they say different thing, everytime.

today we found out about our finals schedule. there's only one word for it. SUCKS! *eii, xsdap sgt la mencarut english. babi la!* so here they are :

on the 20th we have our management paper - MAF320,
on the 21st we have our law - LAW 346,
on the 22nd we have our integrated financial paper - FAr360,
on the 23rd we have our entrepreneurship paper-ETR300

AND then, we have about8 days break and then our financial paper -FAR300

AND AND lastly, a week later, we have the most exciting paper of all, financial management - MAF330.

so, what are we suppose to do now? we did go see the KP and he said it was not under the scope of his jurisdiction. our KP is so adorable. haha
we dont have much time to study. we cant cram all the subjects in a week, mr Dean.
haih, i remember my finals last semester. it was very memorable. haha.

one will nvr understand the feelings that we, fast track students have to go thru unless you are one.

but, but mysara said, "meets the hell first before we get to heaven" yes mysara. real heaven. haha.

oh yeah, what happened to one tree hill eh? slow mlow. i want julian and brooke to end up together.

what else uh? ohh last weekend was my little sister's 13th birthday. so adek, HAPPY 13Th BIRTHDAY! i love you always and no matter how old you are, you are still my baby sister.like vava would say ' my aaaathiiii'. i miss eva a lot.

i miss home jgak. cant wait to go back for the study week but then, i have to study. can i not study? hmm, last semester's study week was FUN! hahaa. but then, that was it. FUN je la.

this post mcm xde motif. haha. i just feel like writing je. we are suppose to finish up our outline. mls!

nothing much is exciting right now. i am waiting patiently waiting for the arrival of MAY BABY!

//yeah they say different thing every single time. *abg level 9 ni asek lalu je* haha.i miss erhard la. cannot wait for GRETA! sumpah xde mood woo skrg nak tulis jiwang2. wahhaha. my inspiration is gone! taken away. haha. maybe sbb mmg dah xksah kan so mcm snang hati ja!

inspired by what can be seen outside the windows.

Four classmates of mine are doing a forum for their Critical Thinking class based on an interesting motion, whether they should ban blogging or not. Seriously? I would say yeah. For now, the cons are outweighing the pros. On my personal account, a friendship was ruined. As you can see, the satisfaction of writing a post can be very subjective. It varies on the topic of one particular post. It all boils down on how detailed the post is.

Seldom do we see people writing things directly. Most of the time, it’s an indirect message. Maybe one of the satisfactions comes when we give other people the benefit of a doubt. But by portraying the word someone instead of a name, we are actually keeping people who read the blog guessing. I don’t think it’s a positive thing as I am personally paranoid, myself. Letting some of your thoughts on paper means, you’re letting things go and it can be very therapeutic and helpful. Things that are kept inside can make one person unsound. BUT, it is hard when people tend to interpret the content of the lines differently. A single line can bring double and at times, triple meanings. But that doesn’t mean it is going out to you and sometimes you just have to grow out of it. Learn that life doesn’t revolve around you only.

The debate went well for them and I gained a lot actually. Bloggers who are addicted to blogging might go through some disease called ‘bloggeria’ or something. Haha. As for me, it’s just another outlet to let things go and it is not my intention to hurt anyone and like I said earlier, the satisfaction varies. It’s not that you want the whole world to know about your life but once I hit ‘post’, it’s like, ‘yes, it’s done and everything is being let out.’ i love writing no matter what and i have been writing ever since i was in Standard Three. Perhaps this critical thinking class has its own hidden agenda behind it. It keeps us thinking about how to analyze things deeper with a strong point of view. The premise must support the claim. Dont conclude when there is no evidence.

