
learn spanish.
learn how to not think about others too much and how to move on, FAST!
learn how to not be scared when riding roller coasters.

5.What is your favorite kind of cheese?
i dont know the name of the cheese buti do know its the one yang atas cheesy wedges and the one that i ate at abg andy's.hehe

6.If you had a truth serum, who would you give it to and what would you ask?
the last boy friend i was close to.i wanna ask him whats the fucking wrong with him and his brain!

7.How do you know when you're in love?
you just know i guess.he's the one you think of 24 seven every single second.every thing you do you try to include him.you have this tingling feeling when you think about him.WHEN YOU KNOW YOU'RE JUST PLAIN HAPPY EVEN IF YOU JUST HANG AROUND , SIT STILL AND DO NOTHING WHEN YOU ARE WITH HIM.you just know it.

8.Why do you have a cell phone?
to get connected with the world.

9.What do you consider the most important invention?
hmm.banyak ni.first of all , the handphone, computer , INTERNET!

10.How would you spend your ideal day?
honestly? i'm extremely happy if i could spend one day cleaning my house in alor star.wiping the windows, mopping the floors, vacuuming everything, while blasting the music all around the house and the ending would be when i lay down the carpets back.this can only happen if there's nobody in the house.i feel like i've accomplished A LOT in a day! haha.dont call me a weirdo.i probably have OCD.

11.Who would you choose to be shipwrecked on a deserted island with?
do you still need to ask this? CHRISTOPHER ASHTON KUTCHER.

12.What is your idea of a perfect romantic evening?
having a picnic in a park, say St James Park in London, with the person i love most and we're eating cupcakes. vanilla cupcakes.haha.

13.If you could be remembered for one thing, what would it be?
as cheesy as it sounds, i would love to be remembered as the person who changed another person's life. even if it is only ONE person.

14.You meet God. What is the one question you want to ask Him?
why is life unfair sometimes? and one more.haha.who's my husband? is it..........

15.Is there anything you would willingly give your life for?
cant think of any right now.oh yess.i would give up my life to make aiman allam study.

16.If you could re-live one day, what would it be?
the whole of april 2007.i know its not a day but still.but if really really had to choose one it would be 3rd of april.

17.If you could be invisible for a day, what would you do?
go to taman medah.

18.Do you like raw vegetables?
depends.brocolli? yes.kailan? no.

19.Do you dress for fashion or comfort?
comfort.

20.What kind of old person do you want to be?
laid back and i dont wanna worry bout nething.

21.What is the worst holiday experience you've ever had?
it was part of the best holiday experience i've ever had.

22.If you had to listen to one song over and over forever, what would it be?
anything by chris brown or mariah carey or secondhand serenade.

23.If you had to marry someone you are not in love with, who would it be?
haha.im not gonna tell you here.but i do have someone i can count on all the time.

24.If you had to be a TV character, who would it be?
brooke davis!

25.Is it easier to forgive or forget?
easier to forgive but how can u ever forget.

26.If you could read anyone's diary, who would it be?
my last boy friend that i was close to.

27.If you are what you eat, you are?
pomelo.nak!

28.Who is a hero of yours?
duhhh! MY MOM

comel

1.nice sneakers.

2.nice short shorts

3.nice singlet.

4.nice sunglasses

5.NICE

comel gle kan.

what hv they been up to?

what have THEY-my friends , have been up to.i really dun wanna think bout it but i cant help it.eeeeeeeeii.ampa suma p pnang without me! unfair.here i am having to study while everyone else is having the time of their life! but these are sacrifices that i have to make.tu la.dulu org soh blaja btol2 bley dpt scholarship xnak.haha.mak alia ckp ni jihad.haha.kami sedang berjihad.alhamdullilah.guys, i mean it.dont post any pnang pics guys.xnak tgk!

i should be worrying bout branch account and partnership.haha.biar la.we all have made conclusions that later we will not have any partnership.we'll try to dissolve as many partnership as possible.sbb xreti wat.haha.i have to study harder now since ive playing around byk sgt.haihh.mlm ni maybe , maybe nak tgk kungfu panda plak.XNAK TGK CARTOON LA.but im being influenced by my friends.

i wanna go home and go swimming with my friends.kuak lentang ka kuak senget ka.kuak pulon ka.hahahahahah.iye2.nana plak kuak kalut.hahahaahahha.bodo gla weh.ok.jgn post any pics.no time to even look at it! i dun even wanna look at it.i wonder how i'll be if blaja abroad.kat s alam ni pon xle handle cause i miss my mom and family and friends sgt2.brangan plak nak g US la.haha.well, im allowed to daydream.its free! my hair now dah pendek.how nak ikat.nnt kembang la.alaaa.ssah la.but then again it was my choice to cut it short a bit.my intention was to trim it A BIT.

pasni nak blaja mesti tringat2 kat pnang.i mean my friends kat pnang.babi btol la.haha.nak ikot.i repeat,NAK IKOT.lari jap g pnang sok bley x.skip je la 2 klas je pon.tp xde keta.minyak pon mhl la plak.alahaiii.chup! klu g pnang tonite pon ok actually kan? i'll try.my mom xyah la tau kan.hmmm

ps: for today i feel like marrying chris brown.he can serenade me to sleep with his nice and soothing voice all night long.haha.

klu brangan mcm ni da la xyah byr, it doesnt hurt pon.klu ckp nak kawen ngn org btol2 ade dpn mata.klu xdpt sakeeeeet hatii.mcm dat guy yang i used to know.i wanna marry him but obviously la xdpt.so dat hurts kan.hehe.so kalau nak kawen ngn chris brown klu xdpt move on to the next lad.haha

sweetest thing!