Sometimes, it is scary to read other people’s blog and finding out the truth, unnecessary details, wrong information and sometimes, just some plain old news. But most of the times, it’s fun. For instance, Hanis Zalikha’s blog can really make readers laugh. Some blogs can really make people mad, like the education’s blog. I was really furious when I read the blog written to condemn UITM. Hey, don’t say bad things about my university and make a claim that UTAR is the best. wtf? talk about being racist here.

anyways, if let say blogs are being banned, we're back to just writing on papers, on microsoft Words, notepads. haha. then, im back to journals.ok2. i know my arguments do not support my conclusion right . but when i think about all the news in the papers regarding blogs, i kept on thinking , how can a simple thing be so complicated. and actually, by banning blogs, we are questioning the basic rights of freedom of speech for one particular human being. ok now i am confused, nak ban ke x? haha. ok2 xyah la mcm ni. just be aware of the situation and make the best out of it la.

with the jo bros!

As promised earlier, i did go see The Jonas Brother 3D concert!
haha.
some of you may say it is lame but its ok, it was an experience for me.
sumpah jakun ok tgk 3D first time kat wayang.
i wanted to steal the glasses but if i get caught, i have to pay 150 bucks for it.
not worth it ;p
so, the guys do not speak in english. they mumbled in english and most of time i dont understand their conversation.
overall, the guys can actually sing, if they only sang properly and not make it like some rock kapak.
they are really great performers but joe jonas was a bit too figdety.
is that the word for him?
the crowds was really overwhelming.
imagine a big park in NY is filled with their fans. gle la.
they were waiting in line for the past 72 hours before the concert even started in pouring rain.
some dedication that was!
and the guys are really thankful for all the fans and they really appreciate them.
taylor swift and demi lovato made a special appearance.
haha.
i think i have to make it clear here before i go off,
i am not a fan of the Jonas Brother.
i am only neutral.
haha.
i am still a big fan of Hilary Duff and Ashton Kutcher.
thank you.
i had fun today with 4 other little kids.
tmoro another one will arrive.
CANNOT WAIT* serious tone*

ps: the whole time i was watching , my eyes were stuck on one thing,
Joe Jonas cute buttocks.
the three guys have one thing in common.
cute asses. HAHA.
they wore really tight skinny pants.
was i suppose to not look?
hehe.

still.

this is still my favourite quote for the week.

" it sucks being the footnote in other people's love story ;) "

i adore brooke davis laa. and i also admire people who can block their mind from all the negativity. because i can nvr do that, or at least i need some time. i know a few people who can do that and you guys have been my idols. i respect people with that kind of mind. i really do.

writing has no limits.

hello readers,

bunyi mcm byk readers je. haha. anyways, i was rushing for my previous post and so i did not enjoy it. haha. we are all in hannah's house for etr300 but this is the result of lazyness. haha. guess what? alia is chatting on ym nonstop, hannah and lynn are half asleep and qaila just got an email form PN nazida nazri, asking her to check out her wedding photos. HAHA. and today, we had a talk with our maf lecturer. she showed us a side of her that we have nvr seen before. uitm lecturers wayar. hahaa.

a few more weeks and all these nightmares will come to an end. i cnanot wait. yana, maybe tomoro jadi la 3D Jonas Brothers tu, i kne teman my nieces nk tgk jgak. hahaha. so much for an excuse la kan. hehe.

it has been weeks since everything really ended and since then, i did not feel anything anymore. i suppose its a good thing. i know its a good thing but sometimes, it makes me feel as if i do not appreaciate the friendship that we used to have. this is me saying from my point of view, dont turn it around okayh. but all in all, im doing fineeeeee. haha. usually, little little things remind me of the big things but surprisingly, with this one, it doesnt. its like as if my mind stops all connection with all the little crappy details. haha. ok i am crapping right now. if you think i am babbling now, just stop reading and dont complain. because, thats the beauty of writing, it has no limits.

" it sucks being the footnote of other people's love story "

thats what she said, Brooke Davis.

i havent been blogging for a while and it has been a tough and busy week, having to deal with all the case study, presentations, reports, forums, and such. the case study really tested your limits, accounting knowledge, patients with others, sleeping routines, food issues, work delegations, haihh, and we found out that the dean wants a soft copy of the presentation just to check on whether we are able to carry on with this course or not. wtf? we did finish off everything required for this course right ? mmg la bole carry on! we are all 'robots' remember? mcm2 la.

oh yeah, one tree hill came back last week. the story between brooke and julian is so touching. auwwww. haha. come to think about it, it is true right, the last person that she fell in love with, is Lucas Eugene Scott. the Leyton thingy, i think they just want to prolong the story sbb mcm dah xde topic kan.

we had a surprise party for mysara last weekend and babe, i hope you had fun. haha. i got to see puteri and iye after a while of not seeing them. they came to Melati! haha. i have yet to see nana, the artist. i cant wait to go back to Alostar for study break. should i or should i not?

perhaps i should not considering i have tonnes of things to study but i cant help it but miss home.my little sister and brother are here, so i guess i should go see them tmoro after class! yey, havent been in Ampang for a while now. the little monster is arriving on saturday!!

ps: i secretly wants to watch the jonas brothers 3D movie.

under maintenance.

this is my AplusK

im in the lab. the same lab since this morning but for a different bel. my essay was not rejected. yey! haha, thanks pa for the help. my father checked my essay and edited it and that was very helpful. haha.i miss home like hell. i came back last weekend and did nothing else but hang out with my little sister, helped my mom, escording her around town, and did my essay. it was quite refreshing actually. other than that, i found ashton kutcher twitter's page. a step closer to him. yes, brangan. it's the only thing that keeps me alive these days. oh yeah, that and the beautiful images of a particular place. haha eva baby is coming back this month! one more thing surprisingly, i do not care anymore. so guys go on, do your thing. mcm la korng ksah pon kan. haha. so , now, i think i should get back to the reality. daaaa..

ps: 12th may baby. 12th may.

thanks aplusk.

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could."

think life is hard, think again.

bel 313, bel 313, bel 313, bel 312, bel 312.i am an accounting student mind you and not a Diploma in English/Literature/Education or anything related to that matter student but i, along with the other part 4 students have no time to study for our accounting subjects because all the english courses are occupying our schedules. yes i know english is important but wht the hell? haihhh. 12 hours of english every week and still, no improvement in our english language. haha. ok ok i know i've been complaining hard all week long. actually, i think, if we actually sit down and do our work, maybe we could complete our work but then again. we'd have no life. so i guess, it's all about choices and time management.

oh yeah, i was scrolling down my emails and i found one that caught my eyes. the title said 'think life is hard, think again'. It is about a guy, named, Nick Vujicic born without limbs and apparently, the doctors does not have any explanation for his brith defects. So as you can imagine, he had to face many challenges and obstacles in life. the amazing thing about him is that he doesnt give up and he has a degree in commerce majoring in finance planning and accounting. he is very optimistic about life and mostly, he believes in God.

he made me think real hard. he has got no hands, no legs and he made it through his life with such smiles and spirits. so what is keeping me from achieving things that i want? but one thing that i know is that, i am only a normal human being who cant escape from making mistakes and i know, i will always be complaining about things but at the end of the day,at least i know i am thankful for all the things that i have now.

//day light appeared as i opened my eyes, reality hit me back and at that point, i knew i was not dreaming. i had a very weird dream that night,i would say. it was the both of you, in one dream. one particular dream. one that i had no intention to dream about.perhaps, the thought of it has always been at the back of my mind at the very end. ever since then, my mind was always covered by the images seen in the dream. anyways, what was in the dream doesn't matter much but i remembered telling you about the whole dream and all you said was it is interesting. yeah it is interesting for you but definitely not for me. you find it utterly funny that i was so worried and you said i had nothing to worry about and nothing would ever change. i guess, i should have seen it coming. even my guts were trying to tell me something. after all, my biggest nightmare did come true.


i did my sacrifice when i stopped dreaming about the greatest future i could have. i stopped hoping and the best part of it, is that i stopped applying.i am trying my best here to understand but can't you guys do the same for me? i am tired of being the good girl but no, i have no intention to rebel. i am just saying.