LUCAS: The truth is, I care about Peyton.

BROOKE: Then what is the difference?

LUCAS: The difference… the difference is I love you, Brooke.I wanna be with you, not Peyton.

BROOKE: But why? I need to know why.

LUCAS: Because you… kink your eyebrow when you’re trying to be cute; because you quote Keimoo, even though I’ve never actually seen you read! And because… you miss your parents but you’ll never ever admit that. And because… I’ve given exactly two of these embarrassing speeches in my entire life… and they’ve both been with you.

LUCAS: I mean that’s… gotta mean something, right?

BROOKE: You did pretty good.

home,friends,future!

for the past few months , i rarely went back to alor star like i used to.perhaps cause i feel like i've settled here in s alam.wouldnt call it exactly a home but for now,it is my place. a room with four people, but currently only two, sharing practically all the space given. i still do miss my mom and family a lot but having all the laughs with all my friends is fun as well.

if i was in alor star, all my close girlfriends would have been puteri nur sarah , fuzana , siti shakirah , aliyah , maisara and anushia and nazeera!!!. grrrrr . miss u guys like hell!

and when i'm here , its almost the same as at home with all the girlfriends but a different set of em'. in sh alam , all my close friends will be farah hannah , wan nur alia , aqilah , falihin , liyana , sharifah , farah wahida , aisyah , syazarina , syazana , nurul izzah and haliza. i list them down in their full first names.haha.naseb xde name baapak skali.wahaha.

i think they are the reason why i dont miss home as much as i used to.classes are fun and the time table are quite flexible.as long as i can have my nap in between , im fine.hehe.i used to dream bout going to the same unis with my schoolmates.if PUTERI xamek the scholarship given by petronas then we would have been here together.hahah.how fun?! ooo.roomates and classmates.hahaha.24 hours with puteri?? hmmm.an interesting offer tapi mesti jrang blk alostar? nahhh pass.haha.

all of my friends have been going their own separate ways and its best to respect their decision to do whats best for themselves.lets just hope someday we're all gonna make it in the big world.at least holding on to something we can be proud of.insya Allah.i wanna open up a mcdonald.sume org gelak.ahah.im obsessed with mcds.

well, the kawen part.i wanna get married before im at least 28 years old.but at the rate im going with guys nowadays , lets just hope i do get married someday.ahaha.its hard to find a guy thats decent and the least they can do is STICK TO THEIR WORDS AND PROMISES FOR ONCE. kan snang kawen ngn ashton kucther je.haha.i dun mind being the second wife, next to demi, huh! haha.mental note * i lurrrrrveeee daydreaming* haha.

i reckon that nana will get married first.die gatal lebeyh sket.ahahha.then maybe ct.kawen is a good thing kan? menghindarkan maksiat.hahaha.i wanna go abroad to work then how i wanna get married? hmmm.too much thinking again! stop it jasmin anis.haha.

ps:i should be doing excel rather than doing this! ahaha

tribute to BULAN GELAP

dear bulan gelap,

i really really hope u're reading this though i know u're not.

sorry for earlier.you can't exactly blame me for what you did.
but i just want you to know that i wouldnt wanna trade anything that i have now for our friendship.
i think i've worked hard enough to lose what i have with you now.
the last thing i would wanna do is hurt you and the last thing i would want is to end my relationship with you.friends do stay forever and they do
go through rough patches together.
so sorry again.

jasmin's thoery of actions.haha

have you ever wonder what other people is thinking? i do that all the time.it'll be easier to react once we know what the other person is thinking.personally , thats how i think. every action taken by one person can lead to another action.here's my theory.ok.

ok.if say my phone rings. i have two options wether i wanna pick it up or not.if i pick up my phone and it was my mom, she'll ask me to do some chores or errands right? then, i'll have to go and do it.which means i have to move from the place that i am at.ok.if i were to take the second action and i did not pick up the phone.ill just stay put at where i was before.in my belief, i think that these little actions will lead to my other action in the future.paham x? which means, if i did not do something, i will not be doing another thing which relates to it.thats my opinion.well, everyone is entitled to their own opinion.

as a conclusion of this theory, i'm actually feeling bad about something that i did earlier.so this is the after-action reaction that i have to deal with.one of those actions that i didnt think hard enough before doing it.

haha.more crap to come after this.

back to erhard and christopher =)

i'm allowed to dream or atleast day dream right